Chapter 15
by
XarHD
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Sealing the Athanor
Adrien, who had been watching Selene, caught the flicker of her hand as she signed something small, almost private. He realized, in a flush of cold, that she alone was not afraid. Her gaze was on him, not Amabilis, as if to reassure him instead.
Magda’s face grew white-hot with anger. “You’re telling us the rules only after we have **** but to obey.”
“That is always how the Work proceeds,” Amabilis said. “There is no process without constraint.”
Nebet-Hedj’s lips parted, but then she smiled and said nothing. Drosia, for all her bravado, looked sickened.
The nameless girl’s mouth worked, then she shrugged and curled in on herself, as if the answer was confirmation of something she’d long suspected.
Adrien understood, finally, why Amabilis had forbidden him to share his knowledge of the prior "shows." If he had encouraged anyone to focus only on Salt, or to try to game the system, he would have guaranteed their erasure. It was not a punishment; it was a consequence written into the logic of the vessel.
He looked around the room—at the women, their faces set in varying shades of dread or defiance—and thought, for the first time, that this was not a contest at all. It was no Harem Hotel he had ever read about. It was a culling. Not for the fittest, but for the ones most willing to persist.
The silence after Amabilis’s warning was thick enough to suspend thought. Only when the air felt ready to collapse did she add, “There is a reward. For the one who completes the process with the highest total of Quintessence. If you wish for anything, it will be granted, as far as the Athanor can provide.”
The effect was instantaneous. The group’s mood flipped—briefly—from dread to a stunned, glittering hope.
Chiara spoke first. “What are the limits? Is it anything at all, or only what you approve?”
Amabilis folded her hands. “Anything, provided it does not break the system’s logic. You cannot undo the bond to the Master. You cannot reverse the transformations or eliminations already performed. But you may ask for anything else.”
Magda shot her hand up, almost involuntarily. “Who decides what is possible? You, or the system?”
“The system,” said Amabilis. “I am only its executor.”
Magda pressed. “If the system is self-governing, what stops the winner from wishing away the entire process? Or unmaking the other contestants?”
Amabilis’s smile was faint. “The Wish cannot violate the terms of the Work. You cannot unmake what is already complete.”
Summer leaned into Autumn, voice a whisper, “That’s the kind of wish that never ends well, you know.” Her tone was less joking and more frightened than she realized.
Autumn said, “But if we win, we could go home.”
Amabilis overheard. “You do not need the Wish to achieve that outcome. At the end of the five rounds, any who remain may choose to return to their origin, or to remain with the Master, unless you are eliminated. The Wish is a surplus, not a substitution.”
Drosia, in the aftermath of her own fright, was blunt. “If I win, I can fix my neck?”
“Yes,” said Amabilis. “Or you may pursue other remedies. There are subtler ways to achieve stability.”
Drosia nodded once, her face set in a soldier’s mask.
Nebet-Hedj, who had recovered her earlier calm, said, “If a soul is split, can it be made whole again?”
Amabilis nodded, “Yes.”
The effect on Nebet-Hedj was electric; her whole posture softened, the possibility of restoration brighter than any threat.
Selene, who had not asked a single question, just squeezed Adrien’s hand. Her eyes did not seek him out, nor Amabilis; instead, she looked at the ceiling, as if to acknowledge some higher principle. Magda caught the motion and frowned, the lack of calculation in Selene’s response evidently disturbing her.
The nameless girl did not speak, but for the first time since her arrival, her gaze sharpened. She tracked Amabilis’s every word, every gesture, as if already weighing the optimal path. Adrien felt the pressure gather in the base of his neck. This was the real lure, he realized—not seduction or rivalry, but the lure of a perfect reward, the promise that none of this suffering would be for nothing.
Summer looked at Autumn, then at Adrien, then back at Amabilis. “What about the Master? What does he get if he wins?”
Amabilis said, “His role is to shepherd the process. He gets you all. He is not entitled to a Wish.”
This was the first time anyone had used the word entitled without a trace of irony. Summer blinked, almost disappointed.
The conversation’s energy flagged, as if the air in the room had been turned down a degree. Selene released Adrien’s hand, and folded hers in her lap. Magda stopped tapping her finger. Chiara sank back into the bench, calculating again. Even Drosia, whose default mode was confrontation, seemed out of powder.
Amabilis waited until all possibility of further questions evaporated. “You will have time to consider your options,” she said. “The next matter is more immediate. It concerns transformations.”
The statement landed like a chemical spill. Amabilis paused, as if to allow time for the surface tension to break. No one reached for the floor, or even adjusted posture. In the Athenaeum, to move was to concede vulnerability.
She continued, “At the end of every Challenge, all women but the victor will receive a transformation. This is not a punishment; it is a refinement, a step in perfecting your alignment with your role as a Reactant.”
Magda raised her hand, no longer bothering to disguise the old reflex. “What is the meaning of the word? Transformations?”
Amabilis’s green-gold eyes fixed on her. “You will experience them as changes to your body, mind, or the underlying terms of your reality. They are not optional, nor are they subject to appeal.“
Chiara did not wait for Magda’s follow-up. "“Are these transformations temporary, or can they be reversed at the end?”
Amabilis shook her head once. “They are permanent. Each is crafted to resolve a mismatch between your present nature and the optimal state for the system.” She paused. “All transformations will be performed in the House of Weighing.”
The atmosphere changed. Drosia, who had survived worse than philosophy, leaned back on the couch, arms folded. “If I have to be changed, make it useful. Make me harder to break.” There was no bravado in it—just a seasoned evaluation of risk.
Amabilis’s gaze was unreadable. “The choice is neither mine, nor yours, nor the Master’s. The audience will decide, though you may seek to sway them.”
Selene’s response was not words, but a gentle, two-fingered tap on her own shoulder, followed by a deliberate, sweeping gesture upward. She regarded Amabilis with something like respect.
Adrien translated softly. “She thinks of it as a mark, not a penalty.”
Nebet-Hedj did not even flinch. She said, “I have already been reshaped by the process of others. This is no surprise.” Her tone was neutral, but the look she gave the twins was more complicated: part warning, part invitation to recognize the inevitable.
Summer’s lips parted, as if to argue, but then she pressed them together so tightly they lost color. She gave Autumn a sidelong glance. “How does anyone survive that?”
Autumn said, “Most people do not.”
Magda returned to the offensive. “What kinds of transformations are possible?”
Amabilis said, “The range is wide. They may be anatomical, behavioral, relational, or metaphysical. Sometimes all at once. The goal is to bring out what was latent, or to balance a deficiency.”
Chiara’s voice, as always, arrived pre-polished. “If the transformations are applied in the House of Weighing, does that mean they’re public?”
“Yes,” said Amabilis. “There is no privacy in this vessel.”
A long silence followed. Selene squeezed her own hand, as if feeling for the line between familiar and foreign. Nebet-Hedj turned a ring around her finger—a gesture that seemed habit, but which Adrien recognized as her method of signaling resignation.
Drosia, whose threshold for abstraction was low, brought the conversation back to ground. “Will it be the same every time?”
Amabilis smiled, but it was more a flash of enamel than expression. “No. Each round’s transformations are unique.”
Magda, who seemed to be speaking as much to herself as to the group, said, “If you make us unrecognizable, we can’t compete. It defeats the system.”
Amabilis countered, “It is possible to optimize, but only if you integrate each change as it comes. Resistance slows you. Adaptation wins. No transformation will utterly prevent you from competing, though it may make some forms easier or harder.”
The weight of the process—its irreversibility, its logic—settled in.
Chiara shifted strategy. “Are there rewards, or only penalties?”
“There are rewards,” said Amabilis, “The audience will decide whether you deserve them. And the winner of each Challenge will not receive a transformation.”
Drosia grunted, “So, seize the heights or break your neck in the ravine. Very clear.”
Adrien glanced around the room, searching for signs of revolt. He found none. This surprised him, but not entirely. Unlike other Harem Hotel seasons, the women here weren’t just strangers to each other, they were strangers to time itself, and had seen the dead return to life before their eyes.
Nebet-Hedj, who alone appeared wholly at ease, said, “If one is already perfect for the role, will there be no change?”
Amabilis said, “No one is ever perfectly aligned. Even the most stable element may be transmuted.”
The twins sat very still. Summer breathed through her nose, a trick she’d used since childhood to hide nerves. Autumn drummed her thumb, once, on her own knee, then stopped as if remembering it would be seen.
Magda said, “What if we refuse the next Challenge, so we can be eliminated before being changed?”
Amabilis replied, “The process does not allow for self-abnegation. If you attempt to be eliminated, the transformation will be the maximum the system can achieve. You will become the reaction’s instrument.”
Silence again. Chiara looked at Amabilis, then at Adrien, then at the others, as if recalibrating the group’s pecking order. Her next words came slow, each syllable a test balloon. “What if two are equally misaligned? Who gets the harsher transformation?”
Amabilis replied, “The system distributes the burden evenly, but never identically. Variation is built in.”
Drosia let out a hollow laugh. “So, no way to predict. Only to endure.”
Nebet-Hedj nodded. “That is how it always is.”
Selene made a sweeping motion, left to right, then cupped her hands, as if to indicate a set of scales. Adrien said, “She wants to know if the transformations can be balanced, or traded between people.”
Amabilis said, “You may assist one another in integrating the changes. You cannot exchange them.”
Summer’s face broke into a fragile smile, like a bridge made of thin glass. “It could be worse,” she said. “We could be dead.”
Autumn’s face did not change, but her hand found Summer’s, and squeezed.
Amabilis surveyed the group. “To illustrate the process, you will each receive a baseline transformation later today. This will serve as your starting point.” She let the information settle. “If you wish to prepare yourself, you may do so.”
Magda’s face twisted, every muscle at war with the prospect of imminent violation. Chiara’s expression gave away nothing—her eyes, if anything, grew warmer, as if already planning to leverage her own change.
Selene closed her eyes and pressed her palm to her chest, breathing slow.
Amabilis let the silence build to a peak, then said, “There are a few further rules, for the efficient operation of Athanor.” She looked at each woman in turn, waiting for the eyes to lock, as if confirming that the new baselines were registered.
“The eight of you may move freely throughout the vessel. Only one restriction is enforced: the Axis Mundi, which is the Master’s residence, is off-limits except by invitation, or on scheduled dates.” Her eyes did not linger on Adrien, but the implication was clear.
Drosia snorted, voice back to its usual gravel. “Is that supposed to be a threat, or a mercy?”
“Neither,” said Amabilis. “It is a condition of the process.”
She continued, “Each night, one of you will be required to share the Master’s bed. The schedule is fixed by the system; the order will be varied each round, set in a specific fashion.” She paused, reading the room, then added, “Sexual relations are not compulsory. Presence is. You may sleep, or talk, or do nothing, but the bed-sharing is not negotiable.”
There was a beat after Amabilis’s declaration, enough to let the echo settle in the soft furnishings, and then Drosia—still emboldened by her moment of martyrdom—rolled her neck until it popped and said, “So, what happens if we refuse the schedule? What if I decide to sleep on the roof, or in the—what do you call it—the Athenaeum?”
Amabilis smiled, faintly. “You are free to sleep where you wish. However, the system will know, and you will lose points for dereliction of the process. This will be a harsh punishment if you do so instead of attending your date with your Master. I recommend against it.”
Summer digested that, then, voice a thread high, said, “You mean, if we skip our turn, we get eliminated?”
Amabilis replied, “Not at once. But it will be noted. The process is recursive—what is neglected will find its way back to you.”
Magda, who had taken to worrying the seam of her sleeve, said, “It’s not truly about the bed, then. It’s about testing compliance.”
“That is correct,” said Amabilis.
Autumn asked, “Can we trade our bed night with someone else?” She didn’t look up as she asked it.
Amabilis shook her head. “The order is determined each round. Once set, it cannot be altered, though you may negotiate among yourselves for company, or for what happens during the night. Only the presence is required.”
Chiara nodded. “If we are all seen—by the audience, or by him—it matters who gets the time alone.”
Magda glared at Chiara. “For some of us, that’s not an incentive.” Her gaze flicked to Adrien, then away.
Chiara’s face said: only if you can’t leverage it.
Drosia, folding her arms, said, “At least it’s better than barracks. If I only have to sleep, that’s nothing. I’ve slept next to men before.”
Summer, soft-voiced, leaned to Autumn and said, “We never even did sleepovers. Not with anyone but family.” She looked at Adrien, then at the floor, then back at Autumn. “I don’t want to make this weird.”
Autumn said, “It already is.” But her tone was not harsh.
Chiara asked, “Is time alone in the Axis Mundi restricted to only the scheduled woman, or can others join?”
“Only the scheduled woman may enter, unless the Master permits guests,” said Amabilis.
Chiara nodded, the calculation evident in her face. “It is a significant advantage to have private access to the Master.”
Selene gestured with two fingers, then pointed at Adrien. She touched her own heart, then smiled. Adrien said, “She thinks of it as an honor.”
Amabilis went on. “In the rest of Athanor, you will sleep two to a room, except for one of you each round. That one will receive a private suite.”
Summer’s hand shot up, not with confidence but with a tremble. “How is the solo room assigned?”
“The winner of each Challenge claims that room for the subsequent round. The first round, it is awarded to the winner of the popularity poll,” said Amabilis. “Afterward, it rotates.”
A flicker passed through the group: Chiara’s lips parted in a slow, satisfied smile, the twins’ faces blanched, Drosia muttered a curse under her breath, Magda blinked several times as if updating her own model of the situation. Selene’s reaction was quieter—she pressed her hands together, closed her eyes, then bowed her head in a motion so old it probably predated language.
“I mentioned a popularity poll,” Amabilis said, as if it were the most self-evident of customs. “Each of you will be presented to the audience, and they will vote. Azoth will be rewarded based on the results. The order of the nights in the Axis Mundi will always follow that ranking. This first round, the one with the highest votes also receives a private suite—the Coagulation Chamber. The rest will share rooms, as previously described.”
Drosia’s face crumpled at the name. “Coagulation Chamber? Sounds like something out of a monastery.”
Amabilis offered the shadow of a bow. “It is an honorific, not a diagnosis. Coagulation is the stage of completion. It is the reward for being, if only briefly, in a pure and singular state.”
Chiara’s hand shot up, but not out of deference. “If the poll is already open, who is voting?”
Amabilis replied, “The audience.”
Magda glared at the sky-light, suspicion a tick under panic. “You mean, strangers?”
Amabilis said, “Yes. Strangers. But not without interest. They will see everything you do, and vote according to their own logic.”
Chiara leaned back, arms folded. “And we are powerless to influence this? No campaign speeches, no alliances?”
“On the contrary,” Amabilis replied. “You may attempt to influence them as much as you wish. Your behavior is your ballot.”
Drosia, muttering, “So, best to be memorable. Even if it’s for the wrong reasons.”
Selene, who had been gazing at the floor, signed a question to Adrien, who translated: “She wants to know if it is better to be loved or feared by the audience.”
Amabilis turned the question back to the group. “That is a matter of personal taste. The audience values sincerity, but it is also drawn to spectacle. It is the same in all times.”
Magda, voice ice-cold, said, “This is not a meritocracy. It is a mob.”
Nebet-Hedj said, “The crowd has always ruled the fate of the living and the dead. At least here they do not hide.”
Amabilis said, “You may check your standing at any time in the Athenaeum. The black display at the wall will show the latest poll. There will be a new poll each round.”
This produced a moment of genuine discomfort, as if the group had been presented with an unflattering mirror.
Chiara, changing tactics, asked, “You mentioned Azoth before. What is it, truly?”
Amabilis gestured at a side corridor, the architecture as black and smooth as the surface of a river at midnight. “Azoth is the currency of the Concourse. You may use it to purchase advantages: objects, knowledge, or privileges.” She paused. “Sometimes, the greatest use of Azoth is to deny advantages to others.”
Magda raised a skeptical brow. “So, we are expected to bribe our way to survival?”
Drosia shrugged, “There are worse ways to live.”
Chiara asked, “And the one with the most Azoth can win even if she has less… what was it… Quintessence?”
Amabilis shook her head. “Quintessence is non-transferable. Azoth may only buy advantages that facilitate the accumulation of Quintessence or prevent its loss. It cannot, for example, change the outcome of the popularity poll after the fact.”
Magda pressed, “If we do not earn Azoth, can we still survive?”
“Yes,” said Amabilis. “But you will be at a disadvantage. The system is built to reward ingenuity.”
At that, she produced a slender rod from within her sleeve, tapped it once against the glass wall, and summoned two figures that seemed to have been there all along, simply waiting for the signal.
One wore a robe of absolute black, the hood drawn so low that even in the halogen glare, not a single feature was visible. Only a flicker of gold in the depths of the cowl, and a slender hand, white as chalk, emerging to draw the robe closer. She was neither tall nor short, but had the bearing of someone who had never once been corrected in her life.
The other wore red: not the color of blood, but a fire that seemed to radiate from within, as if the robe was lit by its own logic. Her face, too, was hidden, but her hands were soft and delicate, moving with a practiced, graceful economy. When she folded them, it was as if the world itself came to a brief and absolute pause.
Summer and Autumn stared, then instantly looked at each other, as if to confirm that they were seeing the same thing.
Selene knelt, without hesitation, and made a gesture of reverence that involved both hands pressed together, then to her forehead, then to her heart. The black-robed woman watched this, and did not react.
Magda’s mouth went dry. “Who are they?” she asked, not quite keeping the quaver from her voice.
Amabilis said, “The Black Attendant, and the Red Attendant. They are here to maintain balance. They cannot be commanded, nor can they be bribed. They may appear to you as they wish. They will not influence the competitions, though they may provide advice, cryptic as it may be.”
Drosia eyed the Black Attendant with undisguised hostility. “And if we attack them?”
Amabilis’s reply was as cold as the basalt underfoot. “Then you will be taught the limits of ****.”
Nebet-Hedj watched the Attendants with a craftsman’s scrutiny, as if looking for a seam or a tell in the cloth. She said, “Are they of this world, or another?”
“Yes,” said Amabilis.
Chiara broke in, voice crisp and curious. “Are they ever off-duty?”
The Red Attendant, without warning, pivoted toward Chiara. A flash of green flared deep in her hood. Chiara smiled, matching the angle, but there was an undercurrent of respect in her face.
The Black Attendant did not look at anyone. She seemed content to be a boundary condition, a perimeter.
Amabilis said, “They cannot answer questions. If you seek them out, you will be ignored. If they seek you, you would be wise to comply.”
Selene had not yet risen from her position of devotion. The Black Attendant’s gaze flicked to her, then away, with the efficiency of a judge reading a docket.
Magda asked, “Are there any other authorities we should be aware of?”
Amabilis gestured again, and a new figure entered—a man, neither old nor young, dressed in black and white, wearing a gray cloak, with a single stripe of crimson as a sash. He wore glasses, and his hands were marked with the ink stains of a scholar. His hair and beard were black, cropped short, marked with silver over the temples and underneath the lower lip. He walked with the air of someone who had read every book in the world, and found none of them entirely sufficient. He was neither tall nor short, neither muscular nor fragile. His stride was soft-footed, and he took up space without demanding it. The glasses on his nose caught the light and bent it, so his eyes were unreadable unless he chose to meet yours. He wore his hair and beard black and close, but both showed threads of silver at the chin and above the ear. The red sash at his waist was a vivid stripe against a uniform of muted black and bone.
Amabilis gestured to him without any theatricality. “This is the Curator. He presides over Challenges and their judgment. The rest of the time, he may watch out of the corner of your eye. Do not seek him out. He will not answer your calls.”
The Curator inclined his head to the group, a gesture of acknowledgment that could have been respect, or the most polite form of dismissal. He did not introduce himself. He simply stood with his hands loosely at his sides, absorbing the women’s gazes as if they were climate rather than scrutiny.
Chiara was the first to react, smoothing her skirt over her knees as if that could make the Curator more susceptible to social leverage. “Will we meet him before the Challenges begin, or is this the only time?”
Amabilis said, “He will meet you as needed, and never more than necessary. If you seek him out, he will not assist you.”
This answer clearly annoyed Chiara, but she recalibrated, already forming a new plan. Magda, who had been compiling mental footnotes for the last several minutes, muttered, “An arbiter who is not to be petitioned. That’s novel.”
The Curator’s only reply was a slow turn of the head. His eyes, when visible through the reflection, looked blue like the sky, ancient and faintly bemused.
Summer leaned toward Autumn and whispered, “I bet he keeps all the scores.” She did not bother to hide it from the Curator, who gave a barely-there twitch of the lips that could have been a smile.
Drosia, who was allergic to abstraction, said, “If he’s the judge, where’s the jury?”
Amabilis answered, “There is no jury. Only the Work.”
Drosia accepted this with a grunt, as if it confirmed all her worst suspicions.
The Attendants stood at perfect ease, their presence a kind of negative space in the room. The Black Attendant’s cowl remained angled downward, but her awareness was total. The Red Attendant turned to face the group fully, hands folded, as if about to receive visitors in her salon, though her face, like the Black Attendant’s, remained hidden in the depths of the cowl.
Selene, who still knelt by the couch, did not look up, but her body vibrated with the kind of energy that came only from seeing the unseeable. She made a small fist and tucked her thumb under her first two fingers, then pressed it to her heart. The Attendants, if they noticed, did not react.
Nebet-Hedj watched the Attendants with a fascination not unlike that of a builder inspecting an unfamiliar arch. Her eyes lingered on the hoods, the gloves, the subtle way the two women held their weight. “Are they the same?” she asked, softly. “Or only similar?”
Amabilis said, “They are two possible ends. They cannot be joined, but each informs the other. If you wish to be seen by them, you must approach with care. They are not like you.”
Magda’s lips twitched, an urge to comment on the nature of duality, but she thought better of it. Instead, she asked, “Who sets their agenda? You, or the system?”
“They have their own logic,” said Amabilis. “It is their burden to keep the process from diverging.”
This appeared to satisfy Nebet-Hedj, who nodded as if that was the only correct answer.
The Curator gave another slight bow, this time directed at Amabilis. He stepped back, blending into the negative space between two benches. The Attendants shifted away from the dais, and the next thing Adrien and the women knew, both the Curator and the Attendants were gone.
With her authorities in place, Amabilis gathered herself. “The poll will open at the next bell,” she said. “It will set the order of the dates, and determine who receives the Coagulation Chamber for the week.”
“Coagulation chamber?” The word had the ring of something out of Dante, or worse.
Summer, ever the optimist, said, “At least no one gets eliminated just for losing the poll?”
“No,” said Amabilis.
Adrien listened, observing the dynamic as it calcified. For every new rule, a new hierarchy formed: who asked the best questions, who got answers, who adapted first. He noticed Chiara treating every answer as a negotiation, Magda scoring each with internal calculus, Drosia running constant checks for weaknesses. Nebet-Hedj and the Greek girl absorbed data like soil takes water. The twins cycled from curiosity to horror and back, each time closer to a working understanding. Selene, meanwhile, gave her attention to the Black Attendant as if she was in the presence of a minor god.
Amabilis said, “There are three more things you must know before you leave. First: food is provided in the Refectory, at the end of this corridor. The kitchens are staffed by golems. Eat as you wish, but do not hoard.”
She continued. “Second: the Axis Mundi is off-limits to all but the Master, except by his invitation. If you wish to speak with him privately tonight, you may descend the Axis Staircase and knock. If he admits you, you may enter. If not, you may not.”
She looked at Adrien. “Tonight, you will sleep alone, in the Axis Mundi. You are allowed to welcome visitors, if any should choose to come to you.”
She finished. “Third: when the bell rings, you will return to the House of Weighing for the reading of the poll and the assignment of transformations.”
Summer asked, “Are we allowed to explore until then?”
Amabilis nodded. “All of the Athanor is open to you, save the Axis Mundi and the vaults.”
Drosia said, “And if we get lost?”
Amabilis smiled. “The Athanor will always return you to your point of origin.”
Magda said, “I’d like to see the library, if that’s allowed.”
Amabilis gestured to a spiral staircase behind the couches. “The Athenaeum contains all the books you could need.”
Chiara stood, smoothed her skirt, and gave Amabilis the faintest curtsy. “Thank you for the clarity.”
Amabilis returned the gesture, her own bow nearly a mirror image. “It is my function.”
The group, for a moment, lost all cohesion. Some stood, some sat, others drifted toward the tables or the corridors. The silence was thicker now, less of a vacuum and more of an overpressure.
Adrien stayed where he was, watching the women recalibrate their strategies, each in her own fashion. Summer and Autumn huddled, low-voiced, checking their impressions against each other. Magda prowled the shelves, fingers darting from spine to spine. Drosia gravitated toward the edge of the room, anchoring herself with arms folded and a posture of militant waiting. Selene wandered to the window, watched the magma flow far below, then placed her hand on the glass as if to test its warmth. Nebet-Hedj studied the space with a builder’s eye, every seam and joint receiving its due. Chiara, never missing an opportunity to set the tone, circled the benches, introduced herself to the others with a smile that was both invitation and provocation. The nameless girl sat on the floor, arms folded, gaze pinned to nothing in particular.
The Athenaeum had no clocks, no schedule, but Amabilis seemed to sense when her audience was nearing critical mass. She returned to the dais with a rustle of her black-and-white robe, and the conversations—never loud, but always urgent—went to zero in the time it took her to lift one hand.
“You will soon be called to the House of Weighing for the first reading,” she announced, her tone the steady isotope of professionalism. “But before that, there are mechanisms you should understand.”
The women refocused, some from their own whispered strategy sessions, some from the business of pretending not to have noticed each other at all. Summer straightened up at once, while Autumn pressed a palm to the seat beside her, ready to steady the system if needed. Magda jotted imaginary notes on her thigh, her brows already pinched together. Chiara leaned forward, hands tented and smile polite, as if bracing for a negotiation. Drosia rolled her neck with the bored **** of someone used to briefings; Selene, near the window, didn’t look up, but her eyes flicked to the reflection of the Host in the black glass. Nebet-Hedj and the Greek girl barely moved; their states seemed, if anything, too stable to be perturbed by a change of topic.
Nebet-Hedj and the nameless girl sat together on the floor, not quite a team but something like it. Nebet-Hedj stretched her legs out, toes pointed, and combed through her hair with careful fingers, unbothered by the fact only yellowed strips of funereal linen gave her some semblance of modesty. The nameless girl sat cross-legged, hair in her face, arms looped around her own knees, much in the same position Adrien had found her. She gave no sign of interest in anyone or anything, but Adrien noticed that every so often her gaze would flick to the black display, as if she was calibrating its presence.
Adrien watched all of this, hands folded on his lap. It felt unnatural to sit while the rest of them cycled through their anxieties with nowhere to ground them. He stood, crossed to the table where the twins sat, and asked, “How are you doing?”
Summer looked up, face bright but undercut by panic. “Oh, fine! We’re just trying to remember if we ever saw a show like this before.” She glanced at Autumn, who shook her head no, sharp and final.
Adrien tried a smile. “It’s new for me, too.”
Summer laughed a little too quickly. “Right. Of course it is.” She tipped her head. “Can I ask something small, then?”
Adrien nodded cautiously.
“Everyone else here looks at you like you’re a chapter they already read,” she said. “We don’t. So… why us?”
Adrien exhaled. “If I gave you a clean answer, it would probably be a lie.” He met their eyes. “I don’t know yet. And I don’t trust the reasons I suspect.”
Autumn said, “You seem calm.” She hesitated, then added, “Or practiced.”
He shrugged. “It’s an old habit.”
Summer nodded, eager to fill the silence. “We think that’s good. It’s better to have at least one person who isn’t losing their mind.”
He nodded. “Let me know if you need anything.”
He moved to the bookshelf, where Magda was paging through a treatise on logic, its Latin nearly unreadable under the glare of the lamps.
“Looking for a loophole?” he asked.
She didn’t look up. “If there’s a logic to this trickery, I will find it.” She paused, then: “Is it true? About the soul? That it can be erased here?”
He considered, then said, “Nothing here has been a lie so far.”
Magda closed the book with a snap. “That is the worst possible answer.” Then, softer, “But thank you for being honest.” She studied him for a beat longer than necessary. “You’ve met all of us,” she said. “Across centuries that do not overlap.” Adrien waited. “We will need to talk about that,” she finished, clearly either too tired or too overwhelmed to add yet another impossibility to her list. But he knew she’d come back to him. He left her to her search.
Drosia blocked him next, nearly colliding with him at the entry to the Refectory. She said, “I’m not afraid. They can do what they want to my body. They always have.” She searched his face for any sign of judgment. “Just don’t let them break my mind.”
He held her gaze. “I do not think your mind is so easy to break.”
She laughed, the sound raw. “I hope the poll likes the sound of that.”
He did not say anything else, and she let him pass.
He circled the couches and found himself beside Nebet-Hedj and the Greek girl. Nebet-Hedj gave him a look—neutral, not unfriendly—and said, “You did not lie about the afterlife. It is always like this.”
He said, “I wish it weren’t.”
She shrugged. “Wishing is a way to waste time. We will play the game.”
He turned to the nameless girl, who still hadn’t looked up.
He crouched to her level, careful not to enter her space. “Are you alright?” he asked in ancient Greek.
She didn’t answer, but her hands unclasped, and she blinked at him with a blankness that bordered on defiance.
He tried again. “Do you know where you are?”
This time, she nodded. Once. No more.
“You don’t have to participate,” he said. “If you’d rather stay here, I’ll make sure they don’t **** you.”
She waited a full ten seconds, then said, “There is no staying. There is only now.” Her voice was a sliver of sound, but it cut through the air as if no one else in the room mattered.
He felt a weight in his chest. “Do you want to talk about what happened?”
She shook her head, hair swinging forward to block her face.
He glanced at Nebet-Hedj, who gave him a tiny, private smile. “She is here. She only needs time.”
He nodded, then stood. He wanted to reach out, to offer a hand, but he knew better. Some injuries required only silence.
Behind him, Chiara called out, “Who is she, really?” The words were friendly, but the edge was there. “You look at her like you know her.”
He met Chiara’s gaze. “We go back a long way.”
Chiara’s eyes crinkled, delighted by the ambiguity. “That could mean anything.” Chiara’s smile sharpened. “Good. Mysteries appreciate patience.”
He let it drop.
The system pinged, a pure chime that resonated from every wall at once. Amabilis’s voice followed, but she was not present in the room: “The House of Weighing is now open. Please proceed.”
The group froze. Even the twins stopped mid-bite, the motion caught in stasis. Then, as if a conductor had signaled, the women stood and assembled at the corridor.
Selene was first in line, the twins next, then Chiara, then Magda, then Drosia, then Nebet-Hedj and the Greek girl. Adrien followed at the back, watching the process as it organized itself in a way even Amabilis could not have foreseen. For a moment, all of them seemed to move with one will—no arguments, no strategizing, just a collective lurch toward whatever came next.
He walked at a measured pace, letting the interval stretch, buying the nameless girl time to calibrate to the new reality. She walked steadily, head high, but with a detachment that worried him. She was there, but not of the world. If she could not be coaxed out of this state, if she couldn’t learn to compete again, to care again, she would not survive for long.
At the threshold to the House of Weighing, the group paused, waiting for the door to open.
The next chapter will be posted in a few days and will include the pop poll and the first TF round.
Author's Note: You can suggest TFs for the girl, Nebet-Hedj, Selene, Drosia, Chiara, Magda and the Weavers here: https://forms.gle/7gy7jawmWkqckLbbA
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