Saturday Entry

Saturday

I feel like last night was the best night sleep I've gotten in months. Dr. Winters did say the hypnotherapy was a success, and I can tell it has relaxed me. I took 2 of my pills like a good girl, and then peaked out of my curtains to see if Simone was up yet. From what I could see she was up but not in her room. I texted her to see if we still going shopping today for some wearable clothes for me. I also sent a pic of my large breasts pushing against a tight tank top that didn't fit me anymore, showing off my flat (possibly toner??) stomach and some leggings that left nothing to the imagination, they even had a small barely noticeable wet spot on the front, but I didn't care, I've got to start appreciating who I am.

I was about to turn away from the window when I saw Simone walk by and check her phone. She had a wide grin on her face as she looked at the picture I sent her, I snuck to the side of the curtain, afraid she'd see me there, she glanced at the moving curtain, then bit her lip. I saw her rub between her thighs, it made me instantly aroused, the wet spot much more noticeable now, as she licked her fingers and slide them into the waistband of her leggings, I saw her rub herself, and hump her hand as she typed with her other one. My phone went off, vibrating in my hand that was close to my wet pussy. Her message stated I just needed more clothes like that with a winking emoji, I felt my face get flush, I sent another message a close up of my face and cleavage as it fought to remain in my top. I asked if she thought it was too tight, my hard nipples clearly in frame my face blushing with excitement, I watched her after I hit sent.

She freed her hand from her leggings and sucked on them, I couldn't believe how hot I found that, I practically came right there, she then typed back with her sticky wet fingers. I held the phone so close to my pussy lips the vibrations felt like her breathe between my legs. I bit my bottom lips, trying not to orgasm right there, when I pulled the phone from between my legs I saw another picture, one of her vast valley of cleavage and her own hard nipples, "If we got it, we have to flaunt it!" She said with a purple heart with devil horns. I came right there reading that, making a mess in my leggings. I swear, I never was a squirter, until I started messing around with women. Maybe I just never truly orgasmed with Ian.

My messy leggings presented me with another problem. I will still planning on going shopping and now, my loosest leggings were a cum covered mess, so I put on another pair that really showed off my pussy, which meant I had to put on a different tank top that was longer then the last one, but was VERY low cut, that I felt like the edges of my nipples were on display. I checked in the mirror and realized this was going to have to work so I slipped on some sandals and went over to Simone's.

She made a sly comment about me changing from my outfit, saying I took her advice about flaunting it to a sexier level. I blushed redder than the tank top I was now in, struggling in my seat as she drove up to the mall. She had changed too, but into one of her skin tight summer dresses she was known for. God she looked divine, the way it flowed around her toned legs, her sexy ass bouncing with each step, I had to stop myself from staring constantly.

I had Ian's church credit card, so I went a little overboard at the mall. We went and got me some jeans with rhinestones on the butt that my ass looked AMAZING in. I think I saw Simone staring at me while I looked in the mirror. Some more fun tank tops, one that said "Silicone Free" across my chest, made me smile with large breasted pride. She even got me to try on some bikinis and swimsuits, I only got 3 of them, and one of them was a one piece, however it did have a section around my naval cut out and I could only imagine what I will look like soaking wet. She didn't touch herself and let me taste while we shopped like in my dream, but there were some hot moments.

Like her taking me into Victoria's Secret to look for thongs and nighties. She said her anniversary was coming up, but all I could think about was seeing her in the window dressed in less and less. I picked out some sexy underwear, Simone on the other hand spent hundreds on teddies, garter belts and thigh high stockings, and crotch-less panties. She looked at me when she bought them and said it's nice to just jump to the chase and not have to move or pull anything aside. After that I had to go to the bathroom and touch myself afraid she might notice how fucking aroused I was. I never used to swear in this diary, or in general, that's odd... but it feels... freeing. I came all over the stall in the bathroom, and nearly bit my lip in half to stop myself from screaming, when I got back, Simone gave me a look like she knew, but didn't say anything, I quickly said we should go, knowing it was only a matter of time before someone found the sticky mess I left behind in the bathroom stall.

While we were driving home, Simone held my hand. It was a quiet ride back, our fingers interlaced and she kept glancing over at me without saying anything. I was at a loss, not sure what to do, yet happy I had washed my hands. As we pulled into our neighborhood, minutes from home, she asked me if I am planning on going to church tomorrow. I told her I didn't know. My hand still wrapped in hers, I thanked her for an amazing day. I can't remember the last time I went clothes shopping with a friend. I thanked her for always being there for me, and as I teared up, I quickly got out of the car and grabbed my bags. We hugged in her drive, long, slow, I could smell her perfume again, feeling her hard nipples against my own, unsure if that was intentional. "Thank you Lori" she whispered in my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. We broke our embrace and went into our separate houses.