Rina POV: Balcony

Fuck! I can’t believe I messed up their first time like that! After talking all that shit too! What if they don’t want to keep going after this? What if they’re mad at me? I didn’t want to end things on this note! Not like I could blame them... Nia’s cervix must be really sensitive, she took it worse than any other girl I’ve had that happen with...but maybe that’s why she took the back wall rubbing so well? Pros and cons, I guess.

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Fuck, Em looked so worried too. He promised Nia I wouldn’t hurt her…and I was the one who said we could keep going if Nia took it easy! Augh, I wanna curl into a ball and die…

...I really wish we could’ve kept fucking. God, that’s awful. Why am I always so horny? I’m such a moron…

Why do those two have to be so hot…?

The door opened behind me and I straightened out. Whirling around, I found Nia eying me with curiosity. Great, one of the people I was out here to avoid came to me instead; must’ve worried them by taking so long.

I drew a smoke to try and calm down. Not only did its contents take the edge off my anxiety, it made me feel stylish and casual too. Just play it cool and go with the usual flow, things'll be fine.

Rina: ~Aw, you miss me~?

Nia: ~Yeah. What’re you doing out here, stud~?

This smartass bitch. She was such an aggressive tease. How was she so good at playing along without being serious?

I took another puff and blew it in the wind.

Rina: Just got off the phone. Dude had me on hold forever!

That was such a bad lie. I finished the call ten minutes ago.

Nia: Well thanks for the hard work, hehe.

She leaned against the railing next to me and looked at the city’s skyline.

Nia: Mind if I have a drag?

Nia smoked? I didn’t take her for the type. Not that I’m one to talk; the whole team would chew me out if they knew I still lit up here and there...Saanvi especially...

...

Ugh, whatever, I don't wanna think about that right now. Just focus on Nia.

Rina: You sure? This isn’t a normal cig, it’s a spliff.

Nia: Even better.

Rina: Damn, alright. Pucker up.

I stuffed the stick in her mouth and tried not to leer at how glossy her lips were. God, I was getting horny just from that? How old was I? Guess cockblocking yourself will do that, not to mention how it happened…

Rina: Hey…one more time, I’m really sorr-

Nia: Shush, no more “sorry”. You’re already paying for the pizza. I’m over it.

Great, now I was annoying her with it. I really needed to suck it up. At this point I was apologizing to make me feel better, not her.

Rina: …You smoke?

Excellent transition, Rina. Smooth as butter. If only smoking actually made you cool, instead of just looking the part.

Nia: Nah, not much anymore.

Rina: No shit? You didn’t even cough though.

Nia: …Strong lungs. Being a swimmer has its perks, ya know? You’ve seen that first hand~.

You’re really killing me here Nia. I guess while we were on the topic…

Rina: So, have you been enjoying the night so far?

Nia: You make it sound like it’s not over yet.

Rina: I hope not.

We let the statement hang in the air for a minute. Hopefully that wasn’t too awkward. I really wasn't on my A game tonight...

Rina: You didn’t answer my question, though.

Nia: Hehe, I guess I didn’t. Yeah. Aside from a couple hiccups, it’s been a great time. Em seems really happy too.

I heaved a sigh of relief.

Well that’s good. Even if I was getting a lot out of this arrangement, I was doing this as a favor to them. If they weren’t having a good time with everything then I was fucking up royally. Still…if I was doing well, I dared to hold a little hope in my heart.

Rina: …You think you guys wanna keep going?

Nia: I’d be up for it. Really Em’s call though, I’m just along for the ride.

"I'd be up for it, but..." Feels like she says stuff like that a lot...

Rina: Seemed like you were getting a lot out of it too though.

She sat on that for a while, looking out into the void of night. Shit...was I not supposed to call attention to that?

Nia: Yeah, I did…I do, but it’s stuff I could get out of other kinds of sex too. I’m mostly just doing it this way because it turns him on like crazy… Hehe, he’s so cute when he’s like that.

Rina: Yeah, he really is.

Nia raised her eyebrows at me with a playful inquisition. Ah crap, that sounded suspect. It’s a good thing she has a sense of humor about these things, I’d just lean into that and play it off. I really didn't want to have that convo...

Rina: But, um, yeah… Yeah, I’d love to keep going if you guys'll have me. I haven’t had nearly enough of you, and I can tell you haven’t had enough of me either~.

I slapped her ass and winked at her, which she returned with a thin smirk.

Ah fuck, did she look pissed off? She looked kinda pissed off. I shouldn’t have done that.

Nia: Well, I definitely want some more myself~...

She leaned in close, but it made me more uneasy than excited. Her flirty tone held an unusually sinister edge.

Nia: …But if you push it too much, I might think you’re getting the wrong idea~. And we can’t play around with someone like that, capisce?

Oh lord, I definitely made her mad…or at least I thought so, but then she suddenly burst into laughter.

Nia: Whew, hehe. I gotcha, didn’t I?

I nodded nervously.

Nia: Chill out Rina, I’m not mad. I know we were flirting around — hell, we were deadass fucking each other just a bit ago — so I don’t blame you for getting ahead of yourself, but all that isn’t permission to handle me however you want. Kay?

She shook her head jokingly.

Nia: I know you have a habit of being handsy with your friends, but there’s a limit.

I felt my face go red. Fuck. I was so fucking embarrassed. I couldn’t believe I did that. And everyone said I was “handsy”? What am I, a creepy old man? I covered my eyes with my palm and gave my cig another long huff. Pretty sure that was the closest I was getting to Nia’s lips for the rest of the night…

Rina: Ugh, didn’t realize that was one of the rumors. I don’t wanna be infamous for something like that too…I really need to watch my dumb ass…

Nia patted my back and laughed some more.

Nia: Relax girl, don't mind people spoutin' bullshit. You’re cool in my book. Everybody fucks up sometimes — just don’t do it again tonight and we’re golden.

Rina: Yeah…My bad…

She gave my weak response a pitying look, which then morphed into something more catlike.

Nia: ~Hey, if it makes you feel any better, I really did enjoy our sessions earlier~. You’re a great fuck. It was refreshing~.

Dammit Nia, why did you have to pull me right back? Em was right, she really can’t help herself. No wonder they fuck so much, she was revving him twenty-four-seven.

Nia: It’s a really different experience from when Em and I do it. Honestly, it was almost like having my first time all over again hehe...Don't tell Em I said that, by the way.

“A really different experience”? “First time all over”? “Don’t tell him”? A foreboding — and unpleasantly familiar — mixture of arousal and disgust crawled up my spine. Don’t…Don’t overthink it. She didn’t mean it like that.

Rina: Ummm…Nia…W-what? That’s kinda…

She must've realized how fucked up that sounded, cause she turned pale and completely dropped the coy act.

Nia: Oh no no no, not like that!

She rubbed the back of her head and laughed nervously.

Nia: I meant, don't tell him...cause I’m going to tell him later. When I'm jerking him off. It's gonna drive him absolutely crazy hehehe.

Rina: Damn, you really like foreplay huh?

Nia: Hmm, more like I really love servicing my partners. I don’t know why, it just gets me off super hard.

That was obvious, she was basically drooling just telling me about it. Also couldn’t help but notice she’d said “partners”. Pretty damn sure I was included in that now, in some way at least. I put my hands in my pockets; to keep my hands to myself…and to keep my semi from sticking out too much. I didn’t want to risk making an even bigger fool of myself after spanking her.

Nia finished off the last hit of the joint and ground it into the ashtray.

Nia: C’mon, we should get back inside. Em said it was fine if we flirt, but if we mess around for too long I’m gonna start feeling weird about it. It’s about time to get the food anyway.

Rina: Just gimme a sec. I’ll be right in.

Nia: If you’re trying to hide the tent you’re pitching, don’t bother. I already saw it, hehe.

I watched her ass bounce as she sauntered back through the door frame. …Man, I really needed to nut in her one more time…maybe three.