Relevations

I don’t know why but I’ve never been able to lie to Sadie and today was no different. “The Dean of Students has threatened to expel me since according to a few of my professors my attitude in class has changed. I have no idea what they are talking about!”

No idea, ever since Emily left you, you have been moping around lashing out at anyone and everyone who came in contact with you, Christ if it wasn’t that i knew what you were like before Emily left you, I would have thrown you out two weeks ago!”

That shut Dan’s mouth up immediately, Sadie went on as if not noticing what Dan was doing. “I owe you a great big thank you for saving me last night, anyone else would probably have joined in gangbanging me, but you didn’t, instead you came to my rescue!” Wiping a tear from the right side of her face “And I’ll never be able to repay you for that!”

Sadie immediately raced back to her room, closed the door and left me there with a stunned expression. Did she expect me to go after her, to tell her that she owed me nothing, that I was only doing what anyone in a similar situation would do.

Then as if a veil was lifted I suddenly saw that for everything Emily did for me, it was nothing that Sadie had done for me in her quiet, behind the scene way. No matter what was going on in my life Sadie was there to help me survive and never did she ask anything in return.

It dawned on me that Sadie had always been a solid rock of support for me but I never even noticed before. Hell did I even have the words to say anything to her?

I looked at her door and thought that I should at least attempt to go over and see if she was alright but something kept me rooted in my chair. It was a doubt, would she believe me if I tried. More importantly would believe that I was being sincere. I pushed back my chair and slapped my thigh, only one way to find out. I stood and made my way to her door.

I raised my knuckles to my breast height and sent them gently onto the flat surface of her door, three times.

“Go away Dan! I’m not in the mood to talk!”