Reconsidering reality

"Have something you'd like to say?" Gray asked the angel in a teasing tone.

"I.." she began but could not finish.

Gray was surprised she was still standing. She clearly was not one of heaven's best, given how she had wandered into a trap like a blind bear, but most cannon fodder like this couldn't handle a shot like the one he had given her.

"Is this your first mission down here, darling?" Gray inquired.

"Noooo..." escaped Alyona's lips, "Third, thii- oh no."

She reached up to touch her head, trying to clear her mind of the confusion which swirled around her. Who was she? A warrior. But for whom? She couldn't remember. It all seemed so clear a moment ago. But the throbbing need in her was drowning need in her was drowning everything else out. It was a need she couldn't remember having before, and it was coming from a strange place.

"Huh. Well, let me just say that you're doing very well. You might even be in line for a promotion if you can pull this off. On the other hand, though, that sounds like a lot of hard work. You could just give up and let me take over. That would be the prudent choice, I think. No more thinking, just satisfaction. Desire. Pleasure. All the things they never let you touch."

"Pleasure?"

The angel was staring into space, her mind fading. There was nothing down where her legs split, so why could she feel a sensation of emptiness? Of moistness? She knew that human females had reproductive organs down there, but what use had an angel for such features? There was a strong temptation to reach down there and find out what was happening, but some nagging part of her subconscious was insisting that it was a bad idea. What was the worst that could happen, though?

She slid a hand down. Oh god it felt so good against her skin. It slid further, almost reaching the suspect area. She hesitated for a final second.

"Do it. Seize your precious free will with two fingers," Gray egged her on.

There was hole there that wasn't there before. Alyona gasped as her fingers grazed it, and she saw stars. There was no more hesitation, and she set to enthusiastically exploring this new development.

Gray watched the show and grinned as the lighting in the room began to shift. Blues and reds lost their intensity, fading into shades of grey. The Big Guy didn't like watching his tools fail, especially not in the human realm.

Alyona's drooping eyelids fluttered as she, too, realized what was happening.

"Oh, no, don't leave me," she said to nothing in particular, "I'm not done."

But she couldn't stop her fingers.