Quitting Time

Daddy held me through my tears, reassuring me that everything will be ok and I had nothing to worry about.

I cried for close to an hour before I was done, after that Daddy recommended we take things slower for the rest of the rules to give me time to adjust, and so we went and sat on the couch together snuggled nice and close to one another while we watched a movie. This gave me a lot of time to think and consider that maybe what Adam, I mean Daddy was making me do wasn’t going to be that bad, maybe I’d enjoy it once I got more used to it. I did like being close to Daddy the way we were now, if following the rules meant more time like this I was totally going to be ok.

After the movie was done and emotions were much calmer Daddy handed me my phone and said “you need to call your boss sissy, or should I say your ex-boss… I’m the only boss in your life now”

I was speechless and hesitant for a moment but knew he was right and I dialed the phone. It went to voicemail so I left my boss a message saying I was quitting and giving my two weeks notice but because I had more than two weeks of vacation time built up I’d be taking the next two weeks off as well. Once I put the phone down my mind and heart was still racing - I knew I couldn’t just resign over a voicemail but now I’d sent it there was no going back so I sent my boss an email saying the same thing I said on the phone as well.

It took me a while of staring at the email I’d written to build up the nerve to press that send button, there was really no going back once it was in writing but I eventually did it. I pressed send and expected to feel myself fill with dread and fear once I sent it but instead I felt like a massive weight was off my shoulders, I felt so much more free than I ever had which was ironic given I was wearing a collar and was basically the opposite of free but I guess being free from responsibility and having to make big decisions was still a relief and now I could focus all my time and attention on making sure my new master is always happy and taken care of.