I'm happy

Over the next two weeks a Bunch of things happen the first thing is that i'm now seeing more of Lindsey that I have been able to in the last few years. The second thing is now that she is on my side more she is able to distract the others a lot more because when she sees me she knows what might happen if they see me. The third thing which is the thing that i'm most excited about is the fact that now that Lindsey is back in my life I know have a type of workout partner that can help me with my fitness. Of course the downside to this is that we are not able to go to the gym as often as we want to because more often than not the two meatheads that they call football players are there but we make do. On those types of days we either find some type of area to just run for awhile or find some good natural terrain that allows us to use it as a natural type of exercise esque machine which works pretty well for a few of the muscle groups.

Of course the other thing that has happened is that I have grown more muscular but I still wouldn't be able to take on those two roidheads without something bad happening to me but that is why I try to avoid them at all cost. I can't always avoid them like last week when they did manage to find me and the did try to beat the shit out of me but I was able to get a few good licks in on them and this time they didn't even get to my face which was great the only problem was that by the end of the day I was throwing up in one of the schools bathrooms from being the punching bags but I didn't want to worry anyone and even though I probably should have gone to the nurses office just to be sure there wasn't anything to bad going on inside my stomach from the punches I didn't want to stop my sense of self from not knowing the happiness of being able to hurt those two.

But the thing that happened the next day did kind of ruin it when I saw that the two of them were looking for **** with a lot more of there pig headed buddies near the entrance of the school where I usually come in meaning I had to take another entrance unless I wanted to be beaten into a bloody pulp. But I did get along better with both Ms. Lane and Ms. O'Keefe so at least that was a positive coming out of all the other dumb stuff that was happening. A few more things happened during all of this Lindsey and I did start to plan just a little bit into our future and see where we wanted to go to college and saw that a lot of the stuff we wanted to do lined up and a few of the things didn't like how she just wanted to spend the whole four years of college at just one school and how I wanted to spend as much time as I could at a local community college to save the money that I had been able to save from all the jobs that I had done over the last few years and even a regular job here and there.

We did agree on one thing about one thing though is that no matter where we went or what we ended up doing we both would support the other in trying to get to their final destination of medical school at the forefront of everything. We didn't argue about this because we both knew that we could both of us could get in if we helped each other study enough. We did well together in anatomy learning and taking not about all the different phylum's and classes of the species from the animal kingdom. You wouldn't believe how many different ones there are and there different types of classifications. The thing that has made me the most happy though is the fact that I can now read Lindsey's mind easily enough without having to concentrate to hard on it.

Back to the now though is that I have learned a few more things about Abagail well reading her thoughts. First off her family situation it of a weird way with her father being there well not fully being there after coming home from a few to many drinks and her mother the caretaker of the family doing all the back breaking stuff she can do to take care of the family. The other thing I have learned is that well she is still not decided on what career she wants to have when she graduates college she is trying to focus on something that will help her be able to help other people. Which surprises me because of how much of a dick she can be when she is talking to me. I have also learned more about Cassidy which is she wants to be a model and has already started to do some shot with a local photo studio. Well I don't say anything to the either of them about this I smile and just start to silently nudge them in the ways just so that maybe if there attention is focused on something that is not on me that maybe they will be able to control the two dickheads.

Well catching up on assignments and other stuff to catch up on well in school I have learned more about my favorite two teachers. Like that Ms.Lane's first date in a few months went pretty shitty and she was feeling down on her self so she "anonymously" got a note on her desk that was typed up on a word document because I've taken a forensic course and I don't trust English teachers anymore not to know who's handwriting is who's anymore. After reading the note and smiling and blushing a little she slips the note into the top drawer of her desk and starts the class for the day and just from reading her mind I know that because of the note that she is feeling much better about herself.

I also found out more about what was going on in Ms's.O'Keefe's life. Like the fact that after the last few years she might have to downgrade on her apartment after this year because she doesn't know how much longer she can afford to keep the rent checks at bay before they start to overwhelm her. So one day a envelope with a few hundred dollars show up at her door. Of course I stayed around and made sure that only she got the envelope and no one else took said envelope. The next day to everyone it seemed that she was smiling a lot more that she had been since the year started. Because of that the class became a little bit more enjoyable then it had been.

Of course the only problem I had with the last two weeks was when Lindsey couldn't throw away the idiots attention and they say me and started making fun of me and I just kinda had to take it. Of course she didn't join in unless absolutely necessary like when the others started to get suspicious of her because after all these years she wasn't making fun of me from the get go. After school and her cheerleading practice she would come over and just run and hug me and apologize profusely. The only thing that would ever seem to calm her down from this would be to take her and hug her back and then bring her over to the couch and swaddle her up in a blanket. Of course because of this some times she just falls asleep in the blanket and the hug. And anytime she does this I keep her close to me and always try to keep her warm. One thing I try to do when she falls asleep like this is to try and read her mind and what she is dreaming of.

Most of the time it is just her and I graduating college and then medical school together and getting to be in the same program in our residency before we both open up a small little practice somewhere where I'm a pediatrician and she is a general practitioner. Other times it is about our marriage a few years after we have started our careers and she is in a beautiful white dress with her father walking her down the aisle to me and when she sees me i'm in a black tux with a nice tie. The final dream that I can get out of her in the few times that she has fallen asleep like this is it is early in the morning and some triplet children come up on the the bed one boy and the other two female and the boy looks a lot like me with the same face and and hair the only difference is that he has his mother's eyes instead of mine. On the girls it is the exact opposite with them having there mothers hair and her beautiful face well having my eyes. When I saw that dream for the first time I will admit that I cried just a little at what she wanted and careful not to wake her from her dream I kiss her on the top of the head and whisper ever so quietly."I always have loved you and always will love you no matter what you do and what type of anguish you put me through." A little while later she wakes up and looks at me and smiles."so are you now ready to get started on those homework questions from anatomy?". I ask her.