Freya

I feel so free, Freya thought to herself.

I had no idea that it was possible to feel this free. I was so self conscious before. I wanted to be a good girl & please my parents, but I wanted to rebel so badly. I loved it when Jamie took me to Shadows for my birthday; before tonight it was the freest & most uninhibited I've ever been.

Terry wasn't a big fan of my dominant fantasies, let alone this outfit. I was lucky that Tess thought it was amazing that I was developing a darker, kinkier side, & encouraged it. It was then that Tess told me about Nick & his vampire fantasies, how he loved being dominated, how he would love my kinky dark side even if Terry didn't.

And boy, did he.

That threesome we had was the best sex I've ever had. It felt amazing, finally releasing that dark side I had repressed for so long, the dark side that Terry didn't want to know, that he didn't want to see.

But he will.

Terry hated it, but Nick loved it. Not only did he love it, but he encouraged me to indulge in my fantasies. As he became more distant from his parents, he began to get closer to me & Tess. She still made it clear to me that Nick was all hers, but Nick...his eyes wandered a bit.

It's true. Nicholas wasn't the most faithful boyfriend. I guess the habits he gained while he was single tended to continue. He never cheated on Kate; there was no need to. After she left for a law firm in Wilson, Nick was single for a while before he & Tess got together. He was a real manwhore in those days; I know he was with Tara, Jamie & Rachel on a 'friends with benefits' basis, & when he first got together with Tess I assumed that his manwhore days were over.

And then I broke up with Terry.

I had enough of him. Tess supported me during the breakup, & Nick started to "support me sexually". I remembered wearing this suit the first time for him. Whereas Terry was appalled & even disgusted, Nick was aroused & horny. He let me dominate him. He loved being dominated by me. He was in awe of me. I felt so amazing, so sexy, so powerful, moreso than I'd ever felt in my life.

In that moment I was convinced: I could never love any man but Nick. He had to be mine.

I loved the thrill of having Tess' boyfriend to myself, of sneaking around. However, Tess found out today & she was a bit weird.

"You've been sleeping with Nick? How long?"

"Since our threesome."

She smiled slightly. "I guess it was a bit evil dangling him in front of you like that. Did you... you know,...dominate him?"

I got wet remembering. "Oh, yeah. He loved it so much. Way better than Terry."

She smiled, unsettling me slightly. This isn't the Tess I know, I thought to myself, the Tess I know would be furious.

Tess looked into my eyes, "go into the cupboard & come out when I call out to you, Freya."

Freya nodded & entered her closet.

The rest, I guess, was history. I didn't know Kate was here until Tess called out to her, less that they were vampires. Seeing the two of them make Nick a vampire was so amazing & so hot. Even better was when I came out to fuck Nick, & him giving me fangs was the icing on the cake. I guess Tess 'forgave' me for fucking Nick.

Now, I feel thirsty for ****; sweet, bloody ****.