Clear Mind

Finn was tempted to visit Lilith, since he believed they could have a lot of fun together, but since he knew what could happen, if things got sexual with her, he decided to not go to her house, the risk wasn't worth it. But now that he didn't know what to do alone, Finn finished his breakfast, and after choosing to spend some time for himself, he thought of doing a couple productive things, like tasks, but without Faranne actually giving him the order. He started by cleaning up the rest of the village, and while it was boring, it gave Finn some time to think.

-Things are changing a bit... First the monster girls arrive, now I have to leave the island with them, and some of my friends are disagreeing with them... and even with each other it seems... and also Adeline is very mad about all of this... Speaking of which, where is she??... I should probably go talk to her but... I don't know, it might not be a good idea... she would probably get all scary again, to try convince me not to accept my mission...- Finn asked himself, as he swept some of the trash to the forest, without seeing many of his friends. He saw Itzel again, and Katsumi, working with Zoey in the distance, but since they were all busy, and he wanted to think, Finn decided to not talk with them, and even ignore them, so he could continue focusing on himself.

But after Finn finished cleaning the messy spots of the village, he wanted to do so much more, as he was very bored, and even confused, for many things. He was starting to worry about his android friend again, but now, because he couldn't find Adeline anywhere, although, Finn felt like he didn't want to find her, from not knowing what she would do. He feared Adeline, but as he couldn't find her, and believed Faranne would take care of her, Finn tried to forget about the android girl, and just in case she could be around, he tried to leave the village, so he could think somewhere else, where he could relax, and really focus, to make a very important decision.

Finn immediately thought of going to the lake, since it was very cozy, and offered a calm ambience, that would help him think. But as he walked through the bridge, he changed his mind, when he saw Tsuri floating at the lake, the only one there, looking very odd.{if Shark Babies = 1} Since Finn had given the sharkgirl some babies, just like she wanted, she had to stay at the lake, everyday, all day long, so she could make sure she laid her eggs, and kept them warm, under the comfy water, that the laked had to offer. And while Tsuri looked very concentrated in this process, Finn took the opportunity, of turning back around, and leaving the lake. before she could see him.{endif}{if Refuse Tsuri = 1}Since Finn had refused to give Tsuri the babies she wanted so badly, she was just staying in the warm lake, as she was so mad, and depressed, she could only swim there, and hope that Finn eventually breeds her, since she was already in such a nice, warm spot, for her to lay her eggs. But while Tsuri looked very upset, Finn felt a bit bad for her, and before he could be seen, he decided to turn back around, and leave the lake, so the sharkgirl wouldn't try to get his babies again.{endif}

So after seeing what was going on at the lake, Finn tried not to bother Tsuri, and left her alone, so she could continue doing what she was doing. And since he also needed to do something, he quickly went back to searching for a good place, where he could sit, relax, and reflect upon his life, and all of the decisions he had made so far. Finn walked around the village for a while, not knowing where to go, and as he saw some of his friends nearby, he tried to dodge them, and immediately go to the beach, since it was the only place he could think of. But when he reached the beach, Finn felt very relaxed already, probably by the soothing sound of the waves, or some of the crabs that were so satisfying to watch. And since he knew he had found the perfect spot, Finn sat on the sand, looked at the bright sky, and started thinking.

-Alright Finn, let's think... we are still not over the awesome threesome we had with Zoey and Faranne... Man, that was really hot... But no, don't think about that now... we have to focus...- Finn started speaking to himself, or his consciousness, to be exact, and while he has rarely done this before, it already seemed like it could be useful, as he could understand himself, so he decided to keep going with it.

-Why don't we forget about all of the sex for a while, and instead... we have to think about this mission of ours dude... Like seriously, what is going on... I mean, of course it would be great to become a warrior... it seems very exciting and we could kill so many monsters if we decided to take this mission... But everyone is acting weird because of it... They obviously don't want me to leave... or don't like the fact that they will wait so long for me to come back... and is like... the entire world is telling me not to do this...- Finn continued saying to himself, now seeing the situation from his personal experience, to think more about his friends, and not so much about him, since they were the thing that worried him the most.

-I'm pretty sure Adeline hates the monster girls to ****... and I guess I can't blame her, but I feel like they are to be trusted... I don't know, Haze seems pretty chill... She is very smart, calm, and clearly knows what she is doing, so there isn't a reason to not believe her... But Adeline still hates her, and it’s just confusing as to why... Maybe she is just jealous of her, I'm not sure...- Finn questioned, now thinking about his android friend, and the very weird behavior she had recently. He never really trusted Adeline that much, he just liked her personality, and how she was so playful with him, so now that he was actually taking his time, to form his view on the android girl, Finn was able to point out some events, or happenings, that made Adeline very suspicious.

-I feel like she definitely lied to me about that fertility test... she was probably just pulling a prank on me or something... I don't know why she would do that, but it feels like something she would do... And if she did that... then what does this mean??... Am I actually fertile??... How likely is it to get a girl pregnant??... Am I better at reproducing because I'm a human??... I could have knocked up so many girls if that is the case... Oh no... Zoey is going to be so mad if she isn't the first to have my baby... but then again, I also came inside her... so there is a big chance I knocked her up as well... even if I got Katsumi, Sayuri, and even Faranne pregnant first...- Finn asked himself, getting more distracted with naughty thoughts, and all of the sex he had in mind. He was hoping to find more answers about Adeline, but that only led him to think about sex, and one of his biggest doubts in life. And since Finn didn't want to think about pregnancy, or how many girls he knocked up, he quickly tried to stop himself from doing so, although he believed he forgot to mention some girls{if Breed Milky = 1}, like Milky{endif}{if Lilith Sex}, like Lilith{endif}{if Shark Babies = 1}, or Tsuri{endif}.

-Wait... Stop thinking about that Finn... just focus on your mission, okay?... Now, am I actually sure that I want to do this?... There isn't like a real reason to not take this incredible opportunity... apart from the fact that I won't see my friends and home for a long while... And they might miss me a lot, and even stop loving me an-... Why does everything have to be so complicated??- Finn asked himself in frustration, from realizing he already had found his purpose, and he was fully believing in his mission, but he still wasn't sure what his friends thought of it, or how they would feel, if he left them.

-No... it doesn't have to be... I know I want to do this, it’s my purpose... my mission in life, the ultimate goal... I have to do this, that way I can prove my worth, and become one of Lustyre's greatest heroes.... Well, maybe not that... I'm sure I could become pretty strong, but I will never be as close as strong as some of those heroes...- Finn replied to himself, immediately after he realized he didn't have much to worry about, except his friends. He already knew he wanted to become a warrior, and he didn't even hesitate, when questioning himself about it, and even though his main problem was his friends, Finn had the knowledge, experience, and a clear mind, to find the solution, which was harder than he thought.

-It’s just everyone else who makes this difficult for me... I get that they don't want to see me go... But how do I please them??... apart from sex... I should probably do something for them before I go... if they even let me go... But I think I'm going to make my decision soon, and I need to find a way to tell them... without getting too upset... That would be very difficult though, they all have their opinions on this mission... I won't be able to make everyone happy... What do I do??... I guess I just have to wait a while, and talk with each one of them before I leave the island...- Finn finished thinking, as he got a bit nervous, or anxious, from trying to figure out what he should do. He knew he was going to take his mission, there was no more arguing about that, but Finn feared that he wouldn't be able to tell his decision to his friends, or they would try to stop him, as he wasn't sure how they would react. And while he felt like he found a simple answer, or way, to stop worrying about his friends, Finn was surprised, but very happy, to see Faranne walking up to him, coming from out of nowhere, to visit him at the beach, so they could probably talk about what he had on his mind.