aftermath

Alright, alright. Maybe we are having a slight problem right now.

After Ben's ehem release, there really was no way of keeping him at the party anymore, so I drove us both home. Luckily Ben spend the whole ride home in some sort of afterglow pleasure coma. Back at home I decided that Ben could certainly do with a nice long night of rest so I commanded him to sleep.

But of course that did nothing to solve the overall problem of Ben having creamed himself in front of the entire student body.

In my defense, I never intended for Ben to actually masturbate. The moment arousal would hit 99 the program was supposed to cancel. I just didn't account for little Miss Angel thinking Ben was a cat.(which raises all kinds of other questions that best remain unanswered.)

In any case wasn't that really Angels fault anyway? Guys are horny all the time that's simply how it is. Thinking at it from a completely objective standpoint, this was a perfectly normal bodily reaction. Really, nothing to be ashamed of.

Yeah, yeah, i'm sure it will all blow over.

One day later it was trending on Youtube.

Fuck.

Turns out some people where so amazed with Ben's cheerleader routine that they took videos of it and of course these videos kept recording until the end. Isn't that technically porn? Oi, Youtube what the hell are you doing?(We probably could claim the videos and make a fortune off them, tough.)

In any event. Ben did not react good to this at all. For now he has shut himself in his room. Unwilling to come out. Katy called us, as well as Julia, but he refused to talk to either. Didn't want to eat either, and god knows how he takes care of his bodily needs.

Yeah if Ben thinks I will enable this Hikikomori bullshit he has another thing coming. After allowing him all of Saturday to come to grips with the situation, I made my move on Sunday.

“Ben open the door.”

Ben was miserable.

His Body was all sweaty and it was obvious that he cried. There where still hints of his makeup visible. There was also a disgusting stench wafting from his room that answered my prior question.

“What do you want?”, he asked in a cold voice.

“Well”, I began. “I thought I checked if you where still alive.”

“I am, so leave me alone.”

Well this is just going swimmingly, isn't it?

“Ben, I am sorry what happened.” The words came hard, “But it's really not as bad as it seems.”

“Not as bad?” Ben laughed. “I ejaculated in front of the entire student body. That's it, my life is pretty much over. Let me just crawl in my bed and die."

“You are being overdramatic, Ben,” I sighed. “I didn't want it to go exactly like that either, but guess what? That's Life. You won't die from embarrassment.”

Ben's response was to shut the door in front of me. I knew that I couldn't let it end like this so I **** my way into his room.

“Get out”, he shouted.

Of course I did no such thing. “Ben...” I could easily order him to calm down, but that felt wrong. "Let's just calmly talk about this, ok?"

Instead he attacked me.

I certainly didn't need the app for that one. I easily overpowered him and pushed him down to the bed. “Yes, you ejaculated! Big fucking deal! Every male on the planet does it! You think ten years from now people will talk about that one guy who creamed himself in College? Get over yourself! This will pass!”

“It won't!” Ben screamed. “It will never pass!”

“Of course it will!”

“Never!”

I took a deep breath. This was going nowhere.

“Change me!”, he finally said. “I don't want to suffer anymore, so just fucking change me!”

I paused. “Change you?”

“You should have done so from the start”, he sobbed. “Just do it again.”

True enough. I did that at the pool. Ben was almost a completely different person due to it.

But I swore I would never do it again. How could I? This would change the very core of his personality.

I took a deep hard look at Ben.

However...if Ben is really suffering that much perhaps it would be for the best? I never saw him like this. This incident might break him. Can I really take that risk?