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"...Umm... I want to... fuck your ass..." The last words came out with great hesitation, meek and quite. Yellow didn't have the guts to look Red in the eye right now and stared awkwardly at the floor.

He felt a hand on his shoulder. Another tilted his head up to face his friend. He looked into Red's eyes.

"Of course." Red nodded.

Yellow was shocked, "Wait! Really? You're sure?"

Red smirked, "You think I didn't think this through man? I offer myself to you, I've got to be prepared." He paused frowning, "Speaking of prepared, you got any lube?"

Yellow eyes widened, "No!" He slapped a hand to his forehead, "I'm sorry Red, forget I said anything. I'll-"

Red placed a finger on his lips. He leaned forward and whispered, "Go and take look in my bag."

Yellow looked confused, but picked up the bag below him. He unzipped it, peering in side and looked up in surprise.

"A thong? I don't understand."

Red blushed furiously, "Ah, whoops!" He hurriedly snatched the bag from Yellow, "Uh... No, not the thong. Uh... This." He held up a bottle of lubricant.

Yellow was not however ready to move on just yet. "Red..."

"What"

Yellow gave him an inquisitive look. Red wouldn't catch his eye, clearly a little uncomfortable. "Why is there a thong in your bag?" Yellow asked the obvious question, but phrased it gently, not wishing to embarrass him further.

Red looked down and shifted, "Uh..." Yellow saw him struggle for a moment and was about to dismiss the question, when Red continued, "It was to do with my, uh, 'punishment' from Blake. I'm supposed to wear it."

Yellow tried to look sympathetic, "I see."

The Buck moved closer to him, inviting him forward. "Look, just don't mention to anyone I wasn't wearing it. I will, but I didn't want you to see me."

Yellow nodded, saying nothing. He gently wrapped arm around his friend, pulling him into a hug. Red didn't resist and whispered a quiet 'Thanks' into his ear, but the moment was somewhat spoiled as Yellow felt his erection slide against the other Buck's flaccid penis.

Red smirked, "We've still go things to do though." He parted from the embrace.

Yellow only partially heard him, revelling in the feeling of soft body pressed into him. His pulse has increased considerably during the embrace and oestrus coursed through him. He leaned in again, pursing his lips...

Red leaned back, pushing Yellow away, "Whoa! Hold up man!"

It probably wasn't intended to scare him, but this act triggered something deep within Yellow, igniting a panic within him. He flinched backwards, his reverie shattered and a surge of adrenaline rushing through him. He'd made a mistake! He'd pushed it too far. Red was going to be furious! It felt as though he had been showered in icy water as he crashed from the high of moments before. He began hyperventilating, the edges of his vision darkened the world seemed to spin.

He saw a look of alarm on Red's face, as the other Buck raised his hands in soothing gesture, "Ah. Sorry Yellow. I didn't mean to scare you..."

Yellow fell to his knees, clutching his head.

Red knelt next to him, placing a hand on his shoulder with a little more urgency this time. "Sorry!" He repeated. Yellow could feel him rubbing his back, but his irregular breaths continued. "Man, I'm sorry. I'm not upset or anything, okay?" Red reassured him. He continued words of comfort seemed to fall on deaf ears.

The pair sat for some time. Yellow finally got his breathing under control and looked at his friend. He was still clearly shaken, but managed a hollow croak, "The why?"

Red sighed, "Yeah, I'm sorry. I didn't want to scare you, I just didn't want you to get the wrong impression." He winced slightly, "I mean I'm not into you. Romantically..." He added.

Yellow modded, "I- I know... I just- I just got caught up in the moment... I think." He sucked in some more air, gathering himself. He was ok. They were ok. "I thought you were gonna hate me. It- It was what I thought would happen when I came out, I..."

He saw Red sigh, some of it was relief certainly, but there was something else in there. "Yellow, man," He began, "You gotta stop being so attached. I'm not saying I don't want to be friends you, of course not, but you have to be able to let me go. Who knows what will happen in the future, you need to be able to move on." He looked sad. "That's what this is for... To apologise and so you don't **** yourself over 'what ifs.'"

Yellow was back to his senses now and he understood what Red was saying. He knew he was a little obsessed, but he could hardly help that. It was his turn to sigh. He still wanted Red, but knew he wouldn't have him. It honestly helped a little to here it out loud though, it was something real now.

They sat still for a moment, neither saying anything, but Yellow running his finger's across Red's fur. His erection had died quickly during his collapse, but now he felt a hand upon it, slowly bringing it back to life.

Red smiled at him, "Back to business properly this time?" The other Buck got up, prostrating himself away from Yellow. His bare ass filled his field of view, and stirred the lust within him again. "So," Red began, "You coming up here? Or am I going down there?"