Realizing that this was of course the problem, that you were starting to see Nina only more as Marissa. Her dress, her manner, her new makeup all being so different from how your loved used to be that you felt like you really were losing perspective. Of course speaking to her and spending any amount of time with her, it was obvious she was still your Nina, there was no question of that. She was still the same woman who date and cared for you for the last 2 years, and who loved you no matter what. It was just...little things were different. Like her confidence to dress up in semi-skimpy clothing and act far more comfortably in her new skin. Your Nina never really having done that before.
Psyching herself up and taking a deep breath for a moment, she then turned back round to face you. "Janey, you're almost 27 now. You are the person with the most open mind and broadest perspective I've ever met ,so I'm just going to come out and say it, and I don't want you to think any less of me when I do. The truth is, I had all that stuff out because I wanted to see how it was done, how Marissa made her living. Because, well...I've decided to carry on doing it for her."
You felt your brain begin to empty in shock. "You...you...have?" you gulped, having no other reaction to hearing that your lover was going to become a milf cougar .Confirming that she had, and that you hadn't somehow misheard her, she again returned to her seat and looked you square in the eye. "Now I know what you must be thinking, and God knows this isn't exactly an easy topic for either of us...but well, I'm living on my own at the moment. I have no support financially . Without education and family. With this body, there really is very little else I can do.
"But...but I thought you...you hated all that? You couldn't even look at those mirror on the wall!"
Dipping her head slightly and admitting, "I know, and that's true; I couldn't (it becoming increasingly more difficult for you both to maintain eye contact now). But these last few weeks things have changed. I lost everything , relationship, family, wealth, pride . This body is the only asset I have
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