Trapped

Hurrying to the sink I turn on the cold water full blast and splash a few handfuls into my face, but even the shock cold water could not wake me from this nightmare. I rub my eyes and take a long deep breath. Every concern and misgiving I had before we struck out on this experiment was coming to fruition. What was supposed to be a night of sexy fun had turned into soul crushing ****.

I knew now, without a shadow of a doubt, that tonight would have been difficult for me no matter who the partners would have been. But with Linda being so loose and James being so fucking big and so clearly skilled and experienced as a lover I couldn't help but feel deeply inadequate.

I let out a great sigh of regret then reach down and turn off the water. As the hiss of the faucet ceases I can hear with perfectly clarity the creaking of the bed and the lustful moans of my spouse in the next room over.

"Ohhhh! Ohhhh Daddy yes! Yes! Yes! YES! Split me open Daddy! Fucking stretch meeeee! YESSS!"

I look up to stare into the eyes of my reflection and I see a broken man staring back. What had I been thinking? The jealousy had been there all along, why didn't I listen to it? When James pulled out his King Kong cock why didn't I stop it there? Sure it would have been awkward, but only for a while. I would now have to live with the memory of what had happened tonight, and what was still to come, for the rest of my life.

I glance around at the walls around me, as if another exit might magically materialize. But of course I had closed myself into the bedroom washroom. The only way out was to face...that...again. I was trapped in a cage of my own making, in more ways than one.

"OHHHH GOD! DADDYYYYYY!!!" Camille climaxes again with all the power and fury of the ones before. I hear the smack of flesh on flesh as he now pounded her so hard and deep that their bodies were able to clap together. "AOHHHHH!!!"

What I wouldn't give to be able make her cum like that myself. I shake my head as I look at my body in the mirror, my comparatively diminutive manhood on full flaccid display in the bright light of the bathroom. What a feeble pathetic thing it looked like now. How would Camille ever see me the same again? How could she ever feel me and not unconsciously compare us?

"Ohhhhhh Jesus Christ!" Camille wails as, as she had consented to, James continues fucking her right through her release. I hear the thump, thump, thump of the headboard bumping the nightstand as James' thrusts get faster and more powerful. "OHHHHHHH FUUUUCK!!!" Barely over the last one my wife orgasms again. "AHHHHHHHHHH!!!"

Why did I let this happen!?

"OHHHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHH!!!"

I look back into my eyes, already knowing the answer to my question. It wasn't the pot or the seemingly unstoppable momentum of the evening or anything else. It was because I loved her. I loved Camille with all of my heart. This was her fantasy, to swing together, and I wanted to give that to her. I knew there were risks but my love for her made them worth taking. Even now, even with my masculine pride and devoted heart shattered into pieces, I am strangely happy for her. Some part of me was glad she was getting to experience such unfettered rapture, even if it took another man for her to experience it.

A better man.

A man whom she called Daddy.

Fuck.

"Hrff, hrff, hrff, hrff!" His baritone grunts come through the door steady as an R&B backbeat, the thump of wood on wood following each low noise a half a second after. He was really going at her now.

"OHHHH DADDYYYYYY!!!" Camille was out of her mind with one orgasm after another, each one orders of magnitude beyond what I could give her. "OAHHHHHHH!!!"

I straighten up and gather myself. I had been well and truly cuckolded and it hurt like hell. There would be fallout from tonight but as God as my witness I would not ruin this for Camille. I got myself into this and I would see it out to the end. From the other side of the door the action picks up another notch.

"Hrff! Hrff! Hrff! Hrff!"

"OHHHHHH FUCK! SO DEEP! SOOO FUCKING DEEEEEP!!!"

Looking at myself in the mirror as I listen to their hard fucking, as I listen another man use my wife as his pleasure toy, I watch as fate deals me yet another humiliating blow. Despite having cum just a short time ago, and without even touching myself, I witness my body itself betray me in my lowest moment. My cock was rapidly getting hard again!