...On second thought, turn back around and stay in your room.

You stop and think to yourself. And all of a sudden, the realization of your womanhood finally sets in. Maybe it was due to you pleasuring yourself recently, or maybe not.

Whatever the case, your heart starts to beat, and you start to feel a wave of different emotions. Panic, rage, fear, sadness, defiance. You remember being called out on your preference not to fight back.

"She made me this way..." You think to yourself.

"She wants me like this for a reason... She wants me as her pet. Her servant. Her toy."

You clench your fist and glare at the door far below you on the opposite side of the room. Then you turn around and re-enter your room again. You sat down on the bed, and folded your arms. You were going to tell Alex what-for, consequences be damned. This place may be luxury, but it was still containment. And despite whatever Alex may do to you, you would feel better in your heart, knowing that you stood up to her.

You sat on your bed, waiting for several minutes.

"She'll be here any minute..." you thought to yourself.

However, an hour passed, and you started to have your doubts.

"What's... What's taking her so long?" You thought. "She was super threatening before... I thought she'd be stricter than this..."

As you sat there, you mulled over your decisions, and endless possible punishments drifted through your head. As the minutes continued ticking, you felt less and less sure of your decision. Even if you were to defy her, you could have been more secretive about it... Or tactful about it... Hell, you could even have tried bargaining with her...

But instead, you had chosen to rush headfirst into defying her, immediately after following her... Like a dice, or a roulette wheel, you were just making random, impulsive decisions. No plan or anything...

Another hour passes, and you start sweating. Your rage has vanished completely, overtaken by nervousness and then panic.

You look at the clock. 12:36 PM. You were meant to be there at 10.

You weren't sure what to do. You couldn't stay up all night, could you? Should you try to go to her now? After it's been over two hours? Hope that the punishment isn't severe? Maybe lie about why you were late?