Come home to find.. a surprise?

I opened the door to our home, dropped my keys, bag, shoes, and was so ready for any ass whopping. He wasn't in the kitchen nor the living room, without any sense of gentleness, I slammed the bedroom door open, ready for the possibilities of Anna fucking my boyfriend. But instead, Nathan was in the room, and John was.. naked?

"What's.. going on?" I was utterly curious as to what happened. Nathan was in the middle of putting his belt back on, and John was standing over a pile of white stain, gripping his shoulder. I had a scenario going on in my head like the psycho bitch I am, was that what I thought happened?

Both of them were staring at me, as if I was about to eat them up. John had his mouth gaped open, obviously trying to find his words as I crossed my arms waiting for his answer.

"Hey.. babe! Home from work early huh? What's up?"

I grabbed John's ear which caused him to yelp like a helpless little girl,

"Don't you avoid the fucking elephant in the room, what. is. going. on?"

The moment I said those words, I saw Nathan eyeing the door. I immediately kicked the door closed and pulled John with me and faced my back to the door. No one here is bolting away before someone tells me what happened.

John gave me a weak chuckle and tried to look up at me as he was bending over trying to loosen my grip from his ear.

"Eh heh, we were just having bro fun, like just catching up.. we haven't saw each other in like 2 months?"

Nathan piped in, laughing awkwardly and agreeing with him.

Bullshit.

I was filled with hormonal, frustrating anger. My grip on John tightened because I knew that this bastard met Nathan last week at the bar. Fuck you.

"Do you think you can lie to me? I saw you with Nathan taking shots at Shamrock last week you idiot!"

Nathan cursed under his breath, still trying to avoid eye contact with me whenever I side eye him to hell.

"I'm gonna make this real simple; what the fuck did you both do while i was gone?"

"It's none of your business, Jane!" John pushed me away with his girly stupid ex's arm and fell onto the bed.

"It IS my business! I can't have you go fuck around and pretending that it's "Not Cheating" just because you turned into fucking Anna because for the sake of experimenting. So tell me, did YOU and Nathan FUCK?"

I was breathing fire, my hands were gripping my waist so hard with my nails digging into my skin, but the anger made my attention divert more into both of them rather than the pain.

Nathan was eye communicating with John as if signalling him some secret message by looking at me and then back at John and hunching his shoulders while nodding once over and over. Before I had the chance to shoot Nathan, he held his hands up as if surrendering.

"Yes, we fucked." Nathan confessed. John's expression turned into shock, and then frustration, as if he didn't want Nathan to tell me.

"You guys fucked."

"Yes mam."

"In.. our bed?"

"Yes. " Nathan's head lowered more and more each time he answered me.

I turned to John, crossed my arms, so ready to beat his ass,

"So.. you thought that this was okay? You didn't let Nathan about your situation?"

John got up again, hands waving and expressing itself as he start to continue the argument, "I did! I told him that it was actually me inside and not Anna."

"Before or after you guys fuck?" This time I looked at Nathan, he's a weaker liar than John is, and it's easier to squeeze out the truth this way.

Nathan sigh and told me the rest of the story of how he only found out that it's John right after they finished fucking. He expressed how disappointed he felt at first and then excited at the same time that his best friend turned into someone he loved. While I was listening to him, I glared at John. He didn't dare to even look at me. I could feel myself shatter little by little as I start to imagine how worse this can get.

After having enough, I told Nathan to leave the house as I needed to speak to John. I kneel down in front of him as he was sitting down on the edge of the bed. His personality has changed a little, usually he would be constantly telling me that I was overreacting, but this time, it looks like he was truly sorry.

"John. You do know that you cheated on me right?"

"I know. And I'm sorry."

"Why did you? I know it's not with a girl, but I still am hurt that you choose to fuck someone else despite your current condition."

"I'm not even sure how to explain myself Jane. I love you a lot, and I really do. But I feel like this body, Anna's body has a way of controlling me to do things that I wouldn't do. I mean I wouldn't fuck Nathan in any sense at all! It's just this body seems to have its way of making me do things that I don't want to."

"Then, how are you gonna control yourself? I don't like it if you go around and fuck other people while I'm not with you, it hurts me."

"I know Jane," he held my hands in his delicate pair and looked at me in the eye, somewhere in there, he was still the same person I know, "I will not let you down next time Jane, I am so sorry for hurting you, I love you so much okay?"

We kissed. And it was the first kiss I had with Anna. Pulling our lips away, I had this odd feeling. I felt like I wanted more.