Kari gets self conscious and tries to stay anonymous.

I spoke with Linda about our agreement and she seemed dubious about my claim to have a dick for her. I was kind of evasive about who's dick it actually was, so I can't really blame her. I couldn't outright tell her about my operation. I tried, but the words couldn't come out. I didn't think I could take her response... if she rejected me, I don't know what i would do. Things would never be the same again between us. I explained it to her truthfully though; that the person in question didn't want to be known for personal reasons but was willing to go through with it for her. She wasn't keen on not knowing but I did managed to convince her to go along with it. If she wasn't satisfied or if she didn't feel right, she could stop it and the person would leave.

So... with that in mind, I thought maybe I could satisfy her need for a male appendage, get the operation to change me back, and be done with it! She wouldn't even need to know it was me!

I had a plan:

I told Linda that her paramour would meet with her at 22:00 hours in her quarters. This way she would be in a comfortable place when this happened. When she arrived, she would find on her bed an outfit and a blindfold/headset. This way, I would know she couldn't see me and she could follow my instructions through the headset even though I would be in the same room using mine. Then, she would just lay back and enjoy!

It was a simple plan, but that meant there was less chance for it to mess up.

Well, on that fateful night, she did as instructed. My headset signaled me when she turned it on and I headed to her quarters. I was wearing a light silk robe and nothing on underneath. I was too excited and didn't want to waste time undressing and redressing. What I didn't plan for was my new body part being especially excited for the occasion. It kept poking through the robe!

I took the turbolift up to Linda's quarters. Lieutenant Bethan and Dr. Akira got on right after me, to my chagrin. We smiled politely and they called their decks and I tried to remain silent for the trip. It was tight in the lift and the lieutenant was standing awfully close with her back toward me. She bumped into me and I nearly jumped! Did she feel it? I felt her... Bethan turned to look at me.

"Isn't your quarters in deck 8, ensign?" the chief engineer asked. Thankfully not asking what just poked her from behind...

"Ah... was just visiting a friend..." I said before realizing she was taking note of my silk robe. Hardly the thing you wear for just a social outing. I turned red. If it wasn't obvious to her what I was up to, it would definitely be obvious to the doctor that gave me the body part that was going to get used tonight. I couldn't even look at the doctor.

"Well... there's no policy against crewmates fraternizing. Just keep it discrete, hm, ensign?" Bethan concluded.

I nodded with a humble, "Yes, sir."

After what felt like ages, we arrived at Linda's deck. I was behind the two ladies and would need to push through, but didn't want to risk another interrogation by the engineering chief. I sucked up my gut and my pride and twisted my body, murmuring a "Sorry..." to Doctor Akira as I bumped into her with my front and squeezed by Bethan with my backside. She gave me an apologetic smile, then a wink. I smiled back weakly and headed through.

I hugged my robe tightly around me and headed over to Linda's quarters, taking care to check if anyone was around. Fortunately the hall was empty. I activated my speaker and said, "Linda, are you ready?"

There was a brief pause where I held my breath.

"Y.. yes."

I exhaled softly and continued. "Your... guest has arrived. Let... him in." I bit my lower lip at lying like that. No help for it now though. I pressed the doorbell.

"Enter."

I stepped inside.