Yes

"No! Well, I mean sorta... not like that though!"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I was mostly just looking at the other girl in the videos. The real girl."

"Videos? More than one?"

John just looked at his feet and blushed.

"So you watch videos of trannies having sex with 'real' girls?"

"Yeah. That's less gay than regular porn right? I mean with regular porn there's a guy and a girl. The porn I watch is pretty much just two girls so I don't have to look at a naked guy." John tried to explain.

"But you still get to see a penis. Makes sense."

"It's not like that!"

"Do you know what vicarious observation is John?"

"No"

"It's something everyone does. We live through what we see. We imagine ourselves in our favorite movies or tv shows or books, we live through the characters as a means of escape. We watch porn and imagine ourselves in similar situations as a means of fantasizing."

"Okay." John was uneasy of where this might be heading.

"You see, most heterosexual men watch porn with only one man in it. The amount of woman may change, but there's almost always just one man because to the viewer that man is them. They imagine being in his position, fucking all those pretty girls, having that big of a penis, being that muscular and attractive."

"So?" John was following so far.

"So in your fantasy your a girl with a penis."

"What? EW! NO! I'm a man!"

"When you first walked in here you said you didn't feel like a man."

"That's different, I just meant-"

"It explains a lot. I mean you are far more pretty than most guys. You have quite a bit of feminine features."

"I'm not some sort of tranny fag! So just drop it okay!" John demanded.

"Okay John. I believe you." She lied.

"Good! Now are you going to help me with my problem or what?"

"Yes," She reached into her desk and grabbed a bottle of female hormone supplements. "Take one of these a day. They're anti-depressants. They should help you out of your funk, also the most common side effect is difficulty ejaculating, but for you that should be a benefit. Make you last a bit longer."

"Thanks" John grabbed the pills and stood up as he put himself back in his pants. "See you next week." He couldn't wait to get out of there and forget all about the conversation that took place.