Female

In a way you are very fortunate, you are a Guard's-Woman, part of one of the few formations of female soldiers raised by your home-world. This is fortunate because females in the guard are in short supply and if you survive even one or two campaigns it is likely you will be set as part of a settlement **** on some just conquered class-M planet in the interstellar outback somewhere to live the rest of your life far from the front lines and most likely will not have to see your children or grandchildren shipped off to the hell-fires of war as you have been.

Now for the BAD news; unless you are part of a large and well trained and equipped all woman unit you will probably be **** within the first day of reaching the war zone in which you were recruited to fight, and if you are not very lucky murdered when after several such incidents you become pregnant: assuming you survive the initial fighting at your landing zone.

Yet there is hope, a canny and cunning woman in the guard will finagle an assignment to an officers staff, and be 'his woman', which if he rises to a high leadership position will put her well behind the front lines and moderately safer than those on active combat duty: and there is always the chance, however remote, that you ARE from a large, well trained, and well equipped all female regiment, and will live and die a warrior as members of the guard are supposed to: or you will be lucky and strong enough to avoid the rapists and/or fight them off.