The Debrief

The four girls sat around a table at the dining common the next day. The conversation was lively, but Lily was somewhere else, the rush she felt from her tryst the night before still a fresh memory. She hung on how alive it made her feel to surrender in such a way, in such a place— it felt dirty and exciting. And oh god the things I said to him, where did that come from? It was as if she was performing. For Cody? She didn’t think so. For Jake? He wasn’t there to witness it. For herself? Maybe. Despite the way that old familiar warmth was brewing deep down below, a part of her couldn’t stop feeling a small shred of guilt. She thought of Jake, her love— the only man she was supposed to do these things with. Yes, Jake had enthusiastically given her the green light to explore her sexuality. But was it still wrong? What if this is the beginning of the end for us?

“Who was that guy last night?” Marissa’s voice cut through Lily’s introspection. The girls looked at her with a reserved and knowing look, like they were waiting for a shoe to drop.

“Oh uh, just some guy” Lily smiled awkwardly.

“Some guy you were sucking face with!” Olivia giggled “his hands were all over you.”

“What can I say” Lily said with a prideful pop of her shoulders “some guys just can’t resist.”

“What about your boyfriend?” Marissa said with a shocked open mouth “what would he say??”

“Probably something like oh babe that’s so fucking hot, tell me more!” Lily did her best Jake impression.

The girls all slapped a hand to their mouths, except Amanda who was already in the loop.

“Jake recently decided he wants to share.” Lily smirked.

“Lucky giiiiirl” Olivia cooed. “Whats that like?”

“I’m still getting used to it!” Lily seemed exasperated “I like the idea of it. And it was a lot of fun in the moment. But honestly all I can think about is Jake and it scares me a little bit. Like it still feels wrong and all I just want him to be here so I can feel close to him.”

“I say enjoy it!” Amanda cut in. “Not every day your longtime boyfriend encourages you to fuck around.”

“Is he sleeping with other girls?” Marissa was curious about the whole dynamic.

“No.” At least I hope not. Fuck, is that fair? Is it okay to want him all to myself when he lets me be so free? When Jake had first told Lily about his kink one of her first worries was that he wanted to fuck other girls. He did a pretty good job at quelling her worry at the time, but now he wasn’t here. He was hundreds of miles away, unsupervised and in the presence of probably hundreds of beautiful women. The idea made her sick to her stomach.

After a few more questions the conversation naturally turned to other subjects. The upcoming Thanksgiving break, finals prep, Amanda even floated the idea of a trip to Cancun for spring break.

“Has Logan been acting weird lately?” Lily was intent on getting to the bottom of his recent coldness. Unfortunately, the girls all shook their heads looking a tad confused.

“Liv, you hang out around their room you haven’t noticed anything?”

“Bryce is old news for me to be honest. But I was at their dorm last weekend.” Olivia looked to the ceiling trying to remember anything out of the ordinary.

“I think Logan had asked me why you were going home that weekend?” She sounded unsure.

“What did you say?”

“That you were visiting your boyfriend!” Olivia seemed pleased she could remember, especially considering the amount of pot smoked in that room that night.

Is that why Logan’s been acting weird? It’s not like he didn’t know about Jake, I had mentioned him a couple times before.

“Oh babe that’s so fucking hot, tell me more!” Jake let out a shaky moan.

Night was falling outside and the two lovers had their respective dorms to themselves for a few hour. They wasted no time stripping down on FaceTime and pleasuring themselves for the other’s viewing pleasure.

“I told him I was a cock hungry slut and how much you love seeing a nice hard dick in my mouth” Lily growled over the sound of her vibrator whirring “then I shoved him down my UNGH throat!”

Jesus fuck. This is a dream come true. Never in a million years could Jake’s fantasies have lived up to the thrill of actually hearing it put into practice. He was in awe at how easily Lily had slipped into the role of the sex crazed seductress, beside himself at the way she was talking. His heart was beating faster than the hand around his dick. The ever so subtle performance she was putting on for his sake was not lost on him.

Lily was mesmerized by the faces of pleasure Jake was giving as she told her story. He was loving it and it was doing something to him she hadn’t seen before. She loved that she was doing this to him— for him. That just the idea of her having sex, not even with him, was enough to make him ache so desperately. She wanted to give him more, give him all. The memory of the night before and Jake’s enjoyment of it worked together to wind her tighter and tighter.

“He dropped down to his kn-knuh! KNEES” Lily was beginning to see bright spots in her vision as she recounted last night’s escalation. Her orgasm hit like a firecracker, bursts of light striking all around her body “HE AGH— Fuck, HE ATE MY ASS!” Her hips jerked violently upwards into her vibrator as she howled out in pleasure.

Jake, hearing those words, immediately lost himself. His dick spraying the evidence of his pleasure high in the air, his own body convulsing. Fuck that’s filthy. And so fucking hot. Jake hadn’t considered that aspect of this new lifestyle, that Lily may experience things she hadn’t with him. That he was no longer the one to open her eyes to the world of sexual possibilities. The thought was enchanting, he wanted her to experience everything. He wanted her to enjoy the full spectrum of pleasure. A woman so wonderful deserves nothing less.

Lily was panting heavily and gazing at the camera with an amused smile. Her worries and reservations were, at least for now, silenced by the sight of Jake’s genuine pleasure. She thought that as long as she was bringing him to this state with her stories and the images she painted, then maybe it was going to work just fine.