Not the best idea

I wanted to join them. In that moment, of course I wanted to join them. But should I? Would Chelsea have been OK with it if I did?

It seemed like the obvious answer to that question was, yes, but I wasn't at a point where I wanted to push the boundaries.

"I'll, uhh, I'll let you two enjoy," I stammered as I backed away around the corner. I was so flustered, I didn't even grab the beer I went up to the house for.

"No beer?" Robert asked when I got back down to the beach. "Or did you chug it already?"

"Oh, no. I, uh, I forgot, actually. I had to go to the bathroom."