She's conflicted

"I just cheated on Gary." Bernie says, her tone almost monotone.

"Are we together, Naomi?" Ben asks her, bringing a hand to caress her stomach.

"No..I mean..we're not dating," she sighs at his touch.

"No. You and I have a unique relationship." He continues, bringing a hand to her breast. He looks at her, waiting to see if she tells him to stop. When she doesn't, he gives it a squeeze, eliciting a moan of pleasure from her. "It's special, and predates him."

"But-" She gasps as he climbs on top of her.

"I mean I should be the one jealous of him," Ben teases her. He doesn't quite get hard again, but she can feel him getting semi-there. Damn it if it didn't make her nipples hard. "He got to take your virginity after all."

She should tell him to get off her. That this was a mistake. That it couldn't happen again. That it was done.

'What do you want, Naomi?"

If she was being honest, really honest? She didn't want to do any of that.

"Look, Naomi, I'm not going to lie. I desperately want to do everything with you this weekend, everything that we never got to do, but I get it. I don't like it, but I get you're committed to this Gary guy." Ben then moves off of her, sitting up and getting off the bed.

Bernie found herself still admiring her cousin's body, even as she contemplates what he just said. She could still turn away from this. It had just been their usual sexual fun. Nothing unusual between them. It wasn't as if she wanted to replace Gary. She loved him! Her mother had always said that love and sex were two different things after all.

"You're staring, Naomi."

His teasing voice broke her out of her trance. "Just wash up and get downstairs!"

He laughs. "Sure thing."