Dawn's Night (III)

After Marissa was gone, Andy didn’t go straight back to the suite. He spent fifteen minutes wandering the silent halls, trying to shed the weight that had settled on his shoulders after the last few days. It didn’t work. So he returned to the Suite and he found himself, almost without thinking, on the observatory.

Stars pricked through the pale blue, unclouded and violent in their clarity. He braced his hands on the stone balustrade, letting the cold bite his palms, and tried to breathe like he’d been taught: in through the nose, out through the mouth, slow and deliberate. He failed every time. The sea below heaved in darkness, throwing sheets of white spray against the rocks, a constant, distant rolling percussion that made him feel both very alive and very, very small.

He wasn’t sure if he was mourning or just empty. The conversation with Marissa had been good, objectively, but it had also left him feeling stripped raw. And beneath it all, there was still the ghost of Laura—her absence sharper than ever since Riley’s return and the emotional devastation of the previous night, as if the world were bent on reopening every sealed vault in his memory. He didn’t want to think about it. He’d spent years learning not to. And now it was all right here, waiting, the past more present than the present itself.

The elevator dinged behind him, a polite, almost sheepish sound in the cavernous space. Andy didn’t turn around. He listened, instead, to the slow pad of footsteps across the tile, the slight unevenness that told him whoever it was, they were hesitating. He didn’t move, but he let his ears filter in the subtle signals: a soft, woolly swish, the faintest squeak of rubber soles, a smell that was equal parts vanilla and… marshmallow?

The footsteps grew bolder as they crossed the last few meters, and then there was a gentle clearing of a throat, as if she were giving him one last chance to shoo her away.

He opened his eyes and turned.

Dawn stood just inside the doorway, bundled in a robin’s egg blue sweater that might have been four sizes too big and looked absurdly soft. Her black hair was up, but a few flyaway strands fought for freedom against the elastic. She held a thermos clutched to her chest, as if it were a life raft in a particularly stormy sea. Her bunny ears, sleek and glossy, tracked every movement in the room—they swiveled toward Andy as soon as he looked her way, and he was startled by how much emotion those ears could telegraph.

She lifted the thermos a few centimeters in greeting, then ducked her chin. “Can I?” she asked, voice barely louder than the wind outside.

He nodded. There was nothing else to say.

Dawn walked over, not to the railing but to a low table near a chaise lounge. She set the thermos down, then dug in her oversized sweater pocket for two mugs—ceramic, wildly mismatched. One was black with "MORNING WOOD?" emblazoned in neon letters; the other pink with a silicone front that jiggled with small, cartoonish breasts. She placed them down with a wince. "Sorry," she whispered, "only ones I could find." Andy's eyes caught on the pink one—the same mug she'd brought him chamomile in that first disorienting night on the island, when none of them had known what to expect.

She poured the first cup, then the second, working in slow, methodical movements. The smell was unmistakable: hot chocolate, thick and rich, with the kind of sweetness that could heal most wounds given enough time.

He watched her, silent, as she set both mugs on the balustrade between them. She didn’t press one into his hands, didn’t say you look like you need this, didn’t offer any platitude at all. She just stood next to him, her shoulder a respectful two feet away, and looked out at the stars.

He picked up the mug and took a cautious sip. It was still near boiling, but good. Really good.

“Secret recipe?” he said, not intending to break the silence but feeling the need to acknowledge her effort.

Dawn smiled, small and private. “My grandma’s. She said it only worked if you drank it when you were sad.”

He took another sip, and this time let the heat sear his tongue. “That’s a pretty good theory.”

They didn’t speak for a while. The ocean noise filled the spaces between, and the wind clawed at the window joints, but inside the observatory, there was a perfect kind of stillness. Andy stared at the arc of constellations rising over the water, the way the sky bent down and seemed to touch the black horizon. He let himself settle into the rhythm of Dawn’s presence—her patience, the evenness of her breathing, the way her ears would twitch at every new sound and then go still again.

He hadn’t realized how much he needed the company until just then.

Dawn broke the silence, voice cautious but not afraid. “You had a hard night.”

He nodded, not trusting himself to say more.

She waited, her eyes tracing invisible lines between stars. "I go out on the lawn sometimes. Early morning, before anyone's up." She smiled shyly. "I've started naming my own constellations. See those four stars with the little cluster? That's the Great Bunny."

Andy chuckled despite himself. "You know Earth's actual constellations are basically 'Guy with Weapon' or 'Angry Mythological Beast' on repeat? Shocking absence of bunnies in astronomy." He looked at her. “You wake up early. Insomniac?”

She made a face. “I’m not, usually. But ever since Arabella gave me the Wake Up transformation? I wake up at dawn, like clockwork. Remember our last date? Can’t help it.” She shrugged, as if apologizing for a biological flaw she couldn’t control. “And then I have all this energy, and nowhere to put it. Gets better in the evening, though.”

Andy found himself smiling, just a little. “So you bring hot chocolate to the sleepless?”

“Only the ones I like.” She stuck out her tongue, then giggled, and the laugh chased away a little of the cold.

He stared into the mug, watched the steam twist and vanish. “Thank you. For this.”

She leaned over the balustrade, hair falling forward, and let her fingers rest just beside his own. Not touching, but near enough to feel the warmth.

“Do you want to talk about it?” she asked. “Or just drink?”

He shook his head. “I’m still figuring out which.”

Dawn nodded, as if this made perfect sense. “Okay. I’ll keep you company, either way.”

They stood like that for a while, the silence no longer heavy but companionable, two people braced against the wind and the world together.

Eventually, Dawn started talking—not about the things that weighed him down, but about the things that floated her up. She told him about the Pathfinder game Sam had run earlier, how Dawn’s cleric had adopted a goat and accidentally unionized the bandit encounter. She described the weird, giddy chaos of the brunch, the way Chloe’s bard had turned every failure into a victory, and Norah’s rotten luck with dice.

Andy laughed—first a dry chuckle, then a real laugh, chest-deep and surprising.

Dawn grinned, ears high and proud. “See? It works.”

“What’s that?”

“The hot chocolate. And the stories. Grandma said you needed both.”

Andy drained his mug and set it on the ledge. The heaviness in his chest hadn’t gone, not entirely, but it felt more like a familiar ache, the kind you could walk around with and still have room for other things.

He looked at Dawn and saw not the service-minded, always-smiling hotel clerk from his past, but a woman with her own grief and her own stubborn courage. The fur on her ears ruffled with every change in the wind, and the tip of her nose was turning pink from the cold, but she seemed absolutely at ease in her skin. And, for the first time since this whole thing had started, Andy felt like maybe he could be at ease too.

He found himself saying, “I’m glad you’re here.”

Dawn blushed, a soft flush that lit up her cheeks. “Me too. I—” She hesitated, words knotting up. “I know I’m not always the best at fixing things. Sometimes I think I make it worse, because I try too hard.” She shrugged, then looked away, ears drooping a bit. “But you never make me feel bad about it.”

Andy wanted to reach over and touch her hand, to anchor them both. Instead, he settled for, “You always make things better, Dawn. Even when you think you’re not.”

She looked up at him, eyes shiny in the starlight. “If I can do that for you, even once, it’s enough.”

He let himself smile for real, the tension in his face slackening. “You do,” he said. “You’re doing it right now.”

Dawn’s ears perked, and she poured another round of hot chocolate. This time, when she set the mug in front of him, she let her hand rest against his for a moment—a touch as warm and steady as the drink itself.

At some point, the night grew cold enough that Andy and Dawn abandoned the balustrade for the sleek chaise lounges, two steaming mugs of chocolate between them and a shared blanket over their legs. The wind picked up, and each time it howled, Dawn’s ears would flatten, then rebound, as if they were testing the perimeter for danger.

“I know I’m a total cliche, by the way,” she said after a while, letting her feet dangle above the floor like a child’s. “Bunny girl, gets up at dawn, obsessed with snacks, always nervous when it’s quiet too long.”

Andy, fighting a yawn, said, “You’re the least cliche person I know.”

She made a face. “You only say that because you haven’t seen my high school yearbook.”

He laughed. “Was it bad?”

“It was adorable,” she corrected, primly. “I was the head of the Spanish club, co-captain of cross country, and I wore my hair in pigtails until junior year. I didn’t even get invited to prom—my brothers warned off every boy who even thought about asking. They were children, but they were fierce.” She shook her head, mock sorrowful. “I didn’t have a real boyfriend until after college. Even then, I didn’t do much. I was busy with…” She stopped, the humor evaporating.

He waited, letting the silence expand, trusting her to finish.

“My mom died when I was fifteen,” she said, softly. “Out of nowhere—cancer. By the time they caught it, she was gone in six weeks. I don’t think my dad ever forgave the world for it. He started sleeping all the time, stopped going to work, stopped… being a dad, really.” Dawn looked up, her eyes huge in the dim light. “So it was me, and my brothers, and the cats. I got a job to help pay the bills. I cooked, cleaned, got Sebby and Luis to school, covered for Dad when people called. I didn’t really know what else to do.”

Andy didn’t say I’m sorry. He just let her go.

“The weird part is, I kept imagining these… alternate universes? Like, every time something went wrong, I’d think about how it would have gone if Mom was still alive. There’d be someone to drive us to soccer, or help with science projects, or even just yell at us for not picking up after ourselves.” She bit her lip, and her ears dipped in sorrow. “And I’d tell myself, someday it’d get better. But it didn’t. My dad kind of gave up for good after I moved out—he still lives in Berwyn, but it’s like talking to a ghost. He’s proud of Luis, though. Firefighter, can you believe it?”

Andy nodded. “He must be brave. Like you.”

She blushed again, but didn’t deflect. “I think he’s braver. Sebby too, honestly. He’s the one who convinced me to apply for the Harrington job. He said, ‘You’re always helping everyone else. Maybe it’s time someone helped you.’” Her mouth twisted, as if she were debating whether to laugh or cry. “But I never figured out how to let people help me. Not really.”

She turned her mug, chasing the last marshmallow around the rim. “My grandma was the only person who got it. She’d come over every weekend, bake with us, pretend not to notice if Dad was still in bed at noon. She made the best pasteles. Taught me to cook, taught me how to forgive people, even when they didn’t deserve it.”

Dawn’s voice went soft, almost reverent. “She died last year. Sometimes I still talk to her when I’m in the kitchen, like she’s going to yell at me for forgetting to stir the sauce.” Her eyes shimmered with the memory. “But mostly I just miss her. A lot.”

Andy felt something twist in his chest—an old, familiar ache, but gentler this time, more like recognition than regret. He reached over and brushed his thumb along her hand, a silent thank you for telling the truth.

“She would have liked you, I think,” Dawn said, squeezing his fingers. “You remind me of her, a little. The way you never give up on people, even if you’re terrible at letting them in.”

Andy gave a wry smile. “Yeah. I’m working on it.”

“I can tell,” she whispered.

They sat in the hush for a while, the warmth of the blanket and the chocolate keeping the wind at bay. Andy thought about how the hardest stories, the ones he avoided at all costs, were always easier to share when he didn’t have to pretend they weren’t hurting.

He looked at Dawn, and saw her looking back, patient and open and entirely unafraid. “Do you ever wish you could go back?” he asked, surprising himself.

Dawn considered. “Sometimes. But only to tell my younger self to hang in there. Or to tell Mom I love her one more time. Otherwise, I think… I think I’d still end up here.” She gestured around the observatory, at the stars, the two of them. “I like my life. Even the weird parts. Especially the weird parts.”

Andy took a breath and watched the steam curl from his mug. For a moment, he just let it rise, swirling in the air like a question he wasn’t sure he dared to ask. Then he set the mug aside, feeling the warmth leave his hands. “I lost someone too,” he said quietly, his words at first barely more than a vibration in the cold night.

Dawn’s ears, which had been softly twitching, stilled and pointed directly at him. Her eyes widened, not with surprise, but with the clarity of someone who could recognize the weather of grief across another person’s face.

He looked down at his hands and **** himself to keep going. “My best friend, growing up. The first girl I ever loved. Still love, honestly. Her name was Laura.” There was a finality to the name, as if by speaking it he’d conjured her—alive, shimmering, and irretrievably gone.

Dawn didn’t interrupt, but her hand settled over his again, applying just enough gentle pressure to signal that she would not let go, no matter how bad it got. Andy didn’t know if he had the words for what happened. He tried anyway.

“It was my fault. Not really, but it feels that way.” He paused. “We were just kids—barely thirteen. Laura was… she was that kind of person who made you feel like everything you did mattered, even when it didn’t. She wanted to be a scientist, or a doctor. She used to drag me out in the snow to look for comet showers, or sneak into the neighbor’s yard to look for four-leaf clovers, like she believed in everything at once.”

He swallowed, and his voice went thin. “The day it happened, we had a fight on a footbridge, over the river. I fell in. The water was high that year, fast, freezing. I couldn’t get my footing. I remember thinking, this is it. I’m going to die and it’s going to be a footnote in the police blotter.” He tried to smile, failed. “And then Laura was just… there. She jumped in after me. No hesitation.”

He pressed his thumb to his forehead, digging into the bone. “She got me to the bank. But she…she was smaller than me, lighter. The current took her.”

Dawn’s hand squeezed his, hard enough to hurt, but Andy let her.

He laughed then, a sharp exhale of disbelief. “They searched for days. The cops, everyone. They found her, miles downriver. Just like that, she was gone. And nobody blamed me. But Riley—she was her friend, too. And she thinks…” His voice trailed off. “She told me last night that I killed Laura, because I couldn’t save her. Because I never told her I loved her back. Because she believes I betrayed her.”

“I think Riley has been carrying that around, waiting to punish me for it. And I can’t even blame her, because if the roles were reversed, I’d probably feel the same way.”

He looked across at Dawn, expecting to find judgment, or at least discomfort, but all he saw was the soft, accumulating sadness of someone who knew how much it cost to speak a secret aloud. She leaned into him, closing the small space between them, and let her head rest against his shoulder—a gesture so simple, so complete, that Andy almost cried.

“I’m sorry you lost her,” Dawn said finally, her voice steady, “and I’m sorry Riley made it worse.” She didn’t say there-there or I know how you feel, because she understood that grief was a private country; you could visit, but you wouldn’t speak the language.

Andy let himself feel the ache for a minute, the old wound burning hot, then cooling into something manageable. He wanted to thank her, but the words stuck, so instead he focused on the horizon, where the dark ocean met the night sky.

He let his mind wander, tracing the lines of fate that had delivered him to this impossibly strange moment: sitting with a girl who had bunny ears and a broken family, on an island run by a literal goddess, watching the night burn away. He wondered what Laura would make of it. He thought she’d probably laugh. Just like you, Andy. Something greater than life. And with a shudder he realized he remembered her voice now. Vibrant, beautiful. He had forgotten it for so long, remembering her words, but not her voice.

After a while, when the silence felt less like a burial and more like a shelter, Dawn spoke again. “Do you want to talk about her?” she asked, so softly he almost missed it.

He nodded, surprising himself. “Yeah. I don’t want to forget.”

Dawn shifted, tucking her legs underneath her, and turned so she could see his face. “Tell me about her, then. Tell me something you never told anyone else.”

He breathed out, all the tension in his shoulders going with it. “She was obsessed with time capsules,” he said. “Every year, on her birthday, she’d bury something in the woods behind her house. A book, a drawing, a letter to her future self. She’d make me do it too, even though I thought it was dumb. And every year, she swore that we’d dig them up together when we were old enough. It was like… insurance, against the world changing too much.”

Dawn smiled, and the warmth of it cut through the cool air. “Did you ever go back?”

He hesitated, the memory surfacing. “The week after she died. I dug up the last capsule she buried. It was a letter, but not to herself. To me. She wrote: ‘Whatever happens, don’t disappear. The world needs at least one of us to make it out alive. Promise.’” He wiped his nose on his sleeve, feeling suddenly twelve again, awkward and raw. “It’s like she knew what was going to happen. I still have it, at home. Sometimes I read it just to remember how to keep going.”

Dawn’s lips trembled, but she held herself together. “She sounds amazing.”

“She was,” Andy said.

The wind picked up, blowing Dawn’s hair into her face, and she pushed it back with a laugh. “You know, I used to think I was the only one who talked to ghosts,” she said, her tone lighter now, as if she were guiding him back to shore. “But I think maybe everyone does, in their own way.”

Andy nodded, letting the idea settle. “I talk to her sometimes. Especially when I fuck up.” He grinned, self-deprecating. “Which is often.”

She giggled, and then the two of them just sat, mugs cooling on the table beside them, the blanket tangled around their legs, and watched the sky shift from black to blue to the faintest lavender.

After a while, Dawn said, “I think your friend would be proud of you.”

He shook his head, but didn’t protest the compliment. “I don’t know about that.”

She poked his side, grinning. “I do. You’re still here, aren’t you? Not everyone gets that far.”

He let himself smile, and this time it felt unguarded. “Yeah,” he said. “I guess I am.”

They sat in companionable silence, watching the world edge toward sunrise. Occasionally, Dawn would refill their mugs with the last of the chocolate, and Andy would warm his hands on the cup, letting the sweet, earthy smell fill his nose.

After a long time, Andy wondered if that was what drew him to these women—not just their quirks and their beauty, but the fact that every one of them seemed to have survived a disaster and kept going.

The thought made him feel less alone, and he leaned into it, letting the comfort of shared sadness wrap around him like the blanket.

Dawn, for her part, seemed at ease with the silence. When she spoke, it was only to share small memories—her grandma’s favorite perfume, her brother’s talent for getting into trouble, the way her mother had once painted every wall in their kitchen a different color. She did not ask Andy to talk, not unless he wanted to. Sometimes, she would just hum, a low, tuneless sound that matched the wind.

At last, as the first real light rose over the water, Andy glanced at her and said, “Thanks for listening.”

She nudged him with her shoulder. “Anytime, Master.”

He groaned, but she just laughed. “Sorry. **** of habit. We can go back to being regular people now, if you want.”

He considered. “I think I like this better,” he said, and she gave him a soft, satisfied smile.

They drank the last of their hot chocolate in small sips. The ocean roared, and the stars wheeled above, ancient and indifferent.

After a while, Dawn spoke again, her voice low. “Can I tell you something weird?”

He smiled. “Please.”

“I always felt like I had to earn my place in the world. Like, if I wasn’t being useful, I wasn’t worth keeping around.” Her ears drooped, and she shrugged. “Sometimes I feel like if I stop moving, I’ll disappear.”

He nodded. “I noticed. The first night we met, actually. You wouldn’t let me do anything for you.”

She blushed. “I’m trying to get better about it. Letting people in. Letting myself just… be.”

“You’re doing great,” Andy said, and meant it.

They lapsed into quiet again, the conversation spent, but in a good way—like a bone set after a break, or the slow return of feeling to a numbed limb.

They talked for another hour, sometimes about nothing—bad TV, which cat in Dawn’s life was the dumbest, whether marshmallows counted as a food group—but the shape of the conversation was different now. Softer, closer, easier.

It was Dawn who said it first. “It’s weird, right? How people can change so much in a few weeks?” She tucked her knees up, the blanket pooled around her feet. “I don’t mean the transformations. I mean, you and me. If you told me two months ago I’d be here, drinking cocoa and talking about the worst night of my life with Mr. Cooper who used to visit The Harrington, I’d have said you were nuts.”

Andy smiled into his mug. “I’d have said the same. Maybe more.”

Dawn was quiet, then: “Have you changed a lot? I mean, since you got here.”

He thought about it. “More than I expected. Not as much as I probably should.”

Dawn giggled. “That’s honest.”

“I’m still learning,” he admitted. “How to need people. How to let them need me.” He glanced at her, searching her face for a sign he hadn’t overstepped. “You make it easier.”

She looked away, suddenly shy. “You do the same for me. I didn’t think I could ever just… exist. Not as a helper, not as an employee, just… as myself. You make that feel safe.”

He reached over, catching her hand. “You don’t have to earn your place,” he said, voice low. “You already have it.”

Her eyes sparkled, dark and deep and ****. “Even if I stopped making snacks? Or waking you up with weather updates?” She tried for a laugh, but it was watery.

“Even then.” He squeezed her fingers. “You’re more than what you do. You’re… you, Dawn. And I need you here. Not because you take care of me. Because you care. That’s different. There’s a beauty to you that’s not just physical. You have a warmth about you, Dawn, that makes even the darkest moments feel lighter, when you are around.”

The words sat between them, impossibly delicate, as if the air itself might shatter from the **** of saying it out loud.

Dawn’s mouth trembled. “No one’s ever said that to me before.”

“I mean it.”

She let out a shaky breath, blinking rapidly. “Sorry. I always get like this, after big talks. Leaky faucets run in my family.”

Andy grinned, wiping away a tear with the pad of his thumb. “You’re allowed. I think you’re kind of adorable.”

She smiled, then surprised him by leaning across the space and kissing him—gentle, just the briefest brush of lips, but full of every word she didn’t have the courage to say out loud. Her hand stayed on his cheek, fingers tracing the edge of his jaw, as if memorizing the shape of his face.

He kissed her back, letting the world slip away. The taste of chocolate, the faint marshmallow on her tongue, the softness of her lips—they all blurred into one continuous warmth.

This time, the kiss lingered. Grew deeper, hungrier. Dawn’s arms wound around his neck, her body pressing closer. The blanket fell away, and Andy pulled her into his lap, cradling her with both hands as if she were the most precious thing in the world.

She fit perfectly, as if she’d always belonged there.

They didn’t rush it. There was no need. Every touch was slow, exploratory, and real—the kind of touch that said, I see you. I know you. I want you here, exactly as you are.

Andy threaded his fingers through her hair, tugging loose the elastic and letting the black waves fall over her shoulders. Dawn shivered, not from the cold but from the intensity of being wanted, of being known. She ran her hands up his arms, marveling at the strength there, then the careful gentleness with which he held her, like he was afraid to break the spell.

He kissed her neck, the hollow behind her ear, and she made a sound he’d never heard before—a soft, breathy gasp, equal parts surprise and delight.

“You okay?” he murmured, lips brushing her skin.

She nodded, not trusting her voice. Her hands trembled as she unbuttoned his shirt, pushing it off his shoulders. Andy’s heart pounded, but he didn’t let it show. He just stroked her back, fingertips tracing the ridge of her spine, mapping the delicate slope of her cottontail through the thin fabric of her leggings.

When he tugged her sweater over her head, she blushed, but she didn’t shrink away. She sat there in her bra, chest rising and falling, and waited for him to look.

He did. She was gorgeous, and not in the effortless way of TV models or Instagram feeds, but in the way of someone who carried light inside her, who wore her kindness like a second skin. He ran his hands over her waist, the curve of her hips, the soft fur at the base of her tail, and felt her relax with every inch.

“You’re beautiful,” he said, not as a line but as a simple fact.

Dawn’s eyes went wide, and for a second she looked like she might cry again. Instead, she pulled him back to her, kissing him deeper, more urgent. Her thighs gripped his hips, the plush give of her cottontail pressing into his stomach, and for the first time Andy realized just how much she wanted this—not as reward or obligation, but as herself.

They undressed the rest of the way in pieces, a slow unraveling, like opening a present that you want to savor forever. Dawn’s hands were shy at first, but grew bold as Andy guided her, letting her set the pace. When she saw the effect she had on him—his need for her, so plainly revealed—she smiled, a slow and dawning confidence lighting her face.

He lifted her in his arms and carried her to the bed, kissing her all the way, never breaking contact. She curled into him, legs wrapped tight, every inch of her body awake and eager. He traced the outline of her bunny ears with his lips, nibbled at their tips, and she giggled, the sound turning to a moan as he moved lower, lavishing attention on her neck, her collarbone, the delicate skin along her shoulder.

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When he reached her breasts, he hesitated, looking to her for permission. She gave it with a nod, eyes shining, and arched into his mouth as he took her nipple between his lips, tongue teasing, teeth grazing. Her back bowed, tail twitching against the sheets, and she gasped, clutching his head with both hands.

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He worshipped every part of her, but he also listened—to every shiver, every shift in her breath, every time her body said more, more, please. Dawn’s voice grew higher as the pleasure built, the adorable moans giving way to a hungry, open need. She grabbed his hand, guiding it down, and he followed her lead, fingers sliding into the warmth between her legs.

She was soaked, aching for him, and when he touched her, her whole body lit up. She buried her face in his neck, whimpering with every stroke, every gentle press. Her hips rocked into his hand, and her thighs clamped tight around his wrist, the muscles trembling.

Andy took his time, wanting to give her everything she’d given him—a sense of safety, of belonging, of being more than just a vessel for someone else’s needs. When she came, it was with a full-body quake, her hands clawing at the sheets, her ears pressed flat to her scalp. She sobbed his name, not in pain but in joy, and Andy felt a wave of pride and tenderness so strong it almost undid him.

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He didn’t stop. He kissed her through the aftershocks, holding her until she stilled, then pulled her into his arms, cradling her head against his chest.

She caught her breath, then smiled up at him, hair wild and eyes bright. “I’ve never… It’s never been like that,” she whispered.

He stroked her cheek, gentle. “You deserve all of it. And more.”

She blushed, but the shyness was gone, replaced by something fiercer. She rolled him onto his back, straddling him, and for the first time took the lead. Her hands traced his chest, his shoulders, his sides. She leaned down, kissing the line of his jaw, then his lips, then the spot just below his ear that made him groan.

For all of Dawn’s bashful stammering and wide-eyed nerves, when it came to this moment—this crossing of the last, most private threshold—she surprised him by being the one to take charge. She shifted her weight above him, leaning forward with her hands braced on his chest, hair loose and wild as the storm she brought with her. Andy’s breath caught at the sight: her cheeks streaked with traces of dried tears, her lips still damp and parted, her body trembling but not with fear.

He wanted to say something, to mark this instant with words, but Dawn silenced him with a finger on his lips. “Shh,” she breathed, her voice softer than the blanket draped over them. “Just… let me.”

She reached between them with hands that shook only slightly, guiding him in with a tenderness that somehow made the moment even more intimate. The wet, hot press of her body around him was overwhelming—surreal, like a well-rehearsed fantasy finally made real. She closed her eyes and took him in slow, settling with a shudder, her thighs pressing tight against his hips.

For a moment, neither moved. She just held there, breathing deep, adjusting around him. Andy watched her face, tracing every flicker of emotion, every micro-expression. Relief. Triumph. And something close to awe.

The first time they’d been together, he’d been the one to steer, to set the pace. But now it was Dawn who rocked forward, hips rolling with a gentle, searching rhythm that took him entirely by surprise. There was nothing coy or tentative about it. She wanted him—wanted this—with a hunger she’d only hinted at in half-blushing admissions and sidelong glances.

As she moved, her cottontail brushed his abdomen, the soft tickle a strange counterpoint to the tight, slick heat gripping him below. She let herself feel everything and showed it, ears flattening with every crest of pleasure, sometimes making little noises she tried to muffle against his neck, sometimes letting the sound loose into the air like it was the most natural thing in the world. Andy wondered if she even realized how much she was giving away, how unguarded her face became in the throes of want. He wanted to remember every second of it.

Gradually, the initial awkwardness dissolved, replaced by a shared, wordless understanding. Andy found himself matching her rhythm, guiding her with hands on her waist, following every rise and fall. He kissed her whenever she leaned close, finding her mouth already open for him, tasting her with the same care she lavished on him. Dawn moved with increasing confidence, rolling her body downward to take him deeper, small gasps giving way to high, sweet moans that made his head spin.

He lost track of time. The world beyond the bed retreated, leaving only sweat, heat, and the persistent sound of their bodies colliding. The blanket twisted around them, half-forgotten, until Dawn shoved it aside and straddled him fully, sitting upright with her hands on his chest. Andy’s eyes roamed over the delicate arch of her sternum, the sway of her breasts, the tiny tuft of fur at the base of her belly that tickled and teased as she rode him.

She was, in that moment, the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. Not some untouchable fantasy, but a living, breathing person—messy, ****, alive.

He reached up and cupped her jaw, pulling her down for a kiss. Dawn melted into it, grinding her hips harder until he was sure he’d lose control. She wanted him to. He could see it in her eyes, the way she looked down at him—commanding, needy, filled with a desire that was both selfish and giving. It was the feeling he’d been missing for so long: the sense that he could lose himself in someone and trust that he’d be caught on the other side.

She rode him with abandon, sometimes fast and frantic, sometimes slow and torturous. Andy met her every move, trying to hold on, trying to make it last. They clung to each other, gasping and moaning, each chasing the other to the edge. When she came, it took her by surprise—a full-body convulsion that left her sobbing into his shoulder, nails biting his skin, and a deep, animal sound vibrating in her chest.

Andy held her through it, kissing her temple and murmuring every word of comfort he could find. Her tears wet his neck, but she didn’t seem to care. She just clung to him, riding out the aftershocks, hips still rolling in tiny, involuntary circles that kept him right on the edge.

He could have finished then, but he wanted more. He wanted to see her break open again, to watch her rebuild herself in his arms. He shifted, rolling her gently beneath him, their bodies never disconnecting. Dawn gasped, eyes wide, but she didn’t protest. She just wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him closer.

He took his time, savoring every inch. He kissed her cheeks, her jaw, her throat; he pressed his forehead to hers and stared into her eyes, letting her see everything he felt. Vulnerability. Gratitude. Want.

Dawn met his gaze, unblinking, her own eyes shining with trust. “I want this,” she whispered, breathless. “I want you. All of you.”

He gave it to her, every bit he had left. Their bodies moved in perfect sync, a dance of friction and heat and love so intense it almost frightened him. He could feel himself tipping over the edge, the pleasure building with every thrust, every gasp from her lips. He tried to warn her, but the words caught in his throat.

Dawn only smiled, the barest hint of mischief lighting her face, and said, “It’s okay. I want you to. I want all of it.”

The words undid him. He let go, surrendering to the storm. The orgasm wracked him, a blinding, shuddering release that left him gasping, clutching at her like a lifeline. She held him through it, kissing his hair, stroking his back, grounding him in the reality of her touch.

They stayed locked together for a long moment, both shaking, both smiling like idiots. When Andy finally caught his breath, he rolled onto his side, pulling Dawn with him so they were curled together beneath the covers. She laughed, soft and giddy, burying her face in his chest.

Neither spoke for a while. There was no need.

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For a long while, they just lay there, Dawn’s head on his shoulder, his arm curled around her. She traced lazy circles on his chest, humming softly. Andy felt the last of his old fears slipping away, replaced by a warm certainty.

Dawn looked up at him, eyes full of wonder. “I feel safe with you,” she said. “Like nothing bad can touch me here.”

He kissed her forehead. “I’ll keep you safe, Dawn. I promise.”

She smiled, then nestled closer, ears relaxed, breath slow and even.

Andy closed his eyes, listening to the wind and the distant roar of the ocean, feeling the steady heartbeat of the woman in his arms.

He thought of everything he’d lost—Laura, old friends, the years spent locked in guilt and grief—and realized that, maybe, he hadn’t lost everything after all. Some things, when you’re lucky, come back to you in new forms.

He fell asleep with that thought, and with Dawn wrapped around him, he believed it.

When morning broke, it was not a harsh interruption but a gentle call. The first pink light of dawn slipped between the cracks of the blackout curtains, and with it, a promise: of new days, new stories, and the hard, bright work of healing.