I do as she says

I put myself in order, doing my best to fix my makeup and return to my office. I try to spend a little time preparing for those of my classes Chloe hasn't kicked me out of yet but I am in no mental state to make any headway. The meeting keeps coming back to my mind until I give up and do as she suggested. The drive home is uneventful though I am distracted.

Still unsettled by the conversation, later in the evening I acknowledge something of a crisis of sexuality in myself. "It is just so easy to give in to her!" I protest out loud. In hopes of putting my thoughts to rest, I once away sit down for my ministrations by the computer. I make sure to watch the most hardcore thing I can find with plenty of men and I rub one out. "SEE? I AM NOT A LESBIAN! I LIKE THIS STUFF!" I blush, realizing that my neighbors could probably hear that. Well hopefully they couldn't make out the sentence. Yet despite my best efforts, I don't really feel satisfied and so I start moving my hand again. The second time feels even better. "I didn't know that." I am once again met with my lack of knowledge of my own body. Ultimately I climax several more times before I finally decide to go to sleep. Yet even after all that my sleep is anything but calm, my words echoing through my dreams. "I am a lesbian and you are my mistress."