A Decade; Renee’s New Therapist

Looking over her new client that was awkwardly shuffling in her seat Jessica held back the urge to sigh. As she honestly related to this girl and really wanted to help her after hearing about her situation, however she was ordered by her mistress to break the law and her morals as a therapist by sharing Renee’s information with her mistress's niece Tracy. One of the main conspirators of Renee’s traumatizing and humiliating abuse. Not unsimilar to what April, her mistress had put her through at Renee’s age the first day she transferred to Sunny Vale. Jessica never thought she’d find someone in a worse situation, as even though April’s torment didn’t stop, even to now, it was much more subtle than being tied up naked to the back of a bus or being paraded around a lesbian biker bar.

Meanwhile Renee went through such a situation quite frequently and it was honestly harrowing to hear, if not a little… hot. Reminding herself to stay focused on her client Jessica forced herself to keep from imagining her mistress doing the same things Tracy was doing to Renee. Afterall she had about a decade of conditioning to come to terms with how her mistress liked to play with her. While Renee was still new to the mortifying feeling of being exposed and played with by another. And from what Jessica could tell the motivations to why Tracy was humiliating Renee and why April did so to her were much different.

Both got a sadistic kick from it sure, but April was fueled by a deep burning lust for her. Something Jessica came to… appreciate, over time. While Tracy seemed more fueled by envy and inadequacy, and loved to reduce the seemingly perfect redhead down. Whether it be her intelligence, athleticism, or looks Tracy wanted to diminish it. So no matter how smart Renee was she was made to look like a fool, no matter how athletic she was she’d be rendered powerless, and her flawless looks and body would be a source of shame and humiliation instead of pride and confidence.

What a fucked situation.

On one hand she wanted to help this girl she very much empathized with based on personal experience and on the other she was compelled to help make it worse by the one person she couldn’t say no to. Already so conflicted one thing was certain from Jessica’s point of view. After eight years of schooling and barely two years of experience, her work as therapist was cut out for her with this client.