Say that you can take more pills

You take a deep breath, and say "I think I can take more pills, and… I’ll try my best, as long as you’re there to help me"
The nurse smiles and pats your head "Of course, we’ll take this step by step, and I’ll be here every moment to guide you. You’re not alone in this."

And she's true to her word, he guides you and day after day, you feel better. At first, you keep in mind what you can learn from this place and try to escape, but after a few pills you stop thinking about that, and the mysterious voice in your head is muted forever.

One week later, the gentle nurse offers you to switch to a different medication, she explains that you have two options.
The black pills will affect your breasts and you can gain some weight but they will let you keep your erections for at least a minute.
The pink heart pills are stronger, you can experience some changes in your libido, and will not affect your breasts a lot, also they will help you to lose weight and to become more feminine but unfortunately, your penis will shrink and you will not be able to have an erection.