[Day 3] Morning: Kira' POV

Kira wakes up slowly, rubbing her eyes. It might have been the first time in a long while since she had slept so soundly. Sitting up, she quickly realizes she isn't in her room. Looking beside her, she sees Roy lying there naked, still asleep.

Oh fuck. Now the memories of last night came rushing back to her. Shit. Kira slips out of bed immediately, her heart pounding as she gathers her clothes, trying to leave before Roy woke up. Shit, shit, shit. Did last night actually happen? What the fuck.

She turns the knob on the door and begins to leave, but takes one last look back at Roy. His peaceful expression contrasted sharply with her chaotic thoughts. She closes the door quietly as to not wake him up. She rushes down the hallway, heading to her quarters.

It was 5:30 A.M. Hopefully, she doesn't run into anyone on the way back.

Turning the corner, she bumps into Aneni. Damn. Just her luck.

"Hey Kira, did you have fun last night?" Aneni greets her playfully with a chuckle, her eyes twinkling with mischief.

Kira blushes deeply. "Nothing happened, Neni," she fibs, feeling a wave of shame wash over her.
"What are you up to this early?" she asks Aneni, trying to change the subject.

"Just woke up and heading to the showers," Aneni answers back.

Before Kira can speak up, Aneni adds in a gentle but teasing tone, "It's okay, Kira. Everyone has those urges. No one's going to judge you for what you did with Roy."

Kira, her face flushed red, averts her eyes. "I have things to do, Neni. I'll talk to you later," she mutters quickly as she hurries to her room.

Once inside, Kira plops down onto her bed, burying her face in her pillow and letting out a muffled scream.

She felt crazy, depraved. How could she let that happen last night?

She remembered getting the text from him a couple of hours before dinner, her heart racing as she read his message.

She had been baffled that he had sent it and had no idea how to respond.

Surely he wasn't implying what she thought he was implying. How did he even know that she was interested in.....that? Just from the title of the book she had been reading?

He had been a madman for taking her like that, especially after she mentioned how she didn't trust him yet. Only a fool would take that risk.

But he did. Like he had read her goddamn mind.

Her feelings were so conflicted. She was ashamed that she gave in to her primal desires so easily, but at the same time, the experience was incredible. It was better than she had ever imagined.

Kira lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling. Would it happen again? Was she actually looking forward to it? She couldn't deny the twisted thrill that pulsed through her at the thought. She was depraved. A perverted, shameless woman.