Check in with Rose

There was awkward tension amongst everyone back at school that week. I was already not talking with Annie, Rose was still pissed off with me and the other three girls were left in the middle, sitting on the fence. Not wanting a pick a side, Katie and Milly just put their heads down and focused on exam week while Tayla was constantly busy, probably sneaking off school grounds with Declan to give him sexual favours.

I guess with everything going on, I barely had a chance to focus myself on these upcoming exams.

Sitting in each one, my mind couldn't concentrate.

What if this was it?

It was a good run, I'd never seen anyone else infiltrate this group of girls before. I've managed to not just hang out with them for months, I've slept with one, gone down on another and had one jerk me off.

But maybe that's as far as things will go.

My walk home that afternoon was a little depressing. All by myself, I was not in a great mental state. The whole situation from the weekend was bugging me, constantly thinking about it.

Walking past Rose's house, I stopped.

Part of me wanted to ignore it all but I just had to speak to her otherwise I would never be able to relax my mind. So I hiked up her driveway and knocked on the door, not willing to take no as an answer.

It wasn't long until the door swung inwards.

It wasn't Rose that opened the door though, it was an older man in a singlet top, a noticeable spider web tattoo printed on his upper chest. His hair was ruffled, he looked as if hadn't shaved in weeks and his eyes were dark.

I figured this must have been her father, who else could this have been.

"What do you want," he said abruptly with no friendliness whatsoever in the tone of his voice.

"Oh um I'm just... I'm just..."

"Fucking spit it out or get off my fucking property!"

What **** me to stutter was the fact that I had finally noticed the gun that was sitting in the inside of his blue jeans. I wasn't familiar with guns whatsoever, that wasn't the kind of thing my family ever tolerated.

"I was just... looking for Rose," I said very quietly, almost a whisper.

Right before he could tell me presumably to fuck off, I saw Rose coming from behind him. She brushed past the man to see me at the door, a surprised look on his face.

"Do you know this kid?" he said to her, again in an unpleasant tone.

She look frustrated with him, "Yes... he's from my school, we just have to exchange notes... just... get out of the way," Rose grabbed my hand and pulled me through the door and past the man with the gun.

The brunette didn't say another word or even look behind at me until we were upstairs and in her room. It was the second time that I had been up here, the first being a glorious experience for me.

Rose made sure to lock the door behind us after we entered. I was in the middle of staring her floor that once again was covered in used and unused clothing items.

"What are you doing here?" she said in a hushed tone.

The brunette wasn't in a great mood. I sighed as I tried to work up some courage to speak to her, "Look, I just want to talk... I'm sorry about dropping in like this, i didn't know you dad would...

"That man is not my dad!" she said sternly but quietly.

"Oh, um, sorry, I didn't know..."

"He's my mom's boyfriend," she said, grabbing me again my the arm and dragging me down to the bed to sit down, "Mom's not in her right mind right now... she stopped dating people like this years ago but... ah you know what, it doesn't matter, it's not important. What are you really doing here though?"

"I want to apologise," I quickly said, wanting to get it off my chest, "It's not an excuse but I was so drunk on Saturday Night, I didn't know what I was really doing, I shouldn't have done anything with Bella."

Just hearing that name, Rose cringed, her head slightly shaking.

"The last thing I want to do is jeopardise anything between me and you girls, especially you."

Rose stopped me there, "Look, the others don't care about her that much... they aren't the ones who actually have genuine issues with Bella. It's just they have to pretend to care because of me."

I listened in to her while trying to stop my foot from constantly moving. The whole time I was just nervous that she would tell me that she's not interested in being friends any longer.

Instead she had a couple of curveballs to throw my way.

"I wouldn't even say I'm that mad if I'm honest," she told me, pausing to look me in the eye, "But I can't tell you that I'm not jealous... Declan told me you went to her, not the other way round."

I could barely even remember that part of the night in terms of the little details.

"You've never come my way like that before, trying to get into my pants, why?"

"Did you want me to?" I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders, "I thought you would have done so by now that. It hasn't just been Bella, I overheard Katie and Milly the other day talking about what they both did, anyone can tell how interested you are in Annie, next thing you'll be telling me is that you've been busy with Tayla too."

There was a pause from my lips as I went to speak, thinking about my first ever handjob.

Rose's face dropped, "Are you serious... her too?"

"It was just a little bit of hand, I promise! That night after the lap dance contest you girls did, I didn't do anything, she came on to me."

Rose looked a little bemused, not in a positive way.

"Whatever, it's fine, it doesn't matter."

I don't think Rose had ever not been the first option of someone. I certainly wanted to do things with her but... she had always intimidated me as a sexual goddess. That made it hard for me to approach her about anything. I also didn't want to embarrass myself in front of Rose.

"So yeah Leo, maybe I'm jealous, maybe I wanted to be the first one to do this sort of stuff with you. Maybe... maybe I actually just want to fuck you myself."

Hearing those words made the hairs on my body stand up.

"You mean that? Why don't you then?" I suggested, in a hopeful matter.

She shook her head and half chuckled to herself. Rose kept her eye contact with me, "It doesn't work like that Leo, you don't just get sucked off by my least favourite person on the weekend and then turn around and expect me to let you fuck me just because you asked."

Why the hell did I have to do that on Saturday, I could be balls deep in the girl that I really wanted to be in. Instead my drunk self had to go chasing Bella.

For god sake, I could barely even remember the fucking sex, my drunk memory recall sucks.

"And that sucks because right now, I wish I could jump your fucking bones."

I didn't know if it was because she wanted to prove to me that she was better than both her rival and her friends when it came to sexual acts or if she just genuinely wanted to do me. But either way, I wanted her bad.

Seeing her worked up, I wanted to touch her, touch her legs that were exposed to me, with just a short skirt on.

"You know I'd do anything to have that... to have you..."

Rose shook her head at my words, still not buying everything I was saying, "It doesn't matter, you couldn't handle me anyway."

Maybe the correct answer would have been to agree with her. But I kept getting that vibe that she wanted me to be more forthcoming with her.

"I can."

Staring at me, she shook her head again, "Bella? Tayla? Katie and Milly? That's amateur hour kid," she scoffed.

This all felt like de ja vue. It's exactly how Milly acted when she exposed her own breasts in front of me at Katie's house. But this was on a new level.

"Oh really? Sounds pretty easy to me."

The cockiness last time led to me being on my knees in the shower, my head placed in between Milly's wet butt cheeks. Maybe the same could be said here with Rose.

She continued to look me dead in the eye, "I could have you begging on your knees just to be inside me for a second... That wouldn't take me long at all..."

Our eyes locked on one another, the only thing that could distract us was the voices from downstairs. We heard Rose's mom's boyfriend yelling. It didn't sound like specific words, just a vibration of loud rambling noises.

Rose got off the bed, "You need to go. Come on, you better leave right now."

She **** me out, leading me to the front door, basically shoving me out before either one of us had a confrontation with the yelling man in the house.