The size princess

I knew it was wrong to stare at nudes of your sister’s girlfriend. Wronger still to save them on your phone and wrongest yet to be excited about fingering her later.

No, it wasn't that I didn't know it was wrong, I just didn't feel it. What I felt, instead of guilt or regret, was jealousy.

Jealous that she had been sent the same picture. That it wasn't something special, mine alone.

Objectively that was a stupid way to be feeling, but here I was. Ticked off that the girl I liked was sending nudes to her partner.

"We're back bitches!" The woman hobbling through the door yelled. Wide boyish smile radiating an innocence lacking from anyone else here. "Oh, and bastard."

"Finn this is Liv, Liv this is Finn." Sam said in a single breath.

"Hey Finn." She gave me a quick wave, arm resting on her crutches. "I thought you said he was your younger brother?"

"He's cuter than she said as well." Tandi giggled. Bracing Liv as she hopped inside.

Liv seemed to be a complete contrast to Tandi. Built bigger and more solid, where Tandi felt like she might be knocked down by a light breeze. Lacking grace and fluidity to her movements, though that seemed mostly due to the cast on her leg. The look in her eyes seemed more down to earth and present even, compared to a constant unfocused glare that made you unsure if she knew what was happening around her.

Tandi seemed delighted by and comfortable with her body. Wearing only what looked like a knitted sports bra and track pants shorts that looked oversized for her. She showed off a lot of her skin, and the extensive and colourful tattoos that covered her, all with absolute confidence. Liv wore all black. A long sleeved dress that hid most of her body, ending at her knees. Any tattoos she did have were hidden, something for herself and not for others.

"Not as cute as his sister." Candi came out of the bathroom. Fistbumping Liv as she walked by and mounting my sister. Straddling her body with her thighs as she began to passionately make out with her.

"Oh my God, get a room you two." Liv laughed with a genuine joy. "I'm Olive, but call me Liv honey."

She held out her fist for me to bump. Exploding it afterwards with a sound effect that was quite enough it had to be for her own enjoyment.

"I'm Finn...you can call me, uhh...Finn." I split my attention between Olive and my sister. That jealous feeling inside me building more and more as I watched Candi hold her down to the couch and smother her with kisses.

"Alright let's pick something to do so Finn doesn't have to watch you suck his sister dry." Olive said. Her loud voice enough to get through to the happy couple...

"Maybe he's enjoying the show..." Candi grinned. Licking her lips like she was savouring the taste of my sister.

"Don't be gross." Sam shuffled I'm her seat next to Candi. Draping her arm around her.

"You guys are so touchy, I'm just teasing."

"Tease them after we pick something." Olive sat herself down on the other end of the couch, placing her foot on a pillow Tandi provided. "I hate when we spend half the night just picking what to do."

"Why do we have to do something?" Tandi asked. Sitting cross-legged on the floor. "Can't we just enjoy the vibes?"

"Strip poker." Candi suggested.

"No."

"Come on Liv."

"No. Next idea."

"Truth or dare?"

"Never again." Olive looked up at me. Wide eyes screaming 'help me'. "Any ideas Finn?"

She pat the empty space on the couch next to her. Inviting me to come sit down with the group. It felt strangely validating to be included like this. Not something I'd experienced IRL for a long time.

"I've never actually played, just regular poker before."

"Lame." Candi teased me. Staring me down with her hands wrapped around my sister.

"It's perfect. We're decided." Olive smiled down at me. Sitting next to her I realised she was bigger than me. "Grab your cards Tands and we'll show the newbie how to play."

The night flowed as easily as the drinks did. Candi complained about the game not being as fun without any stakes, but she still got competitive once we started. I nursed my one drink while the girls went through theirs like crazy, but nobody gave me any shit for it. The buzz helping keep things loose and fun as Olive explained the rules to me.

Sam even seemed to not mind my presence the more she drank. For the first time I could remember, we were actually getting along.

It might have been a perfect night, if Candi could have kept her hands to herself. Whenever she didn't have her mouth around my sister, she was whispering things in her ear or sneaking her hand up her shirt. Worse yet was that she kept watching me watch them. Catching every glance I sunk at them when I should have been focused on the game. Her unreadable expression keeping tabs on me.

"I think I'll call it there." Olive pulled herself up onto her crutches.

"Giving up already?" Tandi grinned, flicking a card around her fingers. Despite the outward aloofness she had won most hands we played.

"I'd love to win my imaginary chips back from you Tands, but I can sense others want the night to move along." She nodded her head over towards the interlocked pair.

For the past two hands they'd kept their hands over each other. Candi kissing her way down my sister's neck, hands grabbing onto every bit of flesh they could.

It was infuriating.

"Let me see you out." Tandi got up to help Olive, but she waved her off.

"Thank you, but I really am fine." She gave the girl a hug, and then waved me off. "Was great hanging out with you, Finn."

"Yeah, thanks for teaching me how to play."

"Twas my pleasure." She bowed low, playfully flourishing her hand. "And if they don't get off each other soon, just start poking them with a stick."

Tongue deep into Sam's mouth, Candi flung her arm back to flip Olive off as the woman laughed out the door.

"Well, it's starting to get late." I said to the girls. No reaction. "Maybe we should get home so you guys can continue with some privacy."

They didn't stop. If anything they just got bolder with Olive gone. Candi pushing Sam onto her back and slipping her hand down her skirt. No care at all that we were still in the room.

"I don't think they'll be done for a while." Tandi crawled up to the couch. Slipping out of her shorts and climbing onto me.

"Why don't you give me what I'm owed?”