Man number 5

However, the directors decide to cut before the next guy enters. I am completely overwhelmed by what has happened and I need to rest. I ask one of the guys in the crew for a seat and a glass of water. I need to gather my thoughts:

On the one hand:

• I just had sex on TV with a former crush.

• I still felt something when I saw him.

• My brother has lied to me since I was 14 y.o.

On the other hand:

• I already won 20,000$

• I met 3 very nice guys (sam, Johan and Ben) that I would love to know better.

• I saw my brother receiving a (very deserved) hit in the nuts.

On the whole it’s being much more intense than I predicted. I guess my father will be disgusted when (if) he sees the show but, to be honest, who cares?. I am an intelligent, independent woman who decides when and with who she should have sex. I look at Robbie, he seems to be immersed in his thoughts as well. He looks back at me. I expected him to be angry with me for what just happened, but he looks just sad, maybe even apologetic.

The director speaks again and tells everybody to get ready to resume the show. I am better now so I can continue the show. I go to my place and Paul asks Anita to bring the next guy.

At least there are no surprises here. The next guy is an older guy, probably in his late 40s or early 50s. He has a nice hairy body and wears glasses. If you look at his face, he looks like that guy in your office that you never remember he exists, if you know what I mean.

“Hi, I am John, I am 52 y.o and I am an accountant” – he introduces himself, shyly. He has his arms crossed over his body, so I think he is very nervous.

Paul asks for my opinion. I say that he looks very good for his age and that I really like his body. That seems to help him relax a little. Then, Paul asks me to do my guess.

I am quite sure about this as well, everything points in the same direction.

Paul, my guess is that….