Boys are for Sex, Girls are for Love (Female)

“And, uhm, about the boy thing. The reason that I’d prefer if it was a guy is that honestly…that feels better to me. You know that my interest is guys is mostly a, uhm, sex thing. At least I think it is…so if it was with a boy then I wouldn’t be anxious that I was betraying you or something.

You frowned slightly. Framed that way, it did feel almost as if it were less of an infringement on you. If Kaori truly had a “boys are for fucking, girls are for loving” mentality, then it would almost feel more inconsequential.

Still, Kaori was like an angel to you. Even if she might see that as a less onerous option, you had a different perception. And when you thought about it, the feeling was as if some gross men wanted to defile your perfect wife with their disgusting cocks. It was a thought that put a shiver down your spine.

Still, you eventually reluctantly agreed that if she were to pick a man, then it would be better. That way you were still the only woman for her. Or at least you claimed to Kaori that you did. Kaori continued on, meekly trying to persuade you to accept the terms.

“It’s just…if I had this one last chance to explore all those thoughts that just been, ugh, stuck in my head. Maybe if I do this, it will help me accept it. It’s hard knowing that you don’t like all of the weird stuff that I do.

You insisted that she wasn’t weird. You even offered to try being dominant with her again. That way she might not even need to go out looking for a man to sleep with. But, she silenced your proposal with a little kiss and a soft giggle. You both knew that, as an offer, there was little **** behind it. The problem in the past had not been a lack of effort. It was that you couldn’t help seeing her as your sweet angel. And as long as you did, there was no way you could ever give her the degradation that she masochistically craved.