Inner Struggles-1

You slowly opened your eyes before you realized what happened and they shot up. ‘I fell asleep!’ you thought as you blink and saw the area around you was dim. ‘I didn’t realize I did! Was I really that tired?!’ You thought as you were about to get the Nidos and Rachael before you realized you’re not in the cave. In fact, you don’t know where you are!

You see that there’s a black void that’s surrounding you. ‘Oh no…! Not again!’ You shiver as you remember this feeling from when the Hydregion attacked you. You generate electricity within your body, getting ready to fight if it comes to that. ‘Be strong Rai… You’re a Voltaire… You’re a Voltaire…’ you think this to yourself as you look around the area, trying not to be snuck on.

Suddenly you saw a shadowy figure within the void. You instinctively shot a bolt of thunder at its feet. “I see you. You thought you could get the jump on me?!” You called out, noting that the figure wasn’t as large as the Hydreigon. ‘Guess he sent another one of his goons…!’ you thought to yourself as you opened your mouth. “Well, you’ll soon find out that I’m not just some mouse your leader can pick on…!”

“I can see that…” The voice spoke out. “You’ve gotten a bit stronger since your last battle with him. Although…” he pauses for a moment before adding, “You look lost… unsure.”

“You don’t know me!” You cried out annoyed at the other talking like he knows him. “How about you just come out and show yourself?!”

“Oh? Ah, you’re right. You can’t see me… how very rude of me.” The voice spoke out as you feel uncomfortable with the way they sound. It was definitely male sounding, but something about it sounded… familiar. You see that the figure started to walk towards your location, its body starting to take form from the void. As the figure approaches, its form starts to look more distinctive to you. Just as the figure was about to fully reveal itself, your eyes widened in shock as you stepped back. “Wha-Who are you supposed to be?!”

“You’re surprised? I don’t blame you.” The figure said, its body being an exact copy of yourself. “I mean, how often do you meet someone who looks exactly like you?” he finished with a smirk on his face.

You stare at the other Raichu that states that it's a part of you. You are completely stunned at what you’re seeing when the second Raichu decides to talk more.

“To answer your question, I’m a part of you. The part that controls your body’s wants and desires, how you want to satisfy your impulses and drives.”

You stare at him as you recall you learned about what he said at school. Three distinct, interacting parts of one’s psyche. He can see in your-his eyes that he has a manic look in his eyes with a wide grin on his face.

“And as you can guess, he only needed me to have some free reins to you.”

“So he just released you? For what reason, if you are me?” You asked him.

“Well, I want to convince you to indulge yourself in what's going on. You already had the thought of it.”

“What?” You asked, confused at what he meant by that.

“Oh come now, don’t tell me you forgot.” He stated, sporting a cheeky grin. “Then again, that naive mind of yours is rather cute~.”

Your body shuddered as he said that in a way that made you uncomfortable for some reason, though you can’t help but be confused at what he meant about indulging in whatever he means.

“Well I guess I better remind you. Remember that incident… with the Semipour?”

When he spoke of that, your mind felt like it was struck by lightning. After all you went through, you completely forgot about the first infected you’ve encountered, you started to dread where he was going with this. You were about to intervene before a paw was placed on your mouth.

“Now, now, don’t interrupt someone when they’re speaking. Our mother taught us better.” He said to you in a condescending tone. You grumbled as you tried to open your mouth in protest, but the ‘other you’ prevented that.

“After your unexpected confrontation with that Semipour, you were wondering what happened to him, one in particular thought was how he… ‘tasted~.’” He stated, licking his lips as he finished.

You managed to get his paw off of your mouth as you shoved it away. “You expected me to just… swallow him down?! That’s insane! Doing that would be wrong!”

“Yes, just voring someone for their taste is wrong… But did you didn’t do it because it was wrong?... or because you had someone precious to you nearby?” He asked, still keeping his smirk. “She would definitely be horrified at that if you did that.

You gritted your teeth as you shake your head from that memory. “That… That was just a passing thought…” You take a moment to compose yourself before you add, “It meant nothing! And what good does that do to reflect on that, it’s over and done with.”

The other Raichu doesn’t change his expression. “Come now, you should do to them what they would do to you.” He spoke, his mouth starting to drool a little. “You know they would be more filling than what you usually eat~..”

You back away a bit from how he’s speaking. “You serious? Are you out of your mind?! You expect me to just start eating anyone I come across-”

“Anyone?” He asked before chuckling. “Oh, no no no… I would never suggest you do something like that. That would crush our dear little sister.” He explained with a smile that actually looks genuine. “But if we can take care of those predators and infected that are too dangerous to leave? It would make things a little bit better. Plus, I bet some Pokémon would taste really good too~.”

You gritted your teeth from his last comment. You do admit he does make a point about stopping dangerous infected and terrorist, but it’s clear that it’s more for enjoyment instead of stopping tragedies. “You can forget it!” You cried out, electricity surging through your left arm. “I’ll not indulge in your sick desires!” You try to swing your arm at his face, but he quickly blocked it with his own paw.

Electricity surges from your paw, but he isn’t bothered by that at all. “Hehehe, aren’t we a little feisty aren’t ya?” The other Raichu stated, electricity starting to surge as well, though his is red instead of yellow. That caught you off guard before you noticed that his free arm is surging with electricity. He quickly swings it in your direction, but you caught it with your remaining paw. Clash of red and yellow surrounded each of your palms while you can’t help but wonder-

“This is a dream world~. I thought it would be boring if we’re sharing the same colored electricity.” he stated not being concerned that you swung an attack first. You try to overpower him, but he matches your strength before you quickly swung your forehead forward, colliding with his own. That makes him wince in pain, reeling back in response. Though he does whip his tail right at you suddenly. It was so fast that you couldn’t do anything but raise your arms up and take the hit instead. You grunt from the impact as you quickly get your bearings.

“Very well, I can play with you this way first.” He stated before he started gathering electricity within him before a red surge of electricity shot towards you. Thankfully, you were able to gather enough within yourself before launching a surge yourself. The attacks clash, your yellow stream pushing against your supposed id form’s red. No matter how much you leash out, the bolts don’t make any big changes.

Suddenly the yellow stream fizzled out and the red pushed forward towards him. The other Raichu chuckles from this. “What? Is that it? I expected more from you.” He stated, cutting it off. He looks to see that you weren’t there. He looked confused before the next moment, he was stuck to the side hard. He slid on the ground for a second before stopping. He looked up and saw you from the direction where the impact connected. “I see. Agility to vanish from the front, and slammed into me when I was distracted. Dad taught us well.” He spoke before vanishing as well.

When you saw this, you looked around, trying to make sure he can’t struck you anywhere. Just then, you sawn him appear in front of you before feeling his paws slam down onto your head, making your face collide to the ground. You groaned from the impact as you got up and notice him trying to stomp on you. You dodge it with your agility and you use your thundershock towards him. He winces from the sudden attack, but stands strong before you saw him discharge his electricity towards you, making you wince from the painful attack.

Your body felt sore from the battle, but you won’t falter as you started to concentrate your electricity into a ball then you launched it towards him. “Heh, Electro ball? Really?” The other Raichu stated, using his iron tail to slash it in half, causing it to burst in light electricity before he noticed you charging towards him, your left arm surging with electricity. It was so sudden, he couldn’t react fast enough and your paw struck him square in the face, knocking him back and on his back.

You panted from the afterglow of your connected attack. You looked at the down Raichu who was not moving and smiled. You may not be strong enough to take on that Hydregion, but you can definitely take on this Raichu imposter. Just then, you heard the giggle coming from the other Raichu. “Oh Rai. Have you forgotten already?” the other Raichu spoke as he started to get up, his body starting to surge with electricity.

You braced yourself for whatever he may do before you realized something. You never told him his name before at any point! “I already told you. I’m you!” He stated before his body glowed in a bright red light. The sudden brightness forces you to recoil and cover your face to shield your eyes. Seeing this, the other Raichu charges towards you and tackles you hard without you being able to defend yourself. You felt your air leaving from your lungs as you fell down onto the ground. “I’m your id. While I may drive your desires and fantasies, I also have access to your memories.”

You were busy catching your breath as you noticed the other Raichu sat down on top of you. You gritted your teeth as you were about to swing an electric punch to him before you suddenly felt your arm freeze in your place. You grunt in confusion as you look and see that your arm is surrounded in the same red lightning of his. “Wh-what the hell?!”

“Shocking isn’t it? Because this is our dream, I can magnetize my electricity around your arms in order to lock them to the ground.” He states, wrapping electricity at your other remaining arm, locking you to the ground before you realize what is going on. You grunt as you start to struggle in order to break free, but despite only feeling a light, but harmless voltage, your arms don’t budge, and the other Raichu’s weight renders you unable to kick him off of you.

“So that means.. You’re all mine, little chu~..” He said, grinning down at you with a mischievous snicker as he leaned down over you before you felt him lick your neck. You shudder from that as he gives you another, and then another. You were really confused at this as he continues to lick deeply at the same spot. You shiver in horror as you thought he was gonna eat you, but then you remember stating that he’s your id, so anything that happens to you would affect him.

“Finally doing your homework little chu. Yes, I wouldn’t do anything that could possibly endanger our life.” He stated, pausing his licking. You instinctively let out a sigh in relief of that, but then you pondered what he was gonna do then.

“That being said, I am allowed and am able to do something… very naughty to us~...” As he finished, you felt something rubbed against you. You let out a moan in response to the rub, feeling his breath as he moaned the same. You started to shake as you caught of glimpse of his face, staring at you with a grin of acknowledgement as he rose up a bit in order for you to get a view of his cock, full mass and aroused, right on top of your own in the same state.

Your cheeks quickly grew red from this discovery as you try to struggle harder. The id Raichu chuckled as he use his tail to wrap your legs in the electro-cuffs like your arms before he got up, leaving you helpless. “Why are you so embarrassed? I’m you after all, this is practically self-masturbation.” He stated as he lifted you up, the cuffs at your arms moving to your side.

“T-This isn’t the same!” You got out as you felt him moving behind you, making your arms move behind you as well, connecting your wrist together locking them in place. You can do nothing but squirm as he wrapped his arms around you, placing his paws near your own cock while his grind against your lower back.

“Our little scuffle cost us a lot of time, so I’ll just settle with a quickie for now.” He stated, grasping your cock in his paws as he starts to rub you off, making you squeak in response as your squirms did nothing but rub your back against his own cock, getting a moan out of your id psyche. The rubbing makes your cock leak out pre as you moan out in pleasure in response.

You feel him humming softly in your ear as he moved towards your neck and you then felt teeth lightly nipping it, making you gasp in response. “My, you make such cute sounds when someone tease you~.” He coos softly.

You gritted your teeth as you gathered electricity within your body, but found yourself unable to unleash your voltage.

“Oh now, you’re not using electricity as long as my cuffs are on you. You’re going to cum to my paw and you’re going to like it.”

You whimpered in your powerless state as you can do nothing but take this humiliation as your breath starts to speed up from the buildup of your orgasm. “Nghh… ahh~…”

“I can feel our cocks starting to throb more. Do you want to cum?” He asked in a mocking concerned tone. “If you beg for the release, I’ll give it to you.”

Your face gets brighter from the suggestion as bit your lips, wanting to keep your mouth shut.

“Getting cold feet? Don’t you want your release?” He asked, slowing down making the situation feel painful in your loins. You grumbled from the intentional edging, your precum drooling onto the floor and feeling his on his back. Despite this, you don’t beg him. Just as you feel like you’re about to blow, he takes his paw off of your shaft.

“Well I suppose I won’t give you one.” He stated, relaxing himself for a moment. You were about to whine in disappointment, but kept it to yourself. You were about to consider this a victory before he resumes rubbing you off once more a little while later. “I can still just tease you by bringing you close and stopping.”

Your eyes was leaking tears as he constantly edge you so close only to stop. Your cock was starting to hurt from this. “S-Stop that!”

“Stop what? Stop teasing you like this?” He asked giving you a cheeky grin.

“T-this hurts! Let me cum!” You cried out, squirming in need.

“You want me to make you cum?” He asked looking away. “I don’t know, do you really want it?”

“Yes, this is too much! Please give me release!” You pleaded with your voice being high from the denial.

He gives a toothy smirk on his face. “Aww, poor little chu~…” he said mockingly as he grips your cock hard, making you whine loudly. “Get ready to blast off~!”

With his firm grip and strong pumping, you moan out loud as you see your seed spilling out into the air and onto the ground. You felt something splattering down your back and you shuddered and groaned as you can tell he sprayed your back in response.

After finally feeling the pain fading from your cock, your body relaxes in the other Raichu’s arms, who rubbed your head gently. “There, felt so good huh?”

Your were dazed from your afterglow as you felt your eyes getting heavy. “You haven’t seen the last of me now~…” he continues to speak, but you don’t catch that as your eyes close and your mind relaxes.