For the love of god, don't answer that

You decided it's better not to answer Ashley that. Until this moment you didn't even know Ashley was into you. It was a real shocker, as until recently she didn't even liked you. You guess that after she saw how much you care about Alexa, it makes her rethinking about you, and for some reason, like you. But your heart belongs to Alexa. You couldn't think about other girls. Of course, if you could fuck Ashley and don't go anywhere serious with her... You wouldn't oppose the idea. But you can't think there is a girl that is more unlikely will go for a one night stand than Ashley. The text messege from Alexa surprised you. It's true that the kiss you both shared was a moment that changed your relationship... But you didn't think she will send you a nude picture so fast, even if he hides herself on the picture.

"I'm waiting. Why HER and not me?" Ashley asked, and you didn't want to break Ashley heart, you liked her afterall. "Ashley, i can't answer that, please don't push me. I like you, I really do... But Alexa..."

Ashley sighed and wiped the tears that start gathering from her eyes. "OK, i'm sorry... I didn't wanted to make you feel uncomfotable... It's just that you really great guy and i didn't realize it until now.. You were always hanging with the perverts guys and people told me bad things about you, and my world suddenly changed because i always grew on religous values and now... I don't know, i can't say you are not a great guy even if you watch this stuff... With Alexa... And Alexa is so sweet and it's makes me so confused because how such a nice girl doing such lewd things in front of a camera?"

You feel really bad for Ashley. It was obvious her world had shaken so hard after she finally saw the world outside the church. She is struggling to understand life, now that she saw life are not black and white. You wanted to comfort her, but you didn't know how.

"Listen Ashley. Alexa really get hurt because of how you acted yesterday. She likes you and thought you are friends. Apparently being a pornstar makes her struggling making friends. Some of the girls on campus are not mind at all, but knowing that you are not friend of her anymore makes her feel really sad, she told me." You said and remembered how you kissed her after she cried so hard that Ashley left her.

"I love Alexa ! I'm still her friend... But this is too much for me right now." Ashley said, and you wanted to scream from frustration, can't she just let Alexa feel she don't care about what is she doing for life?

"You have to stop give a fuck about morals Ashley! So what if she is doing porn? Its not like she is a murderer or a ****! For god sake, grow up! People are doing stuff that you might not like it, but you still thier friend for good and worst! Look at me! I watch porn 3 times a day, i have nude posters all over my walls, and you still wanna hang out with me, because you like me. So if that not make you a hypocrite, i don't know what is!"

Ashley looked shaken, she obviously didn't know about your room, or how many times you watch porn everyday. "You... you are right, i was a bad friend, but i wanna make up for it." She said, and you smiled to her.

"So show it, do it for Alexa!" You said.