At the porn studio (Alexa POV)

Alexa took the cab from the campus to the nearest airport. She didn't mind the flight, as it was really short travel to the city where Phallus studios were. It was one of her favourite porn studios on her career. Nice crew, friendly colleagues , and the best perk, her best friend Elsa was also a regular model on it, which means she would get to meet her finally, after months that she didn't see her. Elsa was really supportive when Alexa told her she wanted to start study psychology, so when she would decide that porn was enough, she will leave the industry. It's not like she could find her love of her life on the studio, right?

Alexa love's life was really dulled. Besides her teenage years, when she had 3 boyfriends for short periods, she didn't had a real boyfriend for years. It was really saddened her that most of her sex was on those years only from the set, as she had one rule that never go to a one night stand. She couldn't risk get a STD or being pregnant with random dude. It will be game over for her career, so when she met a guy who was cute enough, if he wasn't serious about her, the only time he could see her naked will be on the screen. And she also wanted a real relationship, not to be a trophy of some guy, which make her being single for most of the time. Until last year, That was when she and Rex started to date. Rex was also a pornstar, and she thought at first he was the one. He was definitely understood her work, which was a big bonus, and he was looks so good and was really sweet. Until she understood Rex looked at her as just something to pass the time. Between the scenes and daily life, Rex didn't care much about Alexa or what she wanted. And then, the worst happened, when she caught Rex with some other pornstar on thier bed, and it wasn't part of a scripted film. She coudn't forget his smirk when he tell her that how thier world works, and she is dellusoinal to find love in her life, as long as she having sex in front of the camera. That was the first time Alexa heart broke.

Alexa exit the cab and looked at the studios. She couldn't believe how fast her life will be change when she will start to study on university. She met some great friends (Besides Ashley, was couldn't accept who she is) and she met John. John wasn't the typical guy she met until now. He wasn't a pornstar, or related on any way to the industry, and he wasn't like other fans who only wanted to fuck her, so they could brag it to thier friends. Somehow, Alexa really believed John have true feelings about her.

It was the first time she thought a guy wants her for serious realtionship. And in contrast to the other guys who discovered what she is doing and ran away, John seems to really support her life work and didn't care if she is a pornstar. And this is what makes her so confused. Is it really the case with John, or its just an act? How can she trust him after his scene on the newcomers party? Sure, he was so sweet to her on the library, which makes her heart melt and she genuinely kissed him back, but she couldn't decide if its the right thing, or if John is the right guy.

"Alexa!!!" A cute familliar girl yelled to her when she entred the studios, it was her best friend, the only friend that could understand her life, Elsa.

"Hey sis! So happy to see ya again, i was really missed you." Alexa said and hugged her best friend, "I hope you are ready for the scene today, i can't believe it's the first time of us filming together, it will be wierd, but awesome!" Alexa smiled to her.

"Listen, i have to tell you something, because of the flight i couldn't expand but ... Me and and a guy i knew on the campus were kissed... Elsa, i think he actaully can be my first real boyfriend, since ... you know."

"Sir douchbag? Oh my god, you have to tell me EVERY deatail! I can't believe you didn't tell me about him yet!" She frowned.

"I'm sorry, but i knew i will meet you today and honestly i would guessed i would kissed him until yesterday, sure he is cute and.."

"Girls! We really need to get started! Please go to the dressing room!" Said Vlad, thier porn director.

"We will talk about it after the shootings OK?" Elsa said and Alexa nodded.