I need some time to think

"John... I really want to say yes, but..." She looks on the floor, blushed.

"But what?" You didn't want to push her, but after that hot kiss you just shared, you didn't want to lose the opportunity to the date the greatest girl in the world.

"I need some time to think about it... Not alot of time! " She added when she saw your face, "It's not a bad thing, it's just i'm going this evening out of campus, i have shootings this weekend, and i need to process all that happens on the last few days. Also i have to gossip about you with my bestie Elsa. She is also a porn star." She said and winked to you.

"Elsa Jean, By any chance?" You asked. What are the odds that two pornstars will be friends? Oh right. "Yeah, do you know what's funny? We never had a scene together, maybe that's why we became friends. But it's all going to change this weekend, if you know what i means." She said and winked again.

"Listen Alexa, i didn't mean to pressure you, but that kiss, it wasn't just a kiss for me. It was meant alot to me. ALOT." You said, and Alexa hugged you, "Believe me that if i didn't like you i wouldn't kiss you back. But you don't really know the price of being a boyfriend of a pornstar. I can't do this to you because i'm liking you. And that's why i want that not only me to think about it, but also you. I'm not saying i'm going to date another guy in the weekend, although i can't say i'm not going to have sex this weekend, you know..."

"I know. And i don't mind, i can live with that." You said so fast, that makes Alexa smile. "I don't think you really do, and that's OK, i'm not saying you need to so fast. I want us to takes things slow."

She kiss you on your cheek, with makes you cock hard right away, Alexa Blue's eyes went directly to you crouch, which makes her smile really wide. "I really love that a simple kiss can make you hard like that John. It's really flatters me. I tell you what, we will talk again at monday's evening , over a beer? Take the whole weekend to think about it... To think if you really want to date a pornstar."

"So it will be our first date?" You asked, hopefully.

"John Doe, you are hopeless." She said and shake her head playfully, "Yes , it's a first date," she giggled, "But please think, i don't want your heart will be broken because of me. In worst case scenario, if you will tell me you want us to be just friends, it will be OK, i will not be mad. And i wanted also you not to take it too hard if i'll tell you i changed my mind, it's just that... I'm not a girlfriend material, i never hard a real realtionship and i don't know if i want to do something that will hurt us and destroy our friendship..."

_Why girls are always so complicated? And when you are a pornstar, it's even worse! _You thought to yourself, but you agree to her terms. You wanted to start thing right with Alexa, so you should let her do her thinking.

"Oh, i almost forgot! I never had your phone number John, give me your phone i'll add your number." She said, and you blushed immediatley. "What's wrong?" She asked when see your nervous face. Instead of telling her, you just give her your phone, with her picture on the lockscreen.

"You have a picture of me on your lockscreen? That's so cute! I'm really are your favourite pornstar, huh? You little pervert." She said and punch you in the shoulder playfully, "It's pretty tame though, i thought you will put a full nude picture of me , honestly."

"Well, it's too risky on my phone, i'm have one on my pc desktop though." You said, and Alexa looked impressed. "I'm feeling such honoured , you don't understand how it makes me feel so desirble to know that a man love me so much to put my pictures on his phone and his computer." She put her number on your phone, then call to herself.

"Done! Now you have the phone number of a famous pornstar, you can be proud at yourself John." She said and kiss you again on your cheek, "I'll talk you at monday in Gender Studies, OK? Use that time to try to talk with your friends or family about it, or with Ash.. I mean Rachel." She looks like she would cry again when she started to say Ashley name, but that moment gone.

"See ya at monday John!" She said and took her things.

Wow, this is going to be the longest wait you ever had. Should you really try to talk with someone about what happed?