Restful night for once.

Theo drops Lana off at home, and we say our goodbyes for now.

The ride is quiet for a bit, until I break the silence. "Want to stay over?" Theo doesn't respond right away. He thinks about it. "Yeah. That sounds nice."

We arrive home, and I tug on his hand, leading him to bed. We both plop down as my lips meet his. He smiles at me. "You're makin' me feel things my guy. I don't know if I like it." I simply hug him gently. "It's okay. You don't have to feel any particular way. Just know that you mean a lot to me, and that you're safe here."

In a shock, Theo's breath stumbles as he holds back tears. He sits up suddenly. "Fuck, man." He chuckles. "You're a good guy. Too good for me." I rest my head on his back, "I don't care what you did. I don't care what you say." I nuzzle into him a bit and continue. "But it makes no difference to me. I know a Theo who has been a good friend, no matter how little we've actually interacted in person." He awkwardly shifts his legs. I gently kiss his back. "You don't need to keep a front around me, bud." I say, pressing my warmth into his own.

Theo takes a deep breath. "For a long time I didn't think I even felt love. Just physical attraction. I prefer to just be alone. I thought. But man I keep having thoughts about you." I smile, "Mhm. And that's wonderful. Love isn't linear." He chuckles, "It's easy for you to say, but like... you're not a normal guy. Your girlfriend is off fuckin' another dude in his apartment right now, bareback." I giggle, gently gliding my fingers across Theo's back. "Mhmmmmm~! And it's hot as fuck. I love that she loves him."

Theo shakes his head, "It just can't be that easy for you. How did you get like this? Just able to love... well, loving?-- God that sounds cringey as hell, but I don't know how the fuck else to describe it." I laugh, patting his back. "Because that's just what it is. I love all forms of love. Love can't be bad. And I love Cassidy, and I love you too." I hug him from behind. He freezes.

Silence for several minutes.

"So... do I call you my girlfriend or boyfriend?" A flutter in my chest. Cassidy is going to go crazy when she hears this. "What would you rather? I'm considering my self a femboy for now, so I roll with either." He chuckles, "Boyfriend, then, to keep the dumb bitches off my dick." I laugh out loud, "But babe, I'm one of those dumb bitches." He turns around, pinning me to the bed by my wrists. "Mm. Call me that again." His confidence returns. "Fuck me, babe." He kisses me.

This time, it's different. There isn't that aggression from before. Just his muscular body glistening with sweat. Our mouths dancing with each other. Soft words of affirmation. Theo cums pretty quickly this time, but continues. "I love you." I whisper in his ear. He cums again. I... strangely feel like the dominant one now. He collapses into me for comfort, and I welcome him. "Aww, baby. I got you. It's okay." A tenderness from Theo that wasn't there before.

He relaxes next to me afterwards, a soft kiss. "My highschool sweetheart cheated on me, and I beat the absolute shit out of the guy who fucked her." He stares at the ceiling. "It sounds petty but it traumatized me. Both of those things. I didn't want to hurt anyone but... feelings of betrayal combined with... well, he wasn't kind to her either. I still loved her, and even though she lied, I still couldn't imagine her... being treated that badly. I was a quiet kid. Good grades." His breathing becomes tense, he rolls over, nuzzling into me. I brush his hair. "I just snapped." I whisper gentle nothings. "It's made me unable to get close to people since." He looks up at me. "Until you. You were just a regular hookup with a weird kink, but I saw how you turned something that scared the shit out of me into... something beautiful." He smiles, "It's beautiful man. Even if I don't get it entirely yet."

I shake my head, "I've gotten a lot of praise today. It's gonna get to my head, you know?" A blush and a smile, but I continue. "It's not that perfect, you know? This whole cucking thing comes from insecurity myself. I'm afraid of failing, so I just have other people succeed for me." Theo blinks in surprise, having never thought of it that way. "I'm not as strong as you'd think. I needed Cassidy's strength to overcome myself. I needed you to help me find myself. I'm only now gaining confidence in the little, super-sub me that you've fallen for." A gentle kiss as Theo grins. "You and Cassidy are something else." A gentle hug.