Chicken out

It sounded wrong, filthy. I had just lost my virginity a few minutes ago, and now he wanted to piss inside me? Nope, that was pushing it way too far, even though I kind of asked for it.

Liam easily deduced from my body language and the time I was taking to reply that it was a no-go for me. He immediately tried to apologize. "S-sorry, I shouldn't have said that, it was a bit much..."

"No, don't apologize, I'm the one at fault here for asking the question and then chickening out. I just...can't go through with your wish. The idea of you... no, not specifically you, but anyone pissing inside me just feels plain wrong and repulsive to me. Sorry..."

The silence that filled the room made me feel uneasy. I had to say something, anything to break it after ruining the mood. "How about we do something else?"

"Sure", Liam replied, still feeling a little bit ashamed. "You propose though", he added with a sheepish smile.

I was relieved to hear that he was still up for more. His dick was still hard, which was a good sign. I didn't want him to leave here disappointed after all, so I suggested, "Do you want to try my ass? Although, it isn't unused like my pussy was..." , I grimaced.

His cock jerked on its own, a signal of approval that even me, as inexperienced as I was, could understand. "Are you sure? I thought it still hurt from the first time?"

I nodded, "Yeah, he had fun with my ass, but at least he used lube. That's one reason I think he doesn't want to hurt me. If he had wanted to hurt me, he'd have just fucked my ass raw. From what I saw online, that really hurts." I opened a drawer on my bedside table, taking out the bottle of lube that Jina had given me.

"I need to check something, you can go pee in the meantime."

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As soon as he was done, I took Liam's hand, "Follow me."

"Where are we going?", he asked.

I took two bathrobes from my closet, threw him one of them and asked him to put it on while I did the same with the other. He looked funny with the piece of clothing being a little small for him, but it would have to do for now.

I then led him to the balcony, handed him the lube and said timidly, "That was what I had in mind, when I asked you about the worst thing that he could do to me." I bent over the railing and looked down at the unsuspecting people going on with their lives. They all seemed so carefree, so untroubled... I wished I could be one of them, but instead here I was stuck with a blackmailer on my back.

"I want you...to show me what good anal sex feels like, right here, where anyone can catch us if we are not careful." I had made sure, a few moments ago when Liam went to the toilet, that none of my neighbours were out on their balcony, and I just hoped that they wouldn't come out either when we would start to fuck.

Looking back at him, I was satisfied to see that his dick was back to full hardness, making an obvious tent under the robe. I lifted my own robe, exposing my ass and spreading my cheeks for him, and he didn't waste any more time. Liam set my phone, camera still open, on the small round table I kept outside. "Relax your ass." I followed his advice as he popped the top of the lube and applied a dollop to my pink pucker.

"Oh, that's cold." I gasped.

"It'll warm up", he said before sliding his pointer finger into the puckered star of my anus.

The difference between the first time when I was basically ass-**** and now was night and day. Where before I was actively trying my hardest to push my aggressor out, now I was almost welcoming Liam. It felt considerably better this way, so much so that he was already two knuckles in before I realized it. He was so much more delicate as he started working me and lubing up my puckered asshole.

"Ohhhhh..." I moaned, "You are so much better at that."

"I'm going to add a second finger," he warned me, "I need to loosen you up or my dick will hurt."

I smirked, "I was aware of that. But thanks for the waaaaaaaarning." I moaned as his second finger joined the first. I may have been reticent to the idea at first, but the thrill of getting caught was really turning me on, made visibly obvious by a river of new vaginal fluid, mixed with cum and a touch of blood, running down my leg.

Liam must have seen it too, as he stuck his thumb in my hungry pussy and started pumping both holes at once. "If you make that much noise, we'll soon have a crowd", he whispered in my ear, while still teasing my yearning holes.

"Fuuuuuuuck!" I groaned quietly, quivering. "Get your dick in my ass before I lose my mind, I need to feel it." I smiled back at him, "I appreciate you making this great for me, but I need to know what it'll be like rough."

He conceded, and put a dollop of lube on his dick, and spread it out.

I arched my back some more, pushing my ass out and spreading it more eagerly. A jolt of pleasure ran through my whole body as I felt Liam's dick on my star and gently pressing forward.

"Mmmmfft." I groaned as my ass parted to let the phallic intruder in.

"God, you are so much bigger than him." I gasped.

In response, he groaned in appreciation of the tight ass that was now wrapped around the head of his dick.

"Okay, you are being too gentle. Stick it in all the way." I instructed, trying to stay loose and mostly succeeding.

"Alright...", he grudgingly accepted. "But don't shout, okay?"

Just like I asked, he leaned in and pushed hard. The sensation of his dick going from barely in to bottoming out in my ass was amazing. I shuddered, almost cumming, as I let out a breath I didn't even know I had been holding. I felt stuffed, in a good way. There was still a bit of pain, but the pleasure was quickly taking over.

"FUCK!", I gritted my teeth as I tried my best not to shriek.

He obeyed. Pulling back until just the tip was still in and then slammed in again.

"Ohhhhhhh....." I squealed softly as my ass got hammered.

"Your ass is amazing....." he breathed as he continued to ram into it at an increasing pace, "I won't last long."

"Good, enjoy it while you can." I taunted as I arched my back and reached forward grabbing the railing of the balcony, pushing back into him, doing my best to match his strokes. My asshole was tender, but I loved the feeling of him stretching me so much. "Fuuuuuuuuuuuck!" I groaned under my breath as I felt the increasingly familiar feeling of an orgasm suddenly hit me.

Despite my orgasm causing my ass to clench, it didn't stop Liam as he placed his hands on my hips and continued to pound me wildly.

True to his words, five pumps later I felt the scalding splash of hot liquid hit my inside as he kept pistoning in and out of my tight asshole.

"God.... I could get used to this." I breathed as he finally slowed down. There wasn't as much spunk in my ass as I had in my pussy earlier, but it still felt amazing as Liam eased out a bit then pushed back in, causing a bit of his cum to overflow.

"Mmmmmmmmmph." I moaned.

"That was amazing", he leaned in and whispered in my ear. "And it seems like you've made somebody's day."

I froze at his words. I looked around wildly, trying to find an onlooker spying on us. Could it be the blackmailer? He seemed to always have an eye on me after all. Then I heard Liam's laugh behind me. "That somebody happens to be me, actually."

I turned around and playfully hit him on the arm. It was at this moment that I realized that he had been filming the whole time. "Fuck you!", I exclaimed. "My heart nearly stopped when you said that! When did you start recording anyway?"

"Just before I came in your ass", he admitted. "I hope you don't mind."

"Oh, I'm thrilled you did it." I exalted. "If that asshole thinks him fucking me in public will be the first time, I'm going to send that video to him and laugh as his dick shrivels."

"I also wished I could fuck you some more, but I need a break before I can get it up again", Liam said, gesturing to his crotch.

"I'm good for now too." I looked down at the floor, as I felt his cum slowly start to leak out of my asshole. "Well, I need a shower, and I don't want to make a mess here..... Care to join me?" I asked, making my way to the bathroom before even hearing his answer.