Chapter 34

"You c-could even start doing… more things t-to me… if you liked…"

The words were such small and fragile things, lost amongst the hubub of the other's jokes and teasing. For a moment, you couldn't even quite believe they had slipped from your own lips. Some other tiny, trembling creature had burrowed up through your heart to speak on your behalf. Buoyed by the feelings of acceptance and affection that you had so rarely even hoped to look for. Driven by a deep desire to earn more such appreciation and measures of worth. These men had seen all of you. The secret you that had only ever been hidden behind closed doors and in the arms of your step-sister. They had seen you and not cast judgement… a surging urge to give them anything you could in return, welled up.

For a moment, you thought that no-one had heard you. Washed over by a wave of relief and perhaps… slight disappointment. Only… the rest of the conversation was dying down. They were all beginning to look at you. Laughing eyes changing to hungry ones, bearing in from all sides. Even those of your ‘twin’ lighting up with the malicious delight of a devil whose target for corruption was complete. Instantly, you regretted your words… but at the same time, you knew they had been your own. Had come from that inner part of you that looked up from your knees at whichever man you were sucking on and felt your heart flutter. The part that still remembered the feel of Nancy’s fingers inside of you. The little bursts of tender encouragement whenever any of them stroked your hair, or smacked your ass, or told you you were such a pretty, little girl. You shouldn’t want any of that… your mind still cried out. But, at the same time… could no longer deny it.

You found yourself on hands and knees. Sinking slightly into the dirty, old mattress you shared with Jenny. The same one you knew she had been fucked upon by all these men, time and time again. They had asked if you were sure… several times. You could only anxiously nod in reply... The offer had been made now. You could see how much they wanted this. Could tell that, if this was truly where you belonged… then this was surely an inevitable. Your step-sister had been paying for the sanctuary of both of you, with every inch of skin she had. There was no way you could live with yourself in doing any less.

They had lubed up your bottom, hand after hand massaging those peachy, round cheeks and sliding slime-coated fingers up and down the crack in between. You had felt your step-sister helping. Making the first move to slip one or two digits inside. Closely followed by one, then another hand of unknown ownership taking a turn at ensuring that cooling, viscous substance was coating your inner passages. You had bitten your lip each time… shivering a little to feel that alien experience of some small part of someone else, moving around inside you. It didn’t hurt, even when they moved up to two or three fingers at once. Your body seemed to stretch and open to their invasions… as if it had just been waiting for this moment. The sheer embarrassment, and knowledge of what was yet to come… kept you burying your head in a pillow though. You just wanted to let them do as they pleased. Let the sensations wash over you and blot out any more complex thoughts.

Now you felt something new though. The tip of an altogether different appendage bumping up gently against the puckered star that served as a gateway to you. They had played rock-paper-scissors for the right to go first, you had heard them. Using such a childish method to determine which one got to deflower you. To penetrate you. To fill you with the fleshy pillars that your prostrate form had caused to swell and harden between their legs… You hadn’t wanted to know who won. It didn’t matter. All that mattered was that strange, bulbous shape knocking upon your rear gateway. With your eyes closed, you tried to measure the size of it. Tried to imagine the feel of it pushing its way in a thousand times… before the experience actually happened.

You felt someone slide their way under you. Opening your lids to see a vision of your naked step-sibling, working her way down to lie facing up at you. She slid both arms up around your neck and pulled you in for a kiss.

“I’m so proud of you Sis…” She whispered. “Now we can be together… forever.”