Go with Jamie

The last thing I wanted right now was to go home and be left alone with the image of Brandon's dick going through my mind as I fell asleep. Spending the night with Jamie would be just the ticket to clean my mind. Pushing Brandon out of my head, I smiled at Jamie as seductively as I could. The best way to erase those memories was to create new ones with the man I actually loved.

Ten minutes later we entered his room, and soon after had undressed each other and ended up in bed with him lying next to me. As I stroked, kissed and touched him I could feel myself getting into the mood. But as I reached for his cock, this image of Brandon's swollen member sprang unbidden into my head. It was impossible not to compare.

"You okay?" Jamie said looking concerned. "You seem kinda out of it."

I reassured him that everything was fine. Determined to prove this to myself I lowered my head to his crotch, stroking his cock with one hand. I started licking it, trying to burn the taste of it into my mind. I was rewarded with appreciative groans from above. Encouraged I took the head into my mouth and started sucking it. Getting into a steady rhythm, my head bobbing, I took a little more of him on every down stroke. {if blowjob=true} Soon my gag reflex was reacting, but I pushed through, **** to take as much of him as possible.

As I continued deep throating him, the realization hit that it simply wasn't the same. I wasn't enjoying this. Jamie didn't have the girth, the size, the heat that had triggered something primal in me in that bedroom earlier this evening. Tears were running down my cheeks. Because I was gagging, no other reason. I had no more time to ruminate{else} I had never been a big fan of giving blowjobs, but tonight something had made me want to do it. I was soon reminded of why I usually didn't do this. My jaw hurt and my neck was tensing as I fell into mechanically repeating the motion. I tried lowering a hand to to rub my clit, but I couldn't get into it. Determined to get through what I had started I pushed on and was finally rewarded{endif} as Jamie started bucking his hips and emptied his balls into my mouth with a guttural growl.

Getting out of bed, I grabbed a tissue and spit out his load. As I turned back to him, he was grinning at me.

"Wow Em," he said. "That was amazing."

"I wanted to try something new," I replied coyly.

I curled up next to him in bed, a dumb smile on his face the whole time. I tried to quell the feeling of unease in my stomach as I drifted into sleep.