He cannot stop thinking ...

Sam did not want to believe he might be 'queer '. The jokes and sneers that were always being made and the insult ' fag ! ' made it clear you shouldn't be . He also knew he was not interested in girls . Actually that was not quite true - he was interested in , enticed by and aroused by their feminine things . Even with no girl in them , just seeing washing on a line or shop window displays could be fascinating and when toying with his penis he would envisage a smooth nylon mons making a V with scalloped elastic precipitating a shuddering discharge .

So the cleverly inserted remarks by the Principal with their hint of him being dressed like a girl for theatrical activities seized his imagination . He couldn't stop thinking about it . Would it be an oldfashioned long Oklahoma style dress . What would it be like to first appear in it . What would people say to him , about him```. Would the Principal want to look at him in it .

All these questions he mulled over at length . He was not quite sure about the Principal - whether he was ' a queer ' . The way he had touched Sam's collar and how he had seemed to stare at him seemed to suggest a desire for more physical contact and try as he might to wish it were not so the thought echoed as a swelling of his member .

These speculations gradually firmed into conclusions and with day dreaming became part of almost daily undoing of his pants and the delicious release that followed and he eventually sought out the drama teacher and asked about joining the theatrical society .

The teacher Mr Chemino was a small slightly effeminate man . His first response was " You must be the boy the Principal mentioned to me ? " . When Sam confirmed it was he Chemino stepped back and looked him up and down saying " I see what he was talking about - yes , I think I have just the part for you . Can you act ?"

So it seemed the Principal must have described Sam to Chemino in terms of him being suitable for female impersonation - which suggested either that the Principal wanted to steer Sam , or perhaps the Principal and Chemino were both queers . Either possibility looked a way for him to end up in a dress and Sam's heart beat faster . " He said " I would like to give it a try ."