I absolutely despise the taste of my cum, but...

This is the chance I have been waiting for. Aria offering me her pussy. And even though she knows how much I hate the taste of my own cum, I am reasonably certain she knew how I would choose before she even told me to make that choice.

"Goddess, you know what I choose. May I please....?"

She smirked and nodded. "Come on then tiger, show me how much of a man you are." she says with that teasing tone she so perfectly controls and I did not need another invitation. Within seconds I was kneeling between her legs, on her queen-sized bed, facing her in the classical missionary position. Her cute pussy lips are still not closed, the strap-on I used on her does have quite the thickness after all... And I can see how wet she is. I could slide in without any resistance, balls-deep, and that's what I have been dreaming of for the past 6 months.

But somehow it feels so so wrong. It feels as if I am "using her" to get myself off. That's wrong. And Aria's expert conditioning makes it impossible for me to do such a selfish thing. I am hers, and her pleasure is my highest and only goal. I hesitate and search for her glance. "Goddess, what would please you more? If I cum inside you and lick it out afterwards, or if you stand up, I kneel in front of you, and you spread your legs just a little bit so I can use them to masturbate? Like a puppy, on my knees, in front of you?" I ask, knowing that penetrating her pussy was a gift from her, and she has not offered it because she gets sexual satisfaction from it.

The moment I ask the question, I can see that smirk on her face that I so love. And I know that I won't get another chance at her pussy ever again. "Such a good, good boy... Philip, it would please me a lot, if you leave the bedroom, then go on your knees on the floor while looking at me, and then you may masturbate and cum. And sweety, it would please me A LOT, if you properly clean up your mess afterwards... With your mouth. Will you really do that instead of fucking your Goddess? What you have wished for a million times? Really?"

I did not have to answer that. She was just teasing me, and her teasing made me even harder than I already was. Heavy-hearted I leave that sweet spot between her legs to kneel down outside of the bedroom, looking though the opened door towards that gorgeous blonde Goddess, who is curiously watching me, and then I start to masturbate. And it takes longer than expected for me to cum. Doing it for the first time in front of my Goddess was putting pressure on me. On top of that I was kneeling, not a position I normally masturbate in - or rather not a position I used to masturbate in - and when I finally came it was such a strong orgasm, my entire body shook and I actually cried out, only starring at my Goddess the entire time.