Refuse

She couldn't be serious... could she? I mean, I can not believe she's done all this but she couldn't go that far...

"Mom, DON'T! I've learned my lesson, I can't do this, it's too much! The whole town will see me." I plead.

"Oh more than just the whole town sweety, you just don't learn do you. You keep making it worse for yourself and you're about to do what I say AND I WILL follow through on what I said." Oh god... I was wrong. She wasn't lying. WHY WOULD I THINK SHE WAS LYING? She's already gone this far, of course she would do this!

She grabs my arm and leads me up the steps to the top platform of the float, high up enough for anyone in the crowd to see me, even people way in the back. Then she lets go and starts poking my waist. I'm not prepared and I uncover my boobies and squirm around, trying to swat her hands away.

"Yes! Just like that! It looks like we might have ourselves a new spokes person! Get out the camera, this is perfect footage for the campaign!" THIS IS GOING IN THE COMMERCIALS? I feel how full my bladder is and I know what's coming... I cringe and burn deep red as once again, for the 3rd time today, I wet myself. I wet myself on camera, on top of a float, in front of hundreds of people. I keep waiting to wake up but it doesn't happen, this is real life...

Mom once again whispers to me, "You asked for this"

"Oh looks like my daughter here had another accident!" She yells to everyone in the crowd, who burst out laughing, pointing, and taking pictures and vieos.

"What an amazing opportunity to show off the product! Look over here everyone! No leakage whatsoever even though this grown woman just peed herself in it!" As she says it out loud, I die of embarrassment. And as if on que:

"I can't believe how embarrassed that girl must be oh my god! Her boobies are out, and she just peed herself IN A DIAPER!"

"This campaign is wild! I can't believe she agreed to do this, it would be my worst nightmare!"

"HAHAHAHA how embarrassing! Oh, are you going to have to get changed up there?"

The crowd starts yelling and so many people are pointing out my embarrassment that it all blends together. The last thing I heard 'are you going to have to be changed up there' repeats over and over and over in my head. My mom... she said she would change me as we go through the town square... which is right ahead.