I woke up sweaty, my breasts heaved heavily as I was breathing so hard and realized what I just dreamt. I felt confused about my feelings, about my feelings toward my life and Markus. One thing is for sure, I need to see him tonight to fully understand what I should do because right now I don't. I have never been more conflicted in my life before and this isn't the first time I have been working undercover. It could of course be a mistake to meet Markus in my current state. However, I need to know for sure.
I spent the rest of the day waiting for tonight, Markus was supposed to meet with me today. I felt jittery, like a little schoolgirl waiting for her crush to arrive. I felt both out of place and at ease with myself. I was standing on a see-saw, not knowing which side to go to. But I was going to go all-in tonight either way. I did my hair and watched a few make-up tutorials to make myself look even more beautiful. I looked through my closet and decided to put on some bright red lingerie with a garter belt and some sexy-looking stockings. Once they were on I took a look in the mirror again, I couldn't believe that this was me, this incredibly gorgeous woman. My curves were amazing and this lingerie was truly enhancing them. I found another dress, a black one that was not as tight as my last one, but it sure did give people an idea of what was underneath it. A pair of strappy tie high-heeled sandals in gold to perfect my outfit. I was ready for whatever this night was going to end in. Eventually, I heard the doorbell and my heart stopped for a moment. A quick last-minute thought went through my mind. Am I doing the right thing? Am I making a mistake? I opened the door and saw his face and mine lit up. I couldn't help it, but I'm starting to believe that I am truly in love with Markus.
"Hi, you. My God do you look incredible Beverly!" He kissed me on the lips and it felt like time stood still. As he withdrew his lips from mine he looked deep into my eyes and I melted away.
"Hi Markus, you look pretty good yourself." I blushed because he truly did, a nice blue suit with brown shoes. Slimmed perfect to his trained body. I felt my pussy tingle a bit, reacting to my hormone's urges.
"I have prepared dinner at my home, would you like to join me?" He asked me while reaching out his hand for me.
"I would love to", I answered and took his hand. As I grabbed his hand I felt goosebumps all over my body and after that moment I barely remember anything else of that evening until that final moment of the evening. I looked down at Markus as he was down on his knees, holding up that big diamond ring in front of me.
"I have never felt this way before about anyone Beverly, you make me jump with joy every time I see you. I have had a lot of thoughts about what I was going to do in my life, but this question I'm about to ask you is the only one that I'm completely sure of. My dear and beautiful Beverly, will you make me the happiest man on the planet and marry me?"
There it was, my last chance to make a decision about which direction my life was going. Is Sparrow gone and is Beverly here to stay indefinitely?
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