Chapter 36

Liam flicked his wrist, moving the mascara wand over his already long lashes as he leaned closer to the little mirror in his room. He blinked a few times to flutter the lashes in the mirror, smiling that everything looked perfect on the first try. He knew he shouldn’t feel proud of himself for doing makeup, but with how much he had practiced it was hard not to take pride in his own efforts. With his makeup done he slipped his feet into the four-inch white pumps with two thin straps and checked himself out in the mirror.

His hair needed a little product today to tame some of it, but it looked good now and so did his makeup. He could feel the straps of his white lace underwire bra pulling on him and the gentle sway of his chest, that he was both happy that the things were getting in the way less and sad he was getting used to him, as he was the feeling of the piece of fabric between his butt cheeks from his underwear. Even his dick pulled back and balls up inside of him was becoming normal, the sight of a flat crotch in panties shouldn’t be something that looked right to him when getting ready, but earlier he hadn’t even had a single thought. Now it was covered by the light red pinafore dress and white cotton collared polo shirt. The last thing he needed to add was the small hoop earrings and the cross necklace he was told to wear whenever he could. It felt like a little less of a lie after yesterday, but with how many religious people acted out in the real world, maybe… He let the thought die.

Liam had spent his entire life comparing himself to others, how he wished he had their confidence, their strength, their height. In the mirror was a teenage girl ready to go do volunteer work at a hospital, while taking effort to look her cutest. He did not need to be comparing himself to others, because all they would see was this girl, not him. Not Liam, Leah.

Walking into the kitchen, his heels clicking with every step he saw his brother sitting at the table eating a microwaved burrito, a glass of what looked like thick chocolate milk sat across from him. “Good morning Daddy!” Liam moved up next to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek before taking the seat with his liquid meal.

“Morning Leah.” Chuck said, wiping the side of his face to make sure his little brother didn’t leave a lipstick mark on him. “You have a lot going on today, I’m going to drop you off at the Hospital’s main entrance before work. Just ask whoever is at the front desk about where to go and I’m sure they will keep you busy. I also signed you up for music lessons that you will go to on the same days you are going to the Hospital, so Monday’s, Wednesdays and Thursdays. That means you will have to take your instrument with you. Mrs…. Mrs…” Chuck stalled pulled out his phone to look up who the music teacher was.

“You will be going to Mrs. Stinemark’s house, it is only a ten minute or so bus ride and then I will pick you up after. I wrote it all down for you so you don’t have to try and remember.”

“I can easily remember that.” The rebuttal didn’t have the same **** it might have with the lilting voice he spoke in. Chuck shrugged his shoulders, reaching into his back pocket to pull out a folded piece of paper, sliding it across the table.

“What was it I saw you write? It is more important to be pretty, than smart? Is that still how you feel?”

Liam took a sip from his morning shake, hating that Miss Megan made him right down things like that and worse live them as if it was reality. Right now he wished he was as ditz as Bailey, at least then he would be happy with his lot in life. “No Daddy, I think that cause it is true. You think I'm pretty right Daddy?” Chuck was just trying to ruffle his brothers feathers, last night was a long night of little sleep because he was stupid enough to look at some porn. He was horny and he figured with enough visual stimulation and what little he could get wearing the thing around his dick it would be enough, but instead he just had a worse case of blue balls and dark circles under his eyes. Even messing with Liam got turned on him, the words coming from the person sitting across from him, his brother… but not. She was an attractive young woman and the more Liam acted like it the more it irked him. He thought it was funny that Megan was making Liam date another boy, making them kiss, but Leah looked so happy about it. It was wrong.

“Yes baby, you are pretty.”

“Only pretty?” Liam put his bottom inflated lip over his top pouting, easily able to see how bothered and annoyed Daddy was.

“Leah, my daughter, the light of my life, you are beautiful. You remind me a lot of my mom when I look at you. Now finish your drink, we have to get going.” Chuck said, standing abruptly and starting to head to the front door.

“I… I do?” The compliments were nothing, but the comment about their mom through him for a loop. He had just seen his mom in a dream didn’t he? He tried to remember, but it was out of his mental grasp.

“Yeah, now hurry up I want to take a photo of you off on your first day.”

Soon enough Liam was standing in front of a pair of nurses one male, one female as they explained his tasks for the day and thanked him for volunteering. His saxophone and purse with a few dollars for the bus tucked away in a locker. “Leah, are you sure you are going to be okay in shoes like that? I promise you that we all are on our feet all day. I’m sure I could find you something more comfortable.” The girl's face pinched in concentration for just a second. “I think they sell some crocs in the gift shop.”

“A good girl always looks her best.” The same nurse, who looked to be maybe almost thirty to him looked at him quizzically, but she smirked at the comment. “Crocs do not look good, but I promise you it will be worth the trade off.”

He really didn’t mind crocs, he didn’t care what they looked like, but who he was, he wore cute heels and… that was who Leah was. She had to look her best, it was one of the most important things. “No thank you Mrs. Kelly, I picked these out to go with the adorbs uniform.”

“The girl has made up her mind, leave her be. Leah I think you look wonderful today, don’t let her dissuade you from being yourself. I don’t think she has put on a piece of makeup in years, what does she know about looking her best.” Liam had to agree with the man, Nurse John, that she really could use some makeup. He wasn’t even a real girl and he spent this morning making sure his face was perfect, she didn’t even bother to put on eyeliner.

She glared heavily at her coworker. “That isn’t appropriate John.” She said it in a whisper, but Liam was more than close enough to hear her and the anger in her voice. Turning from her coworker, Liam could tell she was putting on a fake smile. “Okay well lets get you started shall we? Today you will be helping change bed sheets, and then helping pass out food to the patients, but that won't come till much later.”

Kelly walked him through where the linen closets were on the floors, where to put the soiled garments and annoyingly how to put sheets on a bed and after watching him do that for two rooms she left him alone. Doing the work that he considered beneath him didn’t even bother him, he was on his own. Didn’t have to talk about makeup or boys or pretend to be head over heels for Jeremy. Thinking about him though did make Liam make a mental note to text him later to say how daddy said it was okay for him to come over Wednesday night to watch a movie.

Doing this work was no day at the water park, but Miss Megan wasn’t around to watch over him and boss him around. Sure the high heels were digging into the back of his foot, but still he was on his own for the most part, unlike any other time since he started this mess. He started trying to prepare himself for the next night when Bailey would be around to watch him. The first steps were already done, Miss Megan had no problem with Bailey watching him at her place, now he just needed to think of how to distract the girl while he got onto Miss Megan’s home computer, then he would be two thirds of the way done with purging evidence of him as Leah.

More than a few times Liam found his thoughts interrupted when running into John again as he moved from room to room. He was quick with a compliment each time or saying how they needed to stop running into one another, but the issue was it kept happening. It started to feel like the guy was stalking him, but he was a nurse helping patients, it only made sense he had to move around a lot he figured.

It was almost noon when Liam was in one of the linen closets, he had just got done washing his hands for the fifteenth time that day after touching the disgusting things. Most of them were fine, but after just two sheets that looked like they should be thrown out he just started to wash his hands after each and every one. Liam was looking down at his hands thinking about how he was going to need to moisturize when the door opened, and John stepped in. “Hey there gorgeous.”

“Ahh hi John, I was just about to head out, you know almost lunch time.” John smiled walking closer to the girl in the small room. He had flirted with her a little that day, but it seemed like the girl purposely chose to work in the rooms next to any of the patients he was assigned to. It wouldn’t be hard for her to do, the nurse assigned to a patient had their name written on the white board in the patients room and then he always caught her looking in his direction. Her little smile, she was teasing him and obviously attracted.

“Sounds like we are both free for a little while, I know what we can do that we will both love.” Liam felt, not just watched him move into his personal space, putting his hand to his jaw, his thumb running across it.

“Jo.. John, what are you doing?” He could feel how excited she was, the girl was shaking in anticipation and was stuttering his name.

“This.” The kiss came swiftly, it felt nothing like the tender kisses Jeremy had given him. Even when Jeremy was trying to be aggressive it was nothing like this. Liam felt the man’s lips press into his as he kissed, turned his face a little and kissed some more. Each time Liam could feel the stubble on is face rubbing against his own. Liam pushed on him, but the man was so much bigger, so much stronger and the way Liam was leaning back against the counter and with the heels he had no leverage at all.

Holding the girl so close he could feel her breathing increase in frequency, her hands were clawing at the shirt of his scrubs, her body shifting this way and that as she rubbed against him. “John no, no, no.”

“Shhh it is okay, no one can hear us in here and no one will interrupt us.” John said before kissing the girl again, he thought it was so cute how she was worried about getting caught. He didn’t think that would happen, it never had before when he did this with Kelly last year when they used to be together.

“Ah ahhh!” The gasp of surprise and pleasure came from Liam’s mouth as the man finally moved his mouth away from his, deciding to give attention to the base of his neck. The kiss to that spot had an unexpected result for Liam, but it happened at the same time he was grabbed on the back of both legs and lifted atop the counter he was being pushed against. Now his legs were wide, John between them and he could very much feel the man’s hard cock. One hand moved and slid across his bare thigh, while the other found its way into his hair, to keep him still.

Liam’s blue eyes moved to the locked door, he could hardly move and had just been told no one would hear him say a word. “John, John, JOHN! STOP!” To John it sounded like the girl was whimpering, his name, like she was begging for more, she wanted him to stop playing around and get to the main event. Taking her hand he put it into his pants so she could really feel what he was working with. Her hand touched his penis, running over it, her nails sliding across his balls, it felt so good. When she grabbed them it was a bit too hard, he felt a more pain that he wanted to admit, but it heightened the experience. “Not so hard baby, not so hard.”

When his hand was put into the scrub pants, Liam flailed his hand around not wanting to touch what he knew was in there. He had little choice other than to feel the man’s cock slide across his palm, but when he felt his balls he squeezed. If the man was taller he would have ripped them out, but all he could do was get a decent grip to try and stop this from happening, but he couldn’t believe it when he didn’t stop, only told him to not be so hard. It felt like there was nothing he could do, that this man would **** him. He was going to get **** like Bailey claimed he did to her.

He felt afraid, no he felt terrified, he couldn’t call for help, he was trapped, he was helpless, he was going to be fucked. No, no he wasn’t going to be fucked the guy was going to find out he was a guy and then was going to call the police. Then daddy would be dragged into it and then Miss Megan, he would be going to jail for sure and maybe them. He was about to be fucked or sent to jail and there was nothing he could do about it. An idea came to him, a terrible, horrible, no good idea. “No, no John, let me suck you off.”

Still holding onto the girl, John leaned back from her smiling. He wanted to take her, but he wasn’t sure any man could resist being offered a blow job by a girl with lips like hers. “You want to suck on my cock baby?”

Nodding his head gave Liam some breathing space as the man helped him back down to his feet and then he felt his hands pushing him down lower till he was on his knees in front of the man. No longer pinned Liam thought about punching him in the balls and then running, but then if either reported this it would be one person’s word against the other and he wasn’t doing well with people believing him about these types of situations. So he put one hand on the man’s waist band, already trying to fight off crying at the thought of sucking another man’s dick, but then both of them heard the sound of John’s beeper going off and then again.

“Fuuuuck, not now.” John said pulling it off his hip. He let out a long sigh before he helped the girl to her pretty heeled feet. Girl had dressed up in the uniform, but did it in a way to catch as much attention as she could, she knew exactly why she was here. “Sorry beautiful, emergency. We will catch up later.”

Then Liam was alone, he collapsed to the floor pulling some linens with him as he cried. He felt so powerless, so small and he almost willingly gave another man a blow job because he thought it was the best option he had. Liam held one of the sheets to his face, yelling and crying that he was going to give a blow job because it was the best option.

The crying didn’t last too long, but after a while of no movement the lights turned out in the room and still Liam made no effort to get up, he just sat there for what he assumed was his whole lunch break. He couldn’t believe that just happened, but there was nothing he could do about it and if he didn’t go back to report in, he would be in trouble. Once he came to that conclusion he still sat there for another few minutes in the dark before standing up, causing the lights to turn back on. He tossed the sheets he cried on into the to be cleaned pile and left the linen room, making a beeline to the locker room so he could fix his face.

No lunch wasn’t something unfamiliar to Liam, but it did make the rest of the day drag on. Being moved over to the task of bringing the patients their ordered food didn’t help his hunger pains, but this time he made a real effort to stay away from John and definitely not to be left alone in the same room with him.

Eventually the end of his first shift at the hospital came, Kelly was more than right about his shoe choice, if you could call it a choice. He thought, ignoring the fact he had a few pairs of lower heels he could have chosen over the white ones to go with the blouse. When he was signing out for the day he felt a hand slide up under his skirt and a voice he had been dreading now whisper in his ear. “All done Leah? If you hang around for another hour I get off and we can go have some fun.”

Liam found his body paralyzed, he didn’t even want to turn around to look at the man, feeling his hand on his rear end, touching his panties was more than bad enough. “John, get your hands off the girl before I go mention to HR you were getting handsy with the seventeen year old volunteer.”

Suddenly the hand was gone on Liam’s rear. “She is a minor?”

“Yeah you dumb shit, or were you blinded by the fact she has tits so nothing else came into your brain.”

A bit of anger seeped into John, as he looked from Kelly and then back to Leah. The girl hadn’t even moved a muscle since her little ruse had been uncovered. “You are such a little teasing slut, I’m not getting fired so you can get your fix of cum.” The words were a whisper and Liam couldn’t believe them. He didn’t do anything, it was him who did everything and yet he was mad at her? No, him I’m a him, keep it together Leah, jeez… Liam, I’m Liam. he told himself even as he remembered inspecting his face in the locker room when he fixed his makeup, realizing how much of his mother he saw in the mirror now that he was looking for it.

“Sorry about that Leah, I hope he isn’t going to chase you off. We all appreciate you helping out today.” Liam wanted to ask her about actually reporting this to HR, but if they looked into things there was no telling what would come of it and he did not need more attention on himself.

“I will be back later in the week.” He said apprehensive as he looked down the hall where John had walked off.

“Don’t you worry about him, I promise from now on he will be on his best behavior or so help me he will lose a limb.” Liam believed her, she started off saying that gently but with how much fervor was in her voice he was pretty sure she was talking about chopping off his dick.