Breaking the news to Susan

Diego offered to go with me to break the news to Susan, but I decided to man up and go it alone. I had been married to her all of these years, the least I could do was tell her I was leaving her for the beautiful latino boy I met at the beach.

The whole way back to our beach house I was going over and over what I was going to say. Every few paces it changed. I didn't want to hurt her. I still loved her. Maybe not the way I once had but I still loved her. It was just that now, eventhough I had not said it out loud, I was quickly falling in love with Diego too.

I had never in my life, not for a single minute, imagined that I was gay. It wasn't that I had a problem with gay people, I had always been LGBTQ friendly, I had just never looked at another man that way until all of this. I had never opened myself up to the option.

I thought about the Smiths. If I hadn't met Diego, we could go on that way. She could be any man I wanted and we could bring home any partner we wanted, male or female. But this wasn't just about the sex. Diego and I had made a connection.

I opened the door to hour beach house, still unclear what I planned to do, only to find Mike (Susan) barebacking Clara doggystyle on the couch.