Diaper Fantasy

"Dear diary,
I can not believe I did that! It was so exhilarating! I finally worked up the courage to wear my diaper out in public! I wore it under baggy pants of course, so no one could tell, but I knew that it was there. I even ran into Kylie! She bumped right into me and I think she may have heard the crinkle of my diaper but I'm pretty sure she didn't realize what it was. I kept thinking about someone pantsing me, right there and then, in front of the girl I've had a crush on for years. I would absolutely die of embarrassment if that happened but the thought also makes me so hard..."

You hear Kylie start laughing hysterically behind you. It's surprising you could even hear it over your own roars of laughter from the nails attacking all your most ticklish parts, but you hear it and cringe. Her seeing you in a diaper is still your greatest fear and biggest fantasy, you never ever ever want it to really happen, just to think about it. Then you feel it... you REALLY have to pee. All this tickling is becoming too much and you pray to god you can hold it in. Imagine peeing in front of everyone you know, tied up on a stage, no way to cover your tiny little dick losing control, everyone pointing and laughing, calling you a baby. It's too much, it's too much...

"Dear Diary,
There's another fantasy I have to confess to."

No, no, no anything but this, please stop! She can't know, they can't know!