Back to normality

Five days remained until Sean was back and she would have to say goodbye to regular sex with Colin. She consoled herself with the fact that Sean was such a cuck that he wouldn't be able to resist her having the occasional hookup. It didn’t stop the pang of disappointment that she wouldn’t get to hang out with him as much. She decided that Sean would have to accept that Colin was now her good friend and she would want to spend time with him like she would any of her friends.

She stopped even going home first after she got back from work and would go straight to Colin’s. She had enough things over there that she didn’t need to. They had a lot of sex. They both felt the impending end to their situation. As soon as she got through the door they would be all over each other. On more than one occasion Colin took her while she was still in her work clothes. She loved it. She was nearly always a little horny and knowing that there was a big, eager dick waiting for her made her eager to get back.

That first fuck was never the last. They usually chilled and ate after that, watched some anime or played a game together. It wasn’t long before both of them were eager to get back in each other’s arms. Two more times. That was usually how many they could manage. Chloe was tired but happy. She wasn’t sure she could do this forever but a whole week of three times a night sex was like a dream come true. Not just sex but great sex. She had never really had to mould him to be the lover she wanted, he just was.

Parting on that final Friday night was hard. She pushed it until the very last moment and only made it back a few minutes before Sean got home.

“You are up late,” he said as he walked in.

She smiled, trying to hide her sadness. “I wanted to be up when you got home,” she lied.

Sean walked up to her and gave her a loving kiss. She felt her eyes moisten with tears. She did love him still. His kiss was tender and familiar. Yet she couldn’t help but compare. “Let’s make love,” she said. She was doing it out of guilt. Her pussy was still tender from the incredible sex she had been having.

“Have you been having sex with Colin?” Sean asked eagerly.

“Yes,” she said honestly, “but let’s not talk about that right now.”

She was quiet and subdued. It wasn’t that she felt nothing as he slid into her but the guilt and her selfish desires for her lover numbed the sensation. She didn’t cum and made no effort to fake it but she held onto Sean’s face and kissed him. She held his gaze so he wouldn’t notice her sore pussy or tender nipples where Colin had been pinching them in that way she liked so much.

Sean came inside her and she smiled at him, happy that he had taken his pleasure with her. They went to bed and she rolled away from him so he wouldn’t catch her eyes staring into the darkness. Unable to sleep, she tried desperately to make sense of her own mind until exhaustion took her.

She didn’t see Colin for the next two weeks. They messaged each other but she feared that if she saw him that she wouldn't be able to hold herself back. Sean seemed happy to have her back and she tried to take solace that she was needed by him. She had made herself tell Sean about some of her exploits and work it into their love life. It was, after all, supposed to have been for him that she ended up with Colin. She mentioned Jess but didn’t tell him about the threesome. That had been a special thing for Colin so she kept it a secret.

Another week later and she began to feel a little more normal. She still hadn’t seen Colin but they chatted regularly via messenger and Colin was always recommending things to her which she bullied Sean into watching with her. He never got into it though and she missed the enthusiastic talks so messages pinged between them constantly.

Another week on and she brought up the idea of hooking up with Colin again. “I think it’s probably not a good idea right now,” Sean had said. “Maybe at some point but it’s probably a good idea that we just be a couple for now.”

She had agreed with him vocally but deep down she was disappointed and a little frustrated. She just didn’t enjoy the sex she had with Sean as much as she used to. It didn’t help that Colin was so close. Just down the hall was the promise of incredible sex. She considered getting a penis extender for Sean, he would probably find that really kinky but it ran much deeper than just his size. She still loved Sean and their day to day couple stuff was as good as it had ever been but she was starting to resent the fact that he just didn’t do it for her in bed as much anymore.

Her greatest challenge came one night when Sean had to take a work trip. She was all alone in the apartment and she could so easily go and see Colin. She couldn’t quite bring herself to betray Sean like that. She settled for a phone call.

“Hey, it’s been a while since I heard your voice,” said Colin.

They chatted like friends for a while until Coln said, “By the way, I have news.”

“Ooh, what is it?”

“I have a date this Saturday.”

“Oh my god, who with?”

“Jess,”

“You are kidding me?”

“No. We’ve been chatting and I actually asked her out. She said yes. We are going for dinner.” There was a pause. “Hello? Chloe?”

It was taking Chloe a moment to work out how she felt right at that moment.