Memories and crisis

I remember once...

-Mom, mom (I said sobbing)

N:icole what do you have?

John Doe: I-I just fell my-while I was playing and scraped my knees.

My mother, with the most empathetic, sensitive and loving eyes, lifted me up with her arms and said

Nicole: ouuuu my baby, we are going to disinfect you.

John Doe: No, that burns a lot.

And in another moment…

Nicole: John! What qualifications are these, explain to me.

A: mom they are not so bad, in total I serve like an 8.

With her mouth spitting fire she said.

Nicole: John, don't come to me with bullshit, there are subjects in which you failed and you had told me that you were good in all of them, did you want to see my face as an idiot?

But today, her eyes only see me directly with lust, and that same mouth is using her to suck me, I can't think straight, I only get ideas of everything I can do to her, I remembered several porn videos that I loved, maybe dressing her in playboy-style rabbit every idea made me climax, until I finally ejaculated, my mother swallowed everything, and lay down next to me. After a while I started to get her sanity back, I got so many memories of her being the best mother in the world. What was she doing? I love my mother and I am very sure that she does not want this, I have this advantage and I **** her, what differentiates me from a **** with a gun? I felt ashamed...

Nicole: what's up honey?

-Snap-

John Doe: don't call me that anymore, and forget everything that happened at night, when you hear me close the door of my room you will be the same old mom again.

I put on my clothes and went straight to my room, I lay down and stared at the ceiling for a while, I felt like a king who lost his kingdom, out of nowhere I heard a knock on my door and my mother with a kind of tone musical said:

Nicole:… good morning, can I come in?

John: oh, mom, um… if it happens.

I replied dejectedly, then she opened the door.

Nicole: It's good that you're awake and… Did John fall asleep in the same clothes?

My mother had her pajama sweater, I don't know how long I thought about it.

John Doe: Yes, the night went by so quickly that I didn't even realize I fell asleep.

Nicole: I really do, I barely remember… are you okay?

John Doe: yes…

Obviously I didn't know how to lie, so she came over and sat on my bed next to my feet.

Nicole: John, it looks like something's wrong with you.

Let out a laugh and take a deep breath

John Doe: For a moment I had forgotten that sometimes you can be like that, well… There is this… woman, amazing that I have known forever and recently I want our relationship to be more intimate, but she doesn't want me that way.

Nicole: did she reject you?

John Doe: No, but…

Nicole: there it is, you're just complaining at all, just tell him and...

John Doe: It's not that simple because she only sees me as a… friend, as a family member.

Nicole: like a brother.

John Doe: Let's say like a brother, I think the worst thing is that if I can be with her, but I would have to cheat on her, I've become very persuasive.

My mother interrupted sarcastically.

Nicole: seriously?

John Doe: YES!! MY POINT IS… I don't want to be in a relationship where she has **** but to be with me I want her to choose to be with me.

She took a deep breath as her eyes looked around her.

Nicole: son, look at me and listen to me, do you think that we are the ones who usually conquer men regardless of whether that man does not stand out from the rest?

Nicole: Son, if it were true that it is wrong to be persuasive with women to have any kind of relationship, all of them would be considered ****, if you have an advantage over everyone else to get the love of your life, don't be an idiot and take advantage of it , life, there is only one, and see if it still bothers you that you are brainwashing him to put it in some way, let him know that you do it but Adri, do it in an indirect way, don't screw it up.

Suddenly an idea occurred to me, and I was so relieved, my face lit up and all excited I told him.

John Doe: thanks mom, I know what I'm going to be.

Nicole: It was a pleasure.