A good morning

Getting up well rested I look down my body in the oversized T-Shirt. I shift and yawn loudly, feeling something in my butt. Reaching down and lifting up my butt I reach down and feel the heart shaped end of the buttplug with my fingers. I got used to it within a few hours and completely forgot to take it out before going to bed. I pull on it slightly and moan. Somehow I like the feeling of the plug in my butt. I take a Selfie of myself, legs behind my head, showing the edges of the heart shaped plug and the sides of the plug under my thong. I take a picture and post it to my „social media“. Excited I start to play with my body. I reach for the T-Shirt snd throw it to the ground. I play with my hardened nipples and slightly turn the piercings, making me feel a burning pain by the still fresh holes. I grab my laptop and open it up: Enter the link to my website and start a live stream.

I blow kisses in the camera and keep on playing with my tiny breasts. Looking at the camera I pull my thong down and show off my new tattoo: „So guys how do you like my new tattoo? Now I’m forever your Princess Tina and Princess Tina is forever going to be a part of me!“ Many comments are flying in, welcoming my decision to finally admit my slutty side. I just keep on stroking my body, finally moving my hand to my pussy, massaging it. I stroke my piercing there, the ball moving around my clit, moaning. The wetness glistening between my lips and spreading around. Leaning back I open my legs in a split. Everything is visible. I push two fingers in my pussy moaning more. „What do you want me to do, guys?“ Many guys want me to play with the plug and I just comply. I turn around, butt facing the camera and split on my mattress. The wetness of my pussy leaves a wet spot on the bed linen, but right now I don’t care. Because of the split my buttcheeks parted and I proudly show off my plugged butthole. My left hand reaches out for my clithood and returns to play with my pierced hood. Moaning my right hand reaches back between my cheeks and slightly pulls at the plug, before pushing it back in deeply. After some repetitions I pull it out completely with an audible plopping sound. „Uggggh“, I grown in discomfort, slight pain and pleasure at the same time. „My god guys, I never thought I’d have something in my ass. I know that you want me to take the next step and I will take the next step for you. I know it’ll hurt like crazy, but will pleasure me at the same time and I’ll be humiliated by myself, but also proud of myself.“ I push the plug back in and reach under my pillow between the space between my mattress and the headboard and pull out my new friend, the rainbow colored double ended dildo. Now there’s no turning back. „My god I’m hot.“ The comments encouraging me to use it: „You’re finally accepting that you’re just a slut for us to please! Come on, destroy your ass with that huge fucking dildo and finally become the slut you are!“, is one of them, but all the comments are similar. „Wait a moment guys, I’ll get the lube.“ I get up from my split and smile at the camera before leaving the room. Naked I walk into the living room/kitchen, spot my backpack, open it and fetch the lube. I run back to my bedroom in hurried excitement and with a big smile hold the bottle into the camera. I get back into the split on my bed and look over my shoulder, directly into the camera and then down to my plugged butthole. I grab the plug pulling it out, my hole slightly gaping for a short time. I open the bottle of lube and lube the plug up and push it back into my hole to lube it up nicely. I push the plug in and out stretching my butthole and getting used to the penetration of my tight hole. I’m moaning: „Yes, oh my god guys, this feels so good, yes!“, and the fingers of my other hand are again playing with my clit. I put a bit of lube in my hands and use it to massage my buttcheeks and especially the crack of my butt, getting it slick. Then I’m finally ready. „Should I really do this? The dildo is huge and it’ll hurt. Come on Tina, you can do it. You’re Princess Tina now and Princess Tina can and will take dildos in her ass!“ I tell myself, encouraging me. I take the dildo and start to lick up and down, being careful with my new tongue piercing. I cover it in lube, not caring about messing up my whole bed. I will have to wash the linen and sheets later anyways. I pull the plug from my hole and toss it to the side. Before my hole can close back up completely I replace the plug with the tip of the dildo, trying to push it through my anus. The lube really helps, but I need to use my full force to push the head in. With another mighty push I succeed. The huge head of the double headed dildo stretches my asshole painfully. I’m whimpering and my legs are shaking in pain, but I hold myself back from pulling it back out: „You can’t pull it out now. Pushing it back in again will hurt even more.“, I tell myself. „My god, guys!“, I whimper. „This is just for you, so enjoy it.“ I try to relax, but with an ass stretched like this for the first time it’s not that easy and I just stay in position for 5 to 10 minutes, trying to cope with the feelings. Finally the pain fades some and I push in some more, but the muscle tenses immediately and the pain comes back. Looking back over my shoulder I can see my image on the TV. „Guys this looks incredibly hot, doesn’t it?“, I ask my viewers. Playing with my clit I hold the dildo in place. I decide to pull the dildo completely out and change position. I pull some and with a „plop“ the dildo leaves a big angry red, gaping hole. „Guys I think I really destroyed my butthole.“ I gasp slightly shocked, because it doesn’t close as fast as before with the plug. I get down on my knees, straightening my back and place the dildo down between my legs and my cheeks, in a riding position. Slowly I sink down on the large dildo, letting it sink deeper into my asshole. I moan in discomfort, the dildo stretching me more, but against my better judgement move up and back down, repeating the painful action and slowly riding the dildo and fucking myself with it. Everytime I move down again the dildo goes deeper into my ass and after a few minutes finally bottoms out. Like before I stay still for some time, getting used to a thing of that size, this deep in my tiny body. I still rub my pussy and I new it before. Even though the fucking of my ass is painful as hell, I got hotter and hotter by every minute. The time the dildo bottoms out in my butt I’m already close to and orgasm. The feeling of being close encourages me more and I start to move up and down. „Yes, fuck my ass! Fuck me like a slut! Yes, deeper! Oh my god! Yes!“ I moaning the whole time, lost in pleasure. The viewer number rises and more and more comments are written, but I don’t notice them at all. With one last forceful slam I get down to the hilt and an amazing orgasm overcomes myself. My body shaking I fall forward onto my upper body. I’m trying to catch my breath, still moaning. The dildo slips from my hole, leaving a round, large gaping hole behind. The camera filming my insides. I just lay there, trying to regain my mind and body functions. After a few minutes I finally understand what happens. Butthole still gaping I shake my buttcheeks a bit, turn around, blow a kiss into the camera and close the stream.

I throw myself back down on my bed. Looking at the ceiling my mind clears: „What have I done? Did I really do this?“, I ask myself, reaching down between my cheeks. My fingers can feel my open butthole. It’s slightly swollen by the friction and I flinch with the touch. It’s sensitive and burning slightly. I just start crying: „Can’t I control myself anymore? Everytime I’m horny I get myself in fucked up situations. First I sucked dicks at a Gloryhole and now I fucked my ass with a huge dildo, hurting myself without being blackmailed?! What happens with me?!“ I walk into my bathroom naked, turn on the shower and just sit down on the floor, thinking.