on edge

I took particular notice of Kara the next day. If Kylie warned me, it was time I paid more attention to all. They took over parts of my job as section commander to make sure I could pay more attention to their well-being. At least, when I looked at Kara, it felt like they had planned it that way.

Kara was indeed miserable, I noticed guiltily. She smiled less and if she smiled it was less intense as before. Before, she could light up an entire platoon with her smile. Now, it was a meagre candle flame that was still hot when you touched it, but could flicker out any moment.

“Emma, I need you to redecorate the man-cave. Make it warmer, but at the same time, still my and your quarters. Move the desk to the wall, improve the mattrass so it can hold three people with ease. Ask Ambra to help you, Elfie and whoever you think has creative skills. It needs to happen fast. Very fast...”

“Yes, Sir.” But then she followed my gaze to Kara, she sighed and whispered: “Oh God, she is fading... and I didn’t even see it.”

“Neither did I... But Kylie did.”

“I’ll start right away...”

“Kara.” I said into her ear. “Come with me, now.”

“Alex?”

“I am sorry, Kara, I should have noticed it myself... But I see it now too. There were too many changes at once. Our group has growing pains and it is affecting you too much.”

Emma had done remarkably well in only a few hours. I had no idea who she recruited, but a whirlwind had passed through my quarters. Dark red hangings on the walls and a thick dark carpet on the floor. The desk was even disassembled and tucked away in a storage compartment in the wall. Candles in two corners, buried in the floor, protected by red colored glass. And a large mattrass with cushions in abundance. It was still my style, but it welcomed others now too. It was transformed into a private quarter for those that needed to be at my side.

“No discussion, Kara, but you should be more at my side. I can’t let you fade away. I miss you. I miss your smile, your warmth and I should hit myself in the face for not noticing it sooner. You will sleep with me from now on, like Emma does too. Unless you really don’t want to?”

“Oh, Alex... I should have told you... But you were so... You were drowning in your own problems.”

“No. Kara. Don’t apologize. Perhaps it is neither our fault, in the end. But I can work on a solution. I want this to work. I can’t bear to think I could lose you. I can’t bear to see you this unhappy, not now, not in the future.”

I just took her in my arms, embraced her and held her close, like I didn’t want to let her go. And then I kissed her. Like I kissed her the first time. Lifting her chin up, closing in and taking her lips between mine. It grew more passionately but we kept kissing. Discovering each other once more.

I kissed her and I stepped forwards. Emma was still there. It was her choice if she wanted to stay or not. It seemed she had chosen to stay. Kara stepped backwards. Until she could no further and brushed against the wall, leaned against it. While we kissed, I unbuttoned her pants. This time we had no shoes on. I lowered her pants with one hand, removed her panties just the same.

Gently I placed the palm of my hand against her vagina.

“Oh...”

The palm just rested there. Feeling it, letting it to be felt.

My other arm had embraced her but slowly left its previous position. Slower kisses on her lips. The free hand caressed her breasts under her sweater, changed direction again to her sides, to her hips and finally ended on her firm but petite ass. It felt great under my palm. What a lovely ass she had. While I massaged her ass, my resting hand awakened. Rubbed her outer labia, until the middle finger saw an opening and tenderly put the tip of the finger in it.

“Oh...” Kara sighed, but her pitch was slightly higher. The fingertip exited and followed the slit to her clit and gently rubbed it.

“Perhaps, Kara, it is time for you to undress?” I whispered, eyeing her chest.

“Oh... of course... yes...”

She pulled out of her sweater, but her arms staggered when I rubbed her faster. A cute moan escaped her lips. She had been on edge. I felt her slit quickly moistening as I suddenly entered her again with just a fingertip.

“You have problems undressing yourself?” I joked teasingly.

Another cute moan escaped while I entered my middle finger into her completely, bending it and rubbing her sweet spot. My other hand was tired of simply groping her ass, slid between her ass cheeks and very gently touched her anal flower with my index finger. A typical pincer maneuver. Her breathing accelerated while she still tried to get her sweater off, interrupted by the ministrations of my fingers.

I withdrew my index finger, slid lower until it touched her anal ring. The hand on her buttock spread her ass cheeks as far as it was needed. The middle finger entered her ass slowly while the thumb of that same hand landed on her clit. The thumb rubbed it, pushed it aside, left and right, encircled it before it finally rubbed it fully.

“O-oh...”

Kara had difficulties breathing and had given up undressing herself. She had closed her eyes and tilted her hips forwards as an open invitation to continue. I caressed her inner anal sensitive flesh. I kept on rubbing her love button. Kara moaned in pleasure, but gasped as she suddenly felt my tongue on her. She had never noticed I had lowered myself on my knees between her open legs. I sucked her clit, my tongue licked it, repeated the same movements my thumb had done. She came quickly and squirted her fluids into my sucking mouth. She tried to withdraw but with a commanding finger in her ass, hooked into her, pulling it forwards and my other arm took her hips prisoner.

I kept my tongue at work, even during her orgasm, while my finger up her ass entered and withdrew just a centimeter. She bucked her hips, or at least tried to, while I felt her entire body convulsing, her legs trembling. Had I not dragged her from the wall with my arm, she would have collapsed forwards.

“Please... Alex... stop...”

I did. I withdrew my finger completely, my tongue stopped the magic. But my arm around her hips remained, embraced her stronger as I lifted her up, turned, kneeled again and laid her on the double mattrass, against the many cushions holding her up. She smiled at me. Brightly. She let me undress her completely holding her arms up, unclasping her bra. I sat next to her, undressed myself completely and took her once again in my arms, turning her sideways until she rested her head upon my shoulder.

“What about you?” She whispered when she saw my stiff member.

“Not the time, Kara.” I looked at Emma who had watched us the whole time in silence.

“I promised Emma, I would take things slower, spend less energy but still try to please you.”

“Good of her...” Kara smiled at Emma.

“So, will you sleep with me, Kara? In this bed, with Emma on my other side?” She never had answered the question.

“Alex... Like you have to ask. Of course I will.”

“You have no problem Emma will too?”

“Of course not. I slept with you before, with your other girlfriends. Emma is too, so why would I have a problem?”

“You never asked Emma anything, I thought perhaps you...”

“I never asked Emma, because I didn’t want to ask her anything. She should keep her focus on you. That is my opinion, but I know others have used her, that it pleases her to be used. But it pleased me more when she pleased you. I have seen her change. She is capable of much more than just an extra sex toy, no matter how much she enjoys it.”

“Yes, she is... Come, Emma, if you want, lay next to me, you shouldn’t ask for it.”

Emma quickly undressed and crawled next to me and covered all three of us.

“Thank you, Kara.” She whispered.

“No, Emma, thank you for what you have done.” Kara answered.