With Ella.

“It seems you had quite the week, Alex. First playing doctor with Kara, rewriting her experiences with anal sex, she is still in a daze. Then some frolicking around with Kate, roleplaying one of her favorite submission fantasies and giving her a decent fuck. Sophia convinced you finally to have a romantic sex date with her. She said she only had to orgasm twice to be overwhelmed and she still is barely touching herself these days. And yesterday you gave Kate the fucking of her life, playing with her and Kylie. Kate slept through the whole day, while she was gently groped in her sleep by Kylie. I swear I saw Kate orgasming in her sleep, no doubt dreaming about the day before...” Ella grinned at me.

“Hmm... It was indeed a busy week. A week full of sex, romance and good feelings all around. I never thought I would experience these days, so late in my life.” I smiled gently, recalling my frustrating incel days.

“You deserve it, Alex, you are our boyfriend for a reason. You indulge in our fantasies, never asking for your own roleplay scenarios. Do you even have scenarios of your own?”

“I do, but they should remain fantasies... Otherwise, what do I have left to fantasize about, except for recalling my memories with my girlfriends?”

“Not sure I believe you, but it’s fine by me. However I’m here to talk to you about Clara.”

“What’s wrong with her?” I was asking her, suddenly worried.

“Relax... Alex. There’s nothing wrong with our precious gem. After you made love to each other, for her first time with a man, she thinks she owns you for her beautiful experience. You’re a man with many sides, Alex, giving everything to each one of us.”

“However eh... painful it was for me that day, still I think I would have enjoyed it a lot if... Never mind, she doesn’t owe me anything. Seeing her smile every day, her happiness... It truly warms my heart.”

“Sure, Alex... but she feels still inexperienced in pleasing a man like you, her first love, her white knight...”

“I don’t feel like being a white knight, not after having sex with her, for her first time. I feel more and more like a pervert at times, fucking beautiful young women left and right.”

“The age difference again, Alex... Ts, ts, ts... We have no problem with it, why should you?”

“I feel too much blessed with all your attentions, I feel myself... in debt, and feeling more like a pervert joins with that feeling more adequate, I guess.”

“Look, Alex. We all fell in love with you for different reasons. As you had different reasons to fall in love with us. I have to guess here, but you fell in love with Kylie because she took away your pain. I don’t know why you fell in love with Kate, but with Kara you fell for her radiating happiness. With Sophia I’m not sure, but with me, I hope you fell for my strength and my cuteness. And with Clara for her innocence. You are starting to fall in love with Emma for her devotion to you, no... Don’t deny it, and with Ambra... Don’t look at me like that... She knows it, I know it, we all see it... You’re the one in denial, but she makes you literally feel special. Even after we said on dozens of times, you only believe it when you are with her.”

“I can’t... with Ambra... I just can’t.”

“Not yet, I know. She is still too ****. Your metaphor was an apt one. She realizes she needs to grow more, before you will let yourself go further with her. In your feelings and in hers.”

A long silence followed. I broke the silence by moving to another subject.

“So what about Clara?”

“In short, she wants to be taught in giving pleasure to you. It will boost her self-confidence being with you. She wants to experiment a bit and certainly after hearing all your... exploits with the others this week, she feels a bit unequipped to be part of our growing circle.”

“Still then, her feeling of not belonging in the circle. She shouldn’t be. I adore her. Everyone does.”

“Self-confidence, Alex, is not so easily upgraded. Now, will you listen to my advice?” She started frowning at me, getting tired of my reasoning. “You know that better than anyone. You were the one telling Kylie the first time with her, in that foxhole, just because someone tells you how not to feel...”

“Doesn’t mean you can’t stop feeling otherwise... I know, it is a lesson I have to keep learning.”

“So do we all. So, about Clara. She asked for my help. Teaching her, watching us, joining us.”

“Wait, what? Watching us fuck, joining us even?”

“It’s inevitable she will see us fuck eventually. But with us three, she thinks she can warm up to be part of the circle, seeing you fuck, have sex, make love to each of us in our room. And I can warm her up during our meetings. She enjoys her sessions with Emma a lot. And for once or twice I like being together with a woman, certainly with one like Clara.” She smiled naughty at me.

“Oh... I had... well perhaps, I had an inkling...” Reminding myself of the hot scene where Kate was bound and licking Ella.”

“Did you now...” Ella seemed to know what I was thinking, smiling smug.

“So... I assume you already have started these... lessons with Clara?”

“We did. But fun as they are for the both of us, we’ll need you involved of course.”

“Of course...” I sighed. I looked straight into Ella’s eyes, frowning a bit: “What does she want to know anyway, what does she want to experiment in?”

Ella leaned over the desk, returned my gaze, smiling broadly and just a few centimeters from my face she whispered in her sexy hoarse voice: “Anything... Alex. A-ny-thing.” Then she slowly slumped down on her chair.

“Anything? Really anything-anything?”

Ella nodded gravely.

I gulped audible.

“Alex... you have done great with Kara. Kara is immensely pleased with you, as you managed to overwrite all her bad experiences with her previous boyfriends. You made her enjoy sex, without any pain, on the contrary, with lots of pleasure. Is it any wonder that Clara would like to experiment in what Kara has experienced so wonderfully?”

“Not really, perhaps, but at least Kara had some experience and had prepared herself... Wait, don’t tell me you are teaching her to... preparing her to...”

“Alex, if there is one thing I am good in, is that I take my promises seriously. She made me responsible for her sexual education and experimentation, so I will prepare the best I can.”

I gulped again.

“And besides, Alex, given your first experience with her a week ago, wouldn’t you like to have sex with her without pain, on a pace that is a little bit more pleasurable?”

“She... Is she... ready for... that?” I stuttered out, visibly shocked.

“Trust me, Alex, she is ready. Let’s say, we had our fun discovering all her sensitive spots.”

“Not so innocent anymore...”

“No, but on the other hand, she is still innocent in the way that sex, love and romance should be intertwined at all times.”

“And not for you...”

“Not all the time, Alex, it depends on my mood. And yours too.”

“But if she will join us... and it seems we are both... let’s say very much in the mood...”

“We’ll make it a roleplay, Alex, in which both of us, can experience sex at different levels.”

“In a roleplay? Is there one that fits us all three?”

“Like you have to ask... Of course there is... Have you ever heard of a king, a princess and a lustful maid?”

“Oh...”

“Let’s say this lustful maid here has had her fun teaching a princess in perfecting that scenario to the details.”

“Oh...”

“So all we need now, is our king... Alex.”